red-box

Last Saturday, the 1st day of holiday. I went red-box with my friends. Those girls are really crazy fellow of singing. We had lots of fun. haha. .and we definitely going there again. Coz we have a birthday to celebrate soon.

I just check out ejing's blog and realize we have the same thought. When we were singing Avril Lavigne "when you're gone", I was thinking about 3cinr3b, we sang the same song in Neway too. I felt sad.

When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

Grabbed from Ejing

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holiday

Holiday~~~Although only one week. Definitely need it. Hmmm...
Let see what I HAVE to do in this holiday.

1. Online test for material
due on 4th October(Melbourne time).Should submit on 3th of October. Need to study material to do this.

2. Design material
Excel work. Damn tedious, need to choose the most optimize shape. Search for suitable materials. I tried to use MATLAB, think i still not good at it. Failed to run the file i wrote.

3. Corrosion Report
Although Sir has been very kind and delayed the due date to week 12. I guess i shouldn't wait till that time.

4. Project 3 of structure
Gosh! Bridge again. Have been facing bridges project so many times. 1st time, design and do calculation. 2nd time, did a newspaper bridge. This time.. bridge again.. boring..

Things that i SHOULD do:

1. Study material.
If don't study, can't do the things above.

2. Study MATLAB.
Crazy test is on 6th of October. No failing allowed!!!

3. Study electrical .
Stupid crap that I think my 2 tests also gone d. I have to score on my final which is 70%. The failing rate of this unit is as high as 46%. I don't wan to be the 46%.

4. Study structure.
The monotones lecturer is back. I have been sleeping in his lectures, guess need to study a bit.

5. Do the past year paper of MATLAB,
don wanna fail the test.

6. Do the paper gave by Mark.
Mark is a nice tutor. Don't waste is his hard work.

7. Read finish Jeffrey Archer book.
so that can return to Su as soon as possible.

Things i WANT to do:

1. Read finish Kindaichi comic online.. I don't wan to wait for Jon. He read so slow.
2. Chat with friends. esp. those who i nvr contact for long.
3. Go yum cha with friends.
4. Go Ping's house to chat wit her.
5. Play piano till i get bored with it.
6. Watched 1 Litre of Tears again.( downloading again)
7. Play puzzle.. addicted with puzzle of facebook.

Most important. recharged myself & get rid of the irritating feel about that human.

Now is just beginning of my 1 week mid semester break. Let's see by the end of the holiday. How many task I can finish it. Hopefully all. hehe. .(greedy )

Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?




Final Fantasy VII

九型人格分析

第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 13%
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 13%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 12%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 12%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 11%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 11%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 10%
第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 10%
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 8%

我的九型人格分析？

Evil me?

Not really feeling great. I was always warned by my good friend before, however I always believe that we should trust the others. However my life just proved me wrong and I'm lost. I don't know what should I do.

Mad and angry are first come to me when I encountered such problem. I feel like doing the same thing to them and leave them with their mess. Trying to be inconsiderate, selfish. However, when I think again from their shoes. If I'm in the situation, and is really desperate, I would really need those helps. However, they have not show those helps I need before even though I need it. Maybe I should not think too much. Maybe I'm too sensitive about my intuition. Although I'm weird and my intuition is more 'evil', normally my intuition is correct.Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so mess up! Is this my 'evil me' thinking bad about people again, or is it really true about those people?

Human in this world is super complicated. Super evil and tremendously 'leceh'. Maybe I shouldn't think too perfectly about human. I always forget, I have an 'evil me' inside, although it rarely appear, it doesn't mean others people 'evil me' never turn up often. Maybe I shouldn't trust them so much.

Conclusion, my 'bro's and my secondary school friends are the best. I have not face such problem before with them. That's why I never stop missing my secondary school, always feeling desperate to contact with them, feeling sad whenever remember our past.

And of coz they are exception in the current situation group, my 2 'darling's are always so innocent. I guess that's the reason I love them so much.

rainy

"STUPID PEOPLE"

The new campus really very stupidly LOUSY!!! Not only the physical structure ,but also the stupid policy.

I think is not appropriate to mention where am i studying now. But as i mention, u can guess if u don't know. Stupidly, the building i study is the 2nd phase which mean is just finish built before this new semester. And you know what happen????

After 1st few weeks, water leaking in the toilet's'. Toilet 'rosak'. One of the worst i heard, while a tutor was tutoring, a piece of 'ceiling'( a piece of board stuff) nearly fall on him. what the heck right???

This week , is just approximately 1 weeks after official launch. Guess what?? Flood!!! Where??? Computer lab on third floor according to tutor. Early in the morning, when i stepped into the library, why is the carpet all wet??? flood...

Sien right??? Who ever the 'smart' architect or engineer is this.

As i mention in the previous post. I am sick and quite a number of my classmates too. And so bad luck, when i finish class today. It was raining very heavily.. If sunny day, the security don't let the cars to come in i understand lar.. but is raining so heavily. and they guards still don't allow cars to come in and pick or drop us. What the heck??? And the 'smart' architect or engineer is so damn inconsiderate, there are no way u can get out of this uni without getting wet if is a rainy day if the car is not allow to drive in. Even from one building to another in the campus itself, u also can get wet. coz the architect or engineer is just too 'smart' to only consider his 'beautiful & stylist' design without considering what a student really want.

Crap right?? Hate this stupid stuff.. sometimes human are just so stupid. And according to my progress, i can get well by tomorrow. After get rained in this evening, I think the possibility just reduced and I not feeling well now. Shit them! I was energetic back in the morning and now I'm sick back and sleepy.

STUPID SCHOOL , the foyer is not for you to welcome your precious guest or whatever high level officer. And what's wrong by letting the car in while u have no PM nor any u so called precious Very Important P.. is in the uni at that time.

Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.

"romantic"

"" Romantic""

Walking under the rain sound very romantic right???

Oh yea.. and yes.. on Monday, when we were walking back to the uni, it started to rain. Since is not heavy, just walk lar... A not we will be late for class. And i drank so many hot tea for the past few days.. And shit things.. I still fall sick.

Before this I was teasing JY that she watched 'secret' too touch.. So she fall sick.. However by Tuesday night, I start to feel a bit sick.. So i realize that what is common about us.. We did something so called 'romantic' on Monday... walking under the rain.

There are 4 of us, how come only 2 of us sick.. haihz.. sob sob.. this few weeks hectic weeks some more.. :(

Pray Pray.. I will heal by tomorrow.Flu, please don't come n find me. I don't want to get sleepy in the test tomorrow. Fever too, I already settled u.. don't come n find me.. I don't miss u at all..

Heaven???

We were told that good people always die early, cause God want him to enjoy in the heaven. Therefore take him away earlier.

I don't believe in any God. To me, heaven sound like a bored place. Our life now is meaningful, more happy because there is sad to show the contrast. That's like u can't have only bright without the darkness. There are difficulties in life, only then we feel satisfied and great when we overcome it. Without all the pain, nothing is gain, nothing is worth to be cheer of.

If everything is so perfect in this world, there will be less love and care. Only with the existence of the poor and needy, we can show our helping hands. If not, there are no used of your hands.

There are still love in this world,
more caring, more smiles and of course the pain...
Thus....

Living in this world as a human, is the best thing of the world.

Engineer with accountant mind????

This morning, finally received her sms. She already reached and get her irish phone number. Glad to hear from her. will reply later, a not might wake her up from her beauty sleep.

As usual, Friday is the day to get crazy. People in material lab/tute, still that sarcastic and dramatic.. N laughter always there.. That's normal for Friday.

We had revision for material lecture, which is bored. There are nothing much we can revise. Since only few new topics, others we were forced to learn them up for the past assignment. So we realise all the bored lecturers are coming back for lectures.. Sigh~ Can we skip classes???

So we started to calculate how much one lecture worth. We paid RM 16714.92 for one semester. One semester consists of 13 weeks only. And for a student who take material as elective, we have 21 hours of lectures, labs or tutorial per week. One hour of lecture actually costs us RM 61.23, so every minute u late for ur class, u are actually wasting approximately RM 1 per minutes.. That's like RM 0.02 per second..
(This sound like going to meet a lawyer, who charged for every minutes u consult him.)

After analysed, i gave up the thought of skip classes.. and will never ever be late for class when every second count..

And we do sound like accountant.. lolx... haha... But of coz we are future ENGINEER with business mind.

In this reality world, money does matter.

missing u

She left , she cried and still we worry about her.
I'm missing her now.

Yesterday, after she left i was not in a good mood although i didn't cry. ( I don't cry in public)
Thanks lar 'bro's.. i know u guys were worried and trying to cheer us up. but not in the mood to do so.. i just want some silent moments. Thanks for fetching us.

Just read her blog.. (stupid streamyx.... my house can't connect to internet again)
I guess is a bad idea to do so in the uni.. I nearly cry in the library.. So what i did was, read one paragraph.. go do something else.. go chit chat n then came back.. continue read.. just to prevent myself from crying in the public..

Yesterday night , when we were on the way back, actually i'm glad u din call me.. coz i don wan to cry on the day u leave.

I know u can do well there. Love u~ Missing u
Take care..

I'm going to miss u

I am a very lazy blogger.. today, no matter what, i have to post this up. This is about a good friend of mine.

3cinr3b is leaving to Ireland.. and when i knew the exact date, it only left less than 2 weeks. Although busy with mid term exam and everything, i still feel like doing her something before she leave. We came up with a surprise for her. After this and that... we did have fun and appreciate every moment of having her before she leave.

On that 2 days, i always nearly cry.. but i didn't.. i kept telling myself.. gal, she just going for 2 n a half year.. not that she's not coming back. May be i am just too emo.. Reading her blog , all of the memories just pop up.. We really been through a lot of stuff together.

Actually after nearly 2 years of leaving secondary school, i realize something. Ping and U just can't be replaced by anyone. No one gonna know me like u two do. Never ever.
And of coz.. the bunch of us that always play together, for every up and down we been through.

I never say this before to u gals, but I really love u all. I wish 3cinr3b will have fun in Ireland and do well in her study. I know u can do it!!! Love ya~ and i'm so gonna miss u.

"bookworm club"???

Suppose to be super stress and busy this few weeks...
electrical , structure and material test.. crazy
add on with material n structure project.. killing

n not to forget the usual tutorial work n report.. die

Was being advised to pick up a club by someone... so that my cert won't be so plain by the time i graduate.
However, there is no club that i'm in interested..

Those very serious type, add on the burden.. stress
sports type.. sweat..
some. find it useless..

So crap said "bookworm club"

??????? Got such club mer?????
NOpe

Form ur own.. Not a bad idea.. was quite interested..
a club where we can swap book, look for book sale.. share our tot..
organize trip to book sale(nuts right?).. write review n recomend books.

However after check out the process of it.. Let's forget about it..
Forming it is not a problem, but the meeting n compulsory attendance stuff..

A lazy person like me, which is even lazy to join a club... Don't expect me to put so many focus and energy in running a club.. is killing me..

~Poof~... Idea is always good, but people is always lazy...
that's why good things seldom happen

She seems so sad.
She no longer believe in "optimistic"
She is having the downfall of her life,
and everything seems so grey for her.
She is alone.
The love she has is so far away,
so hard to reach.
She smile ,
however is not from her heart.
I love her , but i can't reach her.
What can i do?
What can i do to cheer her up?
I wish u have never go there,
so that u won't lost the smile on ur face,
so that i won't lost the optimistic friend.

The power of the mind

All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think we become.

Buddha

I have always believe that our mind is the one that play the main role of nearly everything.
There is also one story that is related to mind, that i would like to share.
It was a story that i read i was young.

The story begin with two young students who were going to the government examination. It is an examination that will affect their future. In the olden China, only people who score in the government exam get to be the officer of government.

However, on the way to the examination hall, they saw a funeral. When they saw the coffin, both of them have different thinking.

One of them thought that, coffin is a sign of bad luck and he get worried, whereas the other think that it is a good sign. This is because the word of coffin in Mandarin is 'guan chai', the word 'guan' has the same pronouncation as the 'guan' of officer.

At last, the person who thought is a good sign scored. And i guess u will know what happen to the other one.

What I trying to say is that our mind affect us. The way we think of a matter, will change the result.

So what ever and when every is it, try to think positively. There is always the good side of it no matter how bad the things is.

One litre of tears

One litre of tears is going to be show on 8tv this Saturday. Can't wait to watch it again.

I had post about this touching n meaningful Japanese drama before.
So i will just re-post it again.

Hope u will enjoy this drama.
Other than the drama, the theme song sing by K , "Only Human" is worth listening too.

One Litre of Tears is a Japanese series about a 15 year old girl named Aya Ikeuchi has this disease and is desperately fighting it.This disease is named spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. But there's no cure yet for this sickness.The original story is based on the diary of Aya who kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen.
I am totally touch by the story and the message that Aya wish to pass to the world.She is just a 15 years old girl when she know about that the disease she is fighting with.She have a bright future if she never get the disease. However, she tried her best and be useful to the others. Her diary which later become a book, title One Litre of Tears had cheer up those who have the same disease as her and the others.
If you can, try to get the book or watch the Japanese series. It totally worth it and you will be thankful that u still seeing the sun shine today and every single things. You will be glad that you still can talk , can walk, can write. Be useful to others.It will make you think about your life, and make you appreciate what you have and what you can.
I felt so sorry for the people surrounding her especially her family members.(of coz her too). You will never say you are unhappy or unlucky compare to Aya. coz you are still healthy, u still can do everything which she can't .We should be satisfy with whatever we have.Life is precious.

This is the 3rd week of new semester. Not excited, not sad, no particular feeling.
Quite happy that i can still meet up with my 'darlings'. However, this new semester, the only thing i feel recently is rush...

I don't know what i am rushing about, a lot of uncertainties which mess up my heart.
The context of the units seems to be more difficult than previous.
Some of it i find it interesting, some bored. Whatever it is, still have to force myself to study.

Don't really have the urge to study, but there is always accumulation of home works on my study table. No mood, but no choice, i have to start working with it.

Hopefully i will be more hardworking this semester.
Being a Nerd won't be bad after all.

Holiday~

Is holiday~ Yeepee!!! Say bye bye to your 'stress', 'depression' and 'exam'. Be happy although this is only for a short period.

Due to exam and assignments, I have not been driving for ages.
Today evening, I drove my bro home. Of coz my dad sat next to me as always... Not only because i sux at driving, n the most important things, i don't have sense of direction. So i don't remember where my brother tuition at although i went few times.(Sorry, i m really that bad at this)

Er... I still can't do turning well, parking worst. Since my dad sat next to me, I don dare to drive more than 80km/h at KESAS highway.. around 70km/h as average.. Lo~ I know that is kind of slow.. And my brother actually slept.. (Please, he is really over doing it!). I can't imagine if i drive 90km/ h... My dad will definitely shout at me. He got high blood pressure, better don't make him mad.

According to my progression, I don't think I'll be able to drive till next year.. Sigh~ However, atleast I'm moving on. Haha.. coz my elder sister, she don't dare to drive after she had broke my cousin's car side mirror. It happen long time ago.. more than a year i guess. Even her P'license was already renew by now. Ya, she still not driving...

I have been missing my piano so much.. hehe.. was playing the whole evening although at first I planned to go to Ping's house. Sorry ya, coz a guest came when I want to step out the door.

That's all for the day~ I'm leaving for my anime.. yeepee.. missing them a lot too.

Enjoys ur holiday~

I CAN DO IT

What am i doing now? I am suppose to be nerding...lol~ Not feeling good about the exam coming for this last few days. super shock by the past year pp.. especially physic.

Feeling depress and stress. Human, i think this time i might really fail my paper.. Sigh...

However, i really like to thanks those who motivated me, talk to me, pray for me.. and support me.. thanks ya. appreciate it. And it really make me feel better after the talk. Coz ur words is always the energy of mine. Love ya~

Time to move one.. I CAN DO IT!!!