Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing

One Litre of Tears is a japanese series about A 15 year old girl named Aya Ikeuchi has this disease and is desperately fighting it.This disease is named spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. But there's no cure yet for this sickness.The original story is based on the diary of Aya who kept writing untill she could no longer hold a pen.
I am totally touch by the story and the message that Aya wish to pass to the world.She is just a 15 years old girl when she know about that the disease she is fighting with.She have a bright future if she never get the disease. However, she tried her best and be usefull to the others. Her diary which later become a book, title One Litre of Tears had cheer up those who have the same disease as her and the others.
If you can, try to get the book or watch the japanese series. It totally worth it and you will be thankfull that u still seing the sun shine today and every single things. You will be glad that you still can talk , can walk, can write. Be usefull to others.It will make you think about your life, and make you appreciate what you have and what you can.
I felt so sorry for the people surrounding her especially her family members.(of coz her too). You will never say you are unhappy or unlucky compare to Aya.coz you are still healthy, u still can do everything which she can't .We should be satisfy with whatever we have.Life is precious.
* Don't forget to prepare a box of tisue paper when you watch it.I guess you will need it.

Yeah!!!!!!!!!! SPM is over(long time ago).....
But holiday for this year seem so short ..only one month.. Maybe i should feel relief coz is only one month.. I'm sooooooooooooo bored at home.. OK, i know u guys might not agree with me.. There is so many tv programme , from korea, japanese , taiwan and so on... and from the internet... However, i still feel is like meaningless to waste my time on watching tv .. Sigh, but other then that , i got nothing to do also.. (sound like complain for nothing)
This week my mom is not around, only my dad n my elder sis are home.. is so peacefull without the two little kids at home.. haha.. bit uncomfortable coz no one to fight wit me.. hehe..
Actually my sis n i has a mission to complete during this week. We have to clean up the house and cook for my dad( and for us oso lar).. Cleaning the house sound quite okay lar.. just sweep the floor, wipe the cupboard.. But COOKING???? For the 2 girls who never ever cook before( maggie mee sure got cook b4 lar of coz).. em... is sound like mission impossible ....
With the fridge is almost empty .. (only few vege and fish) it make it more difficult for us.. haha.. of coz i not so stupid to try it on my own without help lar.. i phone my aunt , i asked my frens and try to recall back the memory of my mom cook lor...
My dad was actually shock when he knew that his daughter wanted to cook dinner.. Is not his fault to doubt our cooking skill coz we never cook and help in the kitchen... Not much complain that night bout the dinner .Mayb he felt is bad to hurt us kua. haha... only things he complain is we cooked not enough vege.. Lolx.. how would i know how much it will be when is cook.. Nah.. not bad lar.. But after this week,my sis n i will never cook again.. And of coz, wont go learn from my mom.. The only lesson we learnt that is never stay at home without mom.. hehe..

好累

对不起，我累了
踏上了休息的阶段
不能一味地付出

抱歉，我受够了
开始学会了不在乎
需要逃离虚拟的世界

对不起，我哭了
我再也承受不住了
对于你的信心 我失去了
不想再让自己受伤害
所以选择了放弃你

放得下吗？
你对于我的恩与爱 我忘不了
对于你的恨与怨 却一瞬间爆发
恨你的不公平 怨你的偏心
更恨自己为什么做不到你的一百分
那遥不可及的梦 我是否该放弃
我累了 真的累了
好想倒下 从此远离这繁人世界
但我舍不得 放不下 因为你是我的最爱

BAck!!!

So longgggg din post anything .. same to all my friends...
hahaha.. all busy with the non-stop exam....damn sien with study d..
Just finish exam 2 weeks ago, next week exan again...Sien larrrrrrrrrr
Need to burn mid nite oil again.. Sigh.. Need to gambate d..
Must work hard everyone.. 40 more days to go.. i know we can do it..(like going to war like dat)
aikz... my anime download finish d..
so tata lor..
take care everyone..

We are all Rich!!

I am back from Malacca.. actually not really go holiday in Malacca also.. is a small island located in Malacca.. The main purpose for this trip is to donate and visit the mentally disabled children...
There are 35 of them ... and all are physically or mentally disabled.They are not able to fend for themselves,even for their most basic needs. Most of them were lying on the baby court, except few sitting on the wheel chair.. and one can move freely..
The one who can played and most active( most of them just lay on the bed) ,his body is half paralyse and he has a hole in his heart.. plus he is also a down syndrom... His body paralyse coz of the failure of his heart operation...
They are so pity.. some of them are blind,palsy,polio and mental disorders..
I am a tought girl this time.. i didn't cry, they are so innocent .. how could you cry infront of them..
So my friends.. Never ever say you are poor... Never ever say you are unlucky....
We are rich.. coz we are healthy... we still can think and learn...
When you feel the tears or pain, be gratefull coz u still can feel them...
Think of those poor innocent children whenever you feel you are unlucky..
YOu will feel grateful!!!

Class magazine

Today i had argument with one of my friends...it is because the class magazine...and all becaues of money...For the magazine , our class have the choice to choose either 4 pages colours or 3 pages colours.. Obviuosly,more colour pages means more expensive...and the different between this 2 choice is actually 20 ringgit malaysia...
Majority of the class agree to take 4 colour pages, coz is already last year.. and the last time.. and mayb the last time in our entire life... So .. money matter, doesn't affect us to take the 4 colour pages.. However, there is a few person in our class said they can't afford to pay the money which is less than 100 ringgit malaysia.. Okay i understand some of them , coz i know they having financial problem and they really can't waste their money on this type of thins.. Our classmate agree to find some way to solve it such as they have to find sponser and if they really can't we will help them to find...
But something i can't really understand, some of them is not poor... i know they said they are from average family .. so do i.... but how come i can afford it??The truth is they are stingy and selfish....
I know they care for their family... they don't want to burden their family... but can they think from our stand too... We also got family.. Our family also earn the income by working hard.. So how could you so selfish to want us to pay for u all???( coz i knew some of them think like dat)
For their information... i will pay the money with my own money.. the money is not take from my dad or mom.. is from my really own money.. not ang pau money oso.. is the money earn by myself...
So can u all don't be so selfish???? When u think for ur family.. think for us too.... I am not rich anyway... but i appreciate our memory .. dat's y i am willing to pay.. Please be co-operative..
Don't make our class monitor to be so worry about u all.. U all should grow up lar... don't always burden ur friends!!!!

Heart of fencing!!

This few days , i didn't take nap in the evening... Not i don't want to sleep but i am 'glue' with the tv ...hahaha.. wonder what so intersting??? Actually is VCD lar....the show name 'heart of fencing'
Is a contonese show.. I like it coz is not so bored as some of the taiwan show(no offense. some only)
The most important thing is the spirit in the story.. Win is not a matter... the most important thing is you did your best when you are fighting for something..
Do you know 'the four leaves clover'? this type of plants normally only have 3 leaves.However ,when something good going to happen , it will be 4 leaves.. So people believe that the four leaves clover will bring good lucks.. We call it 'sei yip chou' in cantonese..
I like the lyrics of the songs name "shinning friends" which is the theme song for this show..
It got cantonese and english version..
To share with my friends so i put it as my music...If you want to listen.. use Internet Explorer to visit my blog then you might can listen to it..
The lyric for the song:

Shining Friends (无线青春剧“当四叶草碰上剑尖时”主题曲)

A little faith Brightens a rainy day Life is difficult you can't go away Don't hide yourselve in the corner You have my place to stay Sorrow is gonna say goodbye Opens up You'll see the happy sunshine Keep going on with your dream Chasing tomorrow's sunrise The spirit can never die Sun will shine, my friend Won't let you cry, my dear Seeing you shed a tear, Make my world disappear You'll never be alone in darkness See my smile, my friend We are with you, holding hands you have got to believe, you are my destiny We're meant to be your friends That's what a friendship be

Care for your friends!!!!

want to know more about this show .. please visit http://www.spcnet.tv/reviews/review.php?rID=223

someone special that influence me

There are someone who make me who i am now... the person i mean is neither my dad nor my mom... And that person don't know me at all.. However , he did influence me .. especially my character and my mind..
That person is an author. I love his books a lot. To me , reading his work is a type of fun for me.
He is not a love story writer , which some of you might think so..because i am a teenager girl...
He wrote a lot about love, life, society, human's evil and some story.He is also good at art..
What impress me is him and his story. He lost his dad when he was young and their house was burnt . However, he is a tough person .He endure the difficulty of life.. and he is now a succesful person..
The first time i read his book ,i was a primary student. I was attract by the title of the book, "To be a happy student".. This book is form out from the letter which he wrote for his daughter. His daughter is currently 16 years old and has a elder brother which is 17 years older than her..
The method the author treat and teach his daughter and son is definitely different. He trained his son to be tough and be independent. He want him to know the real society . However, he treat his daughter in the other way.
I learnt a lot from his work.. I learnt to think from others people shoes, learnt to think positive, learnt to think from different angle . The most important thing i learnt is whatever you did ,you must not do something which go against your heart.
There are some of his word have become my philosophy.
"You have to be success, because you can't fail!"
I used to be someone who like to compare with the others..
However, the truth enemy is my self, what i have to overcome is my weakness..
and who i am compete with ??? My self..

*The author is a chinese, name Liu Yong. He wrote a lot of books which is always the best seller.
He is coming to Malaysia in August. However, too bad.. i didn't get the ticket... And all his talk in Asia is for charity. There is a link about this author in my " favourite links" (shui yun zai) which you can contact to him..^-^

Smile

coz of some reason.. i flipped through the family's photo album ... I am feeling sad .. so when i saw the smile and laughter in the photo.. especially myself... i start to wonder.. When did that smile gone from me??? In those photo, the smile show no worry.. only fun and laughter..... with my sis and cousin.. Those smile is sooooooo nice.... But i can't have the smile d...
Now.. i always full with worry and more i expose to the world.. every breath of air i breath in made me more sad.. I am show with the cruelty of the world..
the cruelty and disspointment i discover.. made my innocent smile fade away.. wat take over, is a cool face with no espression which wearing a mask.. don't want who to discover the feeling under it....
Tons of unfinish homework.. tons of unfinish revise books... tons of assignment.. tons of worry and tons of hope on myself....
Is giving pressure dat i feel i can't take it anymore.. tears start to take over me sometimes.... sometimes tears is force not to drop by my heart... i must b tough....
Give up???? thought of it b4...even thought of give up my life... but when i think further ... i start to blink.. it can't solve the problem....and i still have lotz of things i want to archive.. my wish, my dreams..
I hope i can smile like when i was a kid.. no worry ... no need to be so rasional.. no need to always think for others.. no need to care about pp's hope on u..

Don't make me dissapointed on u..

Duno y this few days i always get angry... at last i come up with a conclusion.. y people always made me feel mad.. coz i put too high expectation on others people...
when i put high expectation others people... but people fail to do it.. i felt dissapointed and it make me start not to trust people.. when i wan to do a work or anything.. i don't want others to do or hope on others d.. i want to on my own d.. coz i scare they fail to do it on the dateline... the effect is i will get it coz i fail to finish my job on time.. so sometimes i don't like to work with others... but it depends on who is dat person..and what work is dat.. But now adays i don't really depends on people d.. If i really work with others.. but i will have a backup or a standby work do by me.. coz i really scare that person can't do it... that is really scary when u find out ur team mate can't finish his or her job n the next day is the date line... i tried it b4.. n the dateline is not tmr but on that day!!!
When i know that my team mate didn't finish the only 2% of the whole project i gave her.. and we need to pass up on that day.. U know how angry .. how dissapointed and worry i am?? And yes the 1st time i dropped my tears in class... Lucky only few of my frens saw and realise what really happen on me... is so shame i cry bcoz of the project... but i really very dissapointed that time.. i am so sad and think how could they did that to me...
So from that day onward , i judge my team mate and choose it carefully .. but now is not a matter for me ... coz i noe i can finish all the work by myself.. I m so glad i m Aquarius.. coz Aquarius will forget something after she think propely and get the answer she want. Aquarius always believe that they can n they are rasional...and i noe i can do it .. N i will keep telling my self .. people can dissapoint you.. but u can't dissapoint ur self. coz when u oso can't complete the job u give to urself and trust ur self .. who u expected to trust on??? or u wan to get another disspointed on trusting others???
No way.. i don't wan to take such rick anymore.. mayb pp might say i m so sombong and over confident.. but u noe wat?? i don't really mind wat pp say.. n i noe i m not those pp.. coz sometimes u really need to trust ur self 100% and give ur self 100% of confident.. coz when u don't even support urself who will support u??plus i need team mate oso lar.. just i will still do the standby work....
and there is some sign of my angry mood.. so just leave me alone when i m not in a good mood..
i will b full of torn on that moment.. i just don't wan anyone to get hurt when i m in a bad mood..
I will be very quiet and show no interstet on anything .. sometime i might make myself bz doing work ..or sometimes i just sit day keep thinking something.....
When i feel a bit better i will tell my problem to my trusted frens.....coz i want to c the situation from diff angle and think from diff way...
But something weird is .. when i am angry .. i will like to look for a ice coffee or a piece of chocolate.. coz duno y.. it just make me feel better.. haha... weird hor????
and yup.. don't make me dissapointed on u .. coz when there is once.. i won't let u have the 2nd chances.. coz once is enough to hurt me..

Study so hard ... just to get a Cert???

My aunt.. which is now i think redi 50 years old kua... something around this age lar... She has a debate...which is coming soon.. as her niece... we need to help her to think point for this topic.. the topic is quite intersting.. atleast is related to us.. so i think is time for us to think deeply...
Start from kindergarden.. we as a student , always be advise to study hard...but how many of us really think of why?? izit just to get the reward from ur papa n mama or get praise by teacher n adults???
I think i am a weird child maybe.. when i was young , i didn't been force to study but i love to study.. Story book is the best.. but when i was 5 years, i started to intersted of my elder sister standard one teks book.. i really wierd lar..i oso duno y?? just very excited to noe more words...
Other then that, i like to think.. don't c me just staring at something.. like i m day dreaming.. actually my brain is running... (but sometimes really day dreaming lar:p) I started to think for my future since i was young... i noe there got something call government exam ..which is very important for my future.. and i tell my self if i can't do well in this exam .. my future is gone.. the whole world going to be dark n evil.. So i push my self very hard .. just to get my cert pass with flying colors...
Actually how important is all this cert??? Study so much and so hard... give up my favourite tv show n computer games and all the fun....izit worth??? only a cert.....which determin my future..
some might say it is only a cert.. don't have a cert with good result doesn't means u r a failure in the future... however... with this cert.. atleast ..i will have more opportunity to get a better job in the future... For example, if i didn't get good result for PMR.. i can't go to the science class... N the skop of my future course i can take will reduce.... all those science subject will be out ....
if my SPM, i can't get atleast 5 credits.. i can't even go to a college..... Or if i can get atleast 5 credits but the result is not good...The confident on my self oso will bcome low.. and the spirit to fight and battle will be low too... plus ..if my result not good it oso means i didn't master the knowledge i study in secondary school.. So if i go to the coll, i will face the diff in study....
After we study and pass our exam ..only we can graduate from Uni....and get the Cert which is only a paper...
So izit all is study about??? Just to get a cert????Tell me everything on ur mind...
yup... for my aunt rite... she is the opponent...the topic is 'Study just for a cert?'
Study...izit just to get a cert???

Girls, do you mind your boyfriend to be shorter then you???

Recently i watched a tv show 'All about Eve'Hahaha.. don't misunderstood. is not the Korean tv show...is the 8tv ... I seldom watch tv now a days except those drama lor... girl mar...
That day i just tooo bored ( holiday lor) n sat infront the tv...That the topic they discuss about..
"Do short guys don't look cool or man?" When the audience called in the studio, the host asked the same question..."Do you mind if your boyfriend shorter then you?"
I not sure is't bcoz is show on the tv or what... 99% of the girls said they don't mind.. only one girl, very honestly... she said she mind the height of her boyfriend...Actually i think most of the girls mind isn't it??? I mean for the first impression, sure the taller guys will get the attention...However when time pass, the character of the man will become the attention of the girls...Such as, this guy is short but he is talented... and that guy is tall but he is a very bad temperate person... think when come to this the girl will choose the shorty rite?? But inside the girls heart i think they still mind... atleast for me ..honestly speaking... i think i will mind if my boyfriend is shorter then me...haha.. but not yet in love with someone shorter then me yet, so the real answer is .. duno...
When come to reality , is still a unknown fact... coz as those girls said, if he is a shorty and i love him.. everything physically is doesn't matter anymore... hmmmm.. actuallly it sound like if my boyfriend is as old as my grandpa but i love him.. i will still be with him... hahaha....So mayb a shorty as boyfriend is nothing so bad also rite??? I think not as bad as my boyfriend age is as old as my grandpa...come till the end i think i have put my self on the middle stand.. coz i think is depends on individual opinion for this type of question...Tell me what you think ,k??
Girls, do you mind your boyfriend shorter then you???
Boys, do you mind your girlfriend taller then you???
*NO offense to anyone

Tire but FUN!!!!

Yesterday nite... i didn't sleep the whole night.. What i did?? checking what is the time every hours past... When time pass every hours, i get more nervous.. coz i can't fall asleep!!!! My stomach lor.. something wrong.... what's wrong?? i also duno.... The only thing i know ... i can't sleep the whole night.. Finally i fall asleep, but you noe wat time is that??? is 6 am in the morning... 7.30 am i was waken up by my sister stupid alarm clock.. Dunno what she want to do so early in the morning.. but she didn't wake up at last...coz i shut the alarm clock..^.^ haha.. so bad of me... Once i wake up, i can't continue sleep... haihz.. never mind lar... today going Sunway Lagoon with my friends.. to celebrate yo-yo birthday lor....
Most of us went for both park...is Fun.. We get wet before we went to the wet park...Aikz... our skirt all wet!!! And we didn't bring extra skirt or pants... Dat's is terrible!!! But we didn't think much that time... just a bit worry...We played alotz of games.. but when reach the Tomahawk, i don't dare to play.. coz i scare i will vomite.. I feel sick the whole day.. not enough sleep kot...
After they played few times of the Tomahawk, some started to vomite.. and they feeling sick d.. so we went to the wet park...
That time is around 12pm.. afternoon... so hot!!! Some of them was already there the wh0le morning coz they didn't go for the dry park... It is fun.. i totally forget all the homework i not yet done.. and my moral project.. haihz.. Lotz of them get sunburn coz din put sunblock.. I very stupid .. i forget to put sunblock on my shoulder.. so is damn red now... but lucky not really pain.
Get darker.. i think everyone also get darker lor... We played till dont want to go back ..haha.. but i think most of them the stomach protest d... so must go have lunch... My leg is soooo tire.. to me.. the way from lagoon to sunway pyramid is damnnn long... and hot...
I didn't eat much for my lunch.. no appetite to eat... gastric lor... i think my stomach out of function.. i didn't feel hungry also... but gastric pula.. sigh...and my legs also.. is killing me...
The movie we watch was very funny... haha... but a bit like the 'square pegs' coz of the actor kua.....After the movie, we go lepak for a while.. wait for my parents to come n fetch us to dinner..
Today is sooooooo tire... but so much of fun!!!

Apology to my sis...

This post is to say sorry to my sis n my mom... coz the previous post .. i was too angry.. and said something stupid.. sorry.. thx for the care of my friends.. is nothing serius.. but thx coz u care bout me...

Bored... HOliday!!!!

holiday... everyday almost do the same things...
online... chat .... eat.... sleep.... read novel.... play games....watch tv....tuition
sound so bored right??? imagine i do all this activity everyday... so bored...
And it sound like a pig life style..... Didn't go to school.. but the body is even more easy tire.. i can just sit on my study chair for 10 minit... then i start to feel tire.. and the nex thing i do is....... go lay on my bed... and read novel... or sometime just roll here and there.. doing nothing...
Something so bored... why would i like to write it on my blog????
But i get complaint d lar... someone started to ngam ngam cham cham( like my mom) said i didn't update my blog... Eiiii.. I just remember .. you didn't update ur blog also wet... how could u say me?
The only thing sound fun in this holiday is i can go play with my friends tomorow!!!!
Long time didn't go out with 3cinr3b..... too bad.. ping don't want to join us....
Yeah!!! Finally can go play water... i long time didn't go play water d lar.. not even go swimming.. bz lor... Some boys wonder we gals will wear bikini or not??? hahaha... too bad.. we don't have this thought in our mind.. so sorry guys.... We gals going to wear swimming suit.. plus we going to wear a T-shirt also.. hahaha... too bad boys... We not really sooo close to u guys.... sooo....
don't put too much of hope to c v gals wear bikini....We won't as long as you boys there...
The game i always play in this such boring holiday is Hexic... coz can play with friends mar...
And i found out in our geng.. someone very good in playing games.. when i check the buddy score , he always the top... and he already play lotz of times... Sigh... izit he play the games 24 hours??? For the highest score in Hexic he get 350000++ !!!! It is so far from my highest score.. mine only90000++ and in our buddy score i am the 2nd place.. the distance is sooooo far...
Sigh... but he said he saw one guy get 600000++ score!!! Omg... how that guy did it??? did he really sit infront of his com for 24 hours???

Don't want to b at home!!! Hate home!!!

I hate my elder sister .. she is sux... i hate to say pp like dat.. but she really sux.
I hate her.. she always bully me.. she duno wat going on and she just scold me .. n the fact is .. she is wrong.. I hate her!!! i hate her!!! i hate her at home... why don't she just stay for the national service for longer or don't come back forever... i don't want to c her face.. don wan to listen to her..
Although she elder than me doesn't mean she noe everything n she must b right..
n my mom too.. i noe she pilih kasih.. i been so quiet .. i always diff opinion wit her .. mayb dat make her feel that i always like to go against her.. n when time pass.. i bcome lazier to explain to her.. the only thing i can say is she don understand me..
N no one do in this house ... no one really noe wat happening to me...
When i cry at nite.. who will bother??? I couple, i break with my boyfriend.. who noe??? NONe of them...........none...i been so sad for so long... n no one seems to care y i feel sad.. NO one...
I just hate to stay at home... i hate to stay at home... i hate them!!!!

Holiday!!!

HI!!!!Long time no 'c'....
Holiday lor.. start to become lazy...
actually holiday or not.. it start to become not a matter for me...
still got tuition... still got holiday homework..
It just as same as the normal day...only different is i can on9 till very late n wake up late... haha..
Actually not very late sleep oso.. since my mom will scold me if i sleep late.. Or i wake up late she oso will scold me.. so ...is still the same as normal day...
I found myself change. If is last time , i may be is the one cheering when come to holiday... last year the loonnnggg holiday is the only one i felt sad... coz after that holiday ..i will never ever have chance to have a long holiday as a student..n i cant c all my frens...N now... NO feeling at all.. really 4get about holiday..n don't even countdown for it anymore...
Last time if i lost something or i forget to bring something, i will b very worry .. but now i will just think every things going to be okay atlast .. no need to worry so much.. i felt that my heart start to become calm... Like nothing can really make me angry... nothing can make me feel worry anymore.. but sad... i still will feel it..
Aikz... so bad lar... don wan to feel sad..but sad is the only mood is remain in me now...
SCare....sometimes..mayb got few experience at home alone d... not so scare d..
People problems i start not to care so much( i don't think i care much last time oso ..haha.. if i wrong tell me lar har) N don't wan to give comment so much...
Lucky i still can feel happy n the only moment i feel happy is wit my frens..
HOme i only feel sad... sometime really hate to stay at home..
V need to grow up... n i dunno izit i bcome more mature or wat.. or not y i don wan to care so much d???? Or is my heart frozen...bcome ice d.. dat's y don hav feeling??? Or mayb is bcoz i had go thru the pain?? dat make me grow up a lotz???
(0f course i talking mentally lar.. physical still a shorty)

不想长大

在这寂静的夜晚,心里头涌出了一股无奈...
这人世间, 有多少人真的能做到与世无争...
又有多少人真的能不在乎他人的想法...
又有多少人真的做事周到...
又有多少人背负着多少人的期望...
又有多少人去了解他人的想法...
又有多少人去体谅他们...
又有多少人骄傲自大的认为自己是最好的...
又有多少人为了利益出卖他人...
又有多少人人前人后两个样...
当我逐渐长大...
我看见的是人类的丑恶...
社会的残酷...
在我小小的心里...构成一幅多难看的一幅画...
人类真的是如此的丑恶吗???
我宁愿不要长大...
不想踏入那灰色的社会...
不想我的心灵受到污染...
我不要长大...
长大有太多的忧虑...
我不想长大... 不要长大...

Don't judge a book by it cover

Actually i not angry with anyone anymore... i mean not mad or black listed in my heart.
To get mad or angry with someone ... the feeling is not nice... and i very fast will forget bout it.... N really is forgive n forget...coz when i calm down..i will start to think from other pp view... then i will try to understand their feeling n situation.. slowly i will noe that y they make such choices or do such things... Although sometimes i still feel that the person is wrong .. i will just tell my self not to care so much.. coz i only get angry , worry or judge pp that i noe..
Judging pp that i duno or get noe the real them... is unfair...
Coz i hav no prove... no reason to judge them .. To me .. look is just nothing... so i seldom judge pp look.. What is the most important things is the inside of the person..
His or her attitude and characteristic...
SO never judge a person with his or her look... c their personality.. their behaviour.. their character... that is most important..coz how beautiful it is someone is... ONe day they will old too..But the wisdom and good in the person heart will never change.. it is forever...

INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population.

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