Today is the last test of the common test. Yipee!!! Yup, i should be very happy cause our class even had a class party with pizza. However, today is quite scary for me.
We were having party in the college's park. Joy and laughter.. and kept snaping photoes with wierd pose and so on... One of my class mate came very late. No big deal about that since there is also other people were late. However, something happen during the party. Is almost the end of the party, pizza only left few and was just exposing to the air.. and start to attract flies.. Thus, Ren ee and me were cleaning up the messy table and wanted to keep those pizza. The class mate who was late was sitting directly opposite of me, facing his back at us. Just a sudden, he falled down from the chair. I was so shocked and what i saw was a black colour object falled on the floor with a sound.. (can't rmb wat sound). I walked few steps forward and saw my class mate lied on the floor shivering. It is so scary!! Imagine this he knocked his head on the floor, they eyes were opening and his body was shivering.. and his hands just lied beside him. Is just like the drama-one litre of tears that i watched!! I was scared and shocked and just yelling towards others which is surrounding another table. Few boys turned him over and let him lye in a proper position. Few of us ran into the SAM office and were yelling at our Biology lecturer for help. Our Bio lecturer thought we were joking and were just crapping since she saw us having party at the park beside the SAM office. The boys sent that classmate to the doctors, and the truth is, he donated blood and i think he never have a good rest. Thus he fainted. Phew~ scary.. half of my heart gone cause of this scary incident which is just right infront of me. After that, we had our Biology class. And our Biology teacher said that the future doctors(us)don't have the basic knowledge and shouldn't take it as a big deal. Cause people who donated bloods and never have a good rest normally faint. But i need to protest here, WE DONT' KNOW HE JUST DONATED BLOOD LAR!
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Study? Project?
Hmm~~~~ I start to wonder how those people in my class survive. The life is so stress up and they still do it so well!! 100% in secondary school is already impossible for me and you know what??? My class have people scoring 100%!!! College!!! Not only multiple choice question that easy ok, got short answer response question also. Really salute they all.
Today Physic test is really !@#$%^&*.... Till the last minutes i realize that there is a 10^6 beside the unit.. OMG!!! The whole question is affected, coz is a calcalation question.. Gone lar the whole question.. is more than 10 marks that question. Sob~.~ when i took up my pen wanted to change the answer. "Alright students, times up." *.* Die~~~~~~~~ Alright is already over, let look forward, do better in mid year test. WAIT!!! Mid year test is also just around the corner, is only two weeks left after all the date line for english project and stuf..Shit lar.. Where got time to study???
LA! Don't care! tomoro still got Malaysian studies test.. i think tembak can kena kua.. Aiks better read bit.. tembak also must have bullet...
Today Physic test is really !@#$%^&*.... Till the last minutes i realize that there is a 10^6 beside the unit.. OMG!!! The whole question is affected, coz is a calcalation question.. Gone lar the whole question.. is more than 10 marks that question. Sob~.~ when i took up my pen wanted to change the answer. "Alright students, times up." *.* Die~~~~~~~~ Alright is already over, let look forward, do better in mid year test. WAIT!!! Mid year test is also just around the corner, is only two weeks left after all the date line for english project and stuf..Shit lar.. Where got time to study???
LA! Don't care! tomoro still got Malaysian studies test.. i think tembak can kena kua.. Aiks better read bit.. tembak also must have bullet...
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Stress~~~
Sigh~ SAM is really stress like hell. Even worse than SPM year a lot. Don't get it?? Show you my schedule of this months, you will understand.
19th Biology test
20th Chemistry test
24th Biology Draft date line
25th Maths test
26th Physic test
27th LAN test
MAY
2th Physic Draft date line
5th English final report
Imagine, you have to study for your test and between that you have to worry about your unfinish assigment. 24 hours per day is definitely not enough!!! God!! Can't you just give another few hours extra for us to have a nice rest on the bed???
Now i really start to think A level is not bad. At least when is holiday they really have a true holiday. We all SAM studets still need to do our assigment. Sob :( Why lar i choose SAM that time?? Haihz.. but there is no way to turn back.. Life have to go on... just hope that June holiday arrive as soon as possible.. Then i can go vacation!!!! HEHE~~~ And get a really good rest.
19th Biology test
20th Chemistry test
24th Biology Draft date line
25th Maths test
26th Physic test
27th LAN test
MAY
2th Physic Draft date line
5th English final report
Imagine, you have to study for your test and between that you have to worry about your unfinish assigment. 24 hours per day is definitely not enough!!! God!! Can't you just give another few hours extra for us to have a nice rest on the bed???
Now i really start to think A level is not bad. At least when is holiday they really have a true holiday. We all SAM studets still need to do our assigment. Sob :( Why lar i choose SAM that time?? Haihz.. but there is no way to turn back.. Life have to go on... just hope that June holiday arrive as soon as possible.. Then i can go vacation!!!! HEHE~~~ And get a really good rest.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Malaysian singer
Lots of Malaysia chinese singer are having better quality now a days. 曹格 is one of them. Actually 曹格 is not a new born singer, this new album of his is his 2nd album. The 1st album didn't market in Taiwan but only Malaysia. However, he didn't have such a good luck as nicholas teo, his 1st album didn't bring him to success.He wrote a lot of songs for other singer like aoran kwok, s.h.e and so on. After 5 years, he finally come out with his new album-格格Blue. I definitely like this album. There is 11 songs in this album , only one is not produce by him, that is the song 'superwoman'. This song is very famous, i didn't really aspect he can sang so well in this song. There is still a lot of nice songs in his album. Such as 'The only you in the world' is so romantic. Another song which is very unique is 'lady', this song is quite fun and totaly different feeling from what he sing in other romantic songs. I just want more people to enjoy nice music, however don't support pirated cd. Go buy the original to support the singer. You can try to listen 1st on this website (http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_ee7816b371c4cef2.htm), however is better to buy the ori cd to have a better quality of music.
林宇中 is a new singer, he wrote a lot of songs for other singers too before he become a singer. Don't look down on malaysian singer! His songs is also very good! such as 靠岸, 失恋学 and 工体北. This few songs are popular in the music industry now. As a malaysian, we should support them who are talented. Try to listen to his songs from this website, http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_9a3f65fcbccf5f88.htm .The best way to support them is to buy their album. But of coz , i don mean to advertise in my blog, just hope to share some good music.
林宇中 is a new singer, he wrote a lot of songs for other singers too before he become a singer. Don't look down on malaysian singer! His songs is also very good! such as 靠岸, 失恋学 and 工体北. This few songs are popular in the music industry now. As a malaysian, we should support them who are talented. Try to listen to his songs from this website, http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_9a3f65fcbccf5f88.htm .The best way to support them is to buy their album. But of coz , i don mean to advertise in my blog, just hope to share some good music.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
 Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
Monday, March 06, 2006
Sigh~~~ is Sunday night again. Sad, tomorow have to wake up 6 am in the morning again. The same routine of life will continue for this whole year. sob... Last week, lots of things happen. I met my primary friend who i lost contact for 5 years. Can't remember anything in the memory , but the only thing i feel whenever i thought of him is happy. Primary standard 6 was full of simple happiness.
He still look the same as in my memory but of course there are changes in appearance. Actually i did not recognize him at once when i saw him, you have to pordon me for my poor memory and it have been 5 years. If i am not mistaken, i saw him few times before in college, but just cannot figure it out who is this guy who i felt so familiar with. Till last monday, i saw him once again and saw another primary friend. Only that time i started to link them together and realize that he is my primary school friend too!!!
Definitely i would not want to lose this friend, another friend in the same college contacted him and we met each other few days later. They are still so friendly , still so talkative :) .. I felt so happy to be with them, feel so secure with old friends. Hope i will never lose them.
Other than that, the basketball tournoment organize by my class was successfully done on the saturday. On that day, only few of us there to work because my classmates have to go for the community service. However, i did not feel tire or unhappy bout it. I just love basketball and wililng to do anything bout it. Furthermore, compare to those kids , they needs my classmates more than we do.
On that day, i saw the guy who my friends crazy bout him last year. He seems to be thinner than last year. It just made me thought of last year the crazy times my friends and i had together because of basketball. Haha.. and the things is, my classmate misunderstood that i am interested on him and told me he is in a relationship. Since last year when my friend went after him , i already know that lor... Plus the most important thing is, he is not my cup of tea.
Things went on quite smoothly, just a bit unorganize and recieved some complaint from the player. Luckily they are not rough people, just want to complaint. I understand the problems and tried to explain to them. I hope they can forgive our mistake and enjoy the game.
He still look the same as in my memory but of course there are changes in appearance. Actually i did not recognize him at once when i saw him, you have to pordon me for my poor memory and it have been 5 years. If i am not mistaken, i saw him few times before in college, but just cannot figure it out who is this guy who i felt so familiar with. Till last monday, i saw him once again and saw another primary friend. Only that time i started to link them together and realize that he is my primary school friend too!!!
Definitely i would not want to lose this friend, another friend in the same college contacted him and we met each other few days later. They are still so friendly , still so talkative :) .. I felt so happy to be with them, feel so secure with old friends. Hope i will never lose them.
Other than that, the basketball tournoment organize by my class was successfully done on the saturday. On that day, only few of us there to work because my classmates have to go for the community service. However, i did not feel tire or unhappy bout it. I just love basketball and wililng to do anything bout it. Furthermore, compare to those kids , they needs my classmates more than we do.
On that day, i saw the guy who my friends crazy bout him last year. He seems to be thinner than last year. It just made me thought of last year the crazy times my friends and i had together because of basketball. Haha.. and the things is, my classmate misunderstood that i am interested on him and told me he is in a relationship. Since last year when my friend went after him , i already know that lor... Plus the most important thing is, he is not my cup of tea.
Things went on quite smoothly, just a bit unorganize and recieved some complaint from the player. Luckily they are not rough people, just want to complaint. I understand the problems and tried to explain to them. I hope they can forgive our mistake and enjoy the game.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing
One Litre of Tears is a japanese series about A 15 year old girl named Aya Ikeuchi has this disease and is desperately fighting it.This disease is named spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. But there's no cure yet for this sickness.The original story is based on the diary of Aya who kept writing untill she could no longer hold a pen.
I am totally touch by the story and the message that Aya wish to pass to the world.She is just a 15 years old girl when she know about that the disease she is fighting with.She have a bright future if she never get the disease. However, she tried her best and be usefull to the others. Her diary which later become a book, title One Litre of Tears had cheer up those who have the same disease as her and the others.
If you can, try to get the book or watch the japanese series. It totally worth it and you will be thankfull that u still seing the sun shine today and every single things. You will be glad that you still can talk , can walk, can write. Be usefull to others.It will make you think about your life, and make you appreciate what you have and what you can.
I felt so sorry for the people surrounding her especially her family members.(of coz her too). You will never say you are unhappy or unlucky compare to Aya.coz you are still healthy, u still can do everything which she can't .We should be satisfy with whatever we have.Life is precious.
* Don't forget to prepare a box of tisue paper when you watch it.I guess you will need it.
I am totally touch by the story and the message that Aya wish to pass to the world.She is just a 15 years old girl when she know about that the disease she is fighting with.She have a bright future if she never get the disease. However, she tried her best and be usefull to the others. Her diary which later become a book, title One Litre of Tears had cheer up those who have the same disease as her and the others.
If you can, try to get the book or watch the japanese series. It totally worth it and you will be thankfull that u still seing the sun shine today and every single things. You will be glad that you still can talk , can walk, can write. Be usefull to others.It will make you think about your life, and make you appreciate what you have and what you can.
I felt so sorry for the people surrounding her especially her family members.(of coz her too). You will never say you are unhappy or unlucky compare to Aya.coz you are still healthy, u still can do everything which she can't .We should be satisfy with whatever we have.Life is precious.
* Don't forget to prepare a box of tisue paper when you watch it.I guess you will need it.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Yeah!!!!!!!!!! SPM is over(long time ago).....
But holiday for this year seem so short ..only one month.. Maybe i should feel relief coz is only one month.. I'm sooooooooooooo bored at home.. OK, i know u guys might not agree with me.. There is so many tv programme , from korea, japanese , taiwan and so on... and from the internet... However, i still feel is like meaningless to waste my time on watching tv .. Sigh, but other then that , i got nothing to do also.. (sound like complain for nothing)
This week my mom is not around, only my dad n my elder sis are home.. is so peacefull without the two little kids at home.. haha.. bit uncomfortable coz no one to fight wit me.. hehe..
Actually my sis n i has a mission to complete during this week. We have to clean up the house and cook for my dad( and for us oso lar).. Cleaning the house sound quite okay lar.. just sweep the floor, wipe the cupboard.. But COOKING???? For the 2 girls who never ever cook before( maggie mee sure got cook b4 lar of coz).. em... is sound like mission impossible ....
With the fridge is almost empty .. (only few vege and fish) it make it more difficult for us.. haha.. of coz i not so stupid to try it on my own without help lar.. i phone my aunt , i asked my frens and try to recall back the memory of my mom cook lor...
My dad was actually shock when he knew that his daughter wanted to cook dinner.. Is not his fault to doubt our cooking skill coz we never cook and help in the kitchen... Not much complain that night bout the dinner .Mayb he felt is bad to hurt us kua. haha... only things he complain is we cooked not enough vege.. Lolx.. how would i know how much it will be when is cook.. Nah.. not bad lar.. But after this week,my sis n i will never cook again.. And of coz, wont go learn from my mom.. The only lesson we learnt that is never stay at home without mom.. hehe..
But holiday for this year seem so short ..only one month.. Maybe i should feel relief coz is only one month.. I'm sooooooooooooo bored at home.. OK, i know u guys might not agree with me.. There is so many tv programme , from korea, japanese , taiwan and so on... and from the internet... However, i still feel is like meaningless to waste my time on watching tv .. Sigh, but other then that , i got nothing to do also.. (sound like complain for nothing)
This week my mom is not around, only my dad n my elder sis are home.. is so peacefull without the two little kids at home.. haha.. bit uncomfortable coz no one to fight wit me.. hehe..
Actually my sis n i has a mission to complete during this week. We have to clean up the house and cook for my dad( and for us oso lar).. Cleaning the house sound quite okay lar.. just sweep the floor, wipe the cupboard.. But COOKING???? For the 2 girls who never ever cook before( maggie mee sure got cook b4 lar of coz).. em... is sound like mission impossible ....
With the fridge is almost empty .. (only few vege and fish) it make it more difficult for us.. haha.. of coz i not so stupid to try it on my own without help lar.. i phone my aunt , i asked my frens and try to recall back the memory of my mom cook lor...
My dad was actually shock when he knew that his daughter wanted to cook dinner.. Is not his fault to doubt our cooking skill coz we never cook and help in the kitchen... Not much complain that night bout the dinner .Mayb he felt is bad to hurt us kua. haha... only things he complain is we cooked not enough vege.. Lolx.. how would i know how much it will be when is cook.. Nah.. not bad lar.. But after this week,my sis n i will never cook again.. And of coz, wont go learn from my mom.. The only lesson we learnt that is never stay at home without mom.. hehe..
Thursday, September 29, 2005
好累
对不起，我累了
踏上了休息的阶段
不能一味地付出
抱歉，我受够了
开始学会了不在乎
需要逃离虚拟的世界
对不起，我哭了
我再也承受不住了
对于你的信心 我失去了
不想再让自己受伤害
所以选择了放弃你
放得下吗？
你对于我的恩与爱 我忘不了
对于你的恨与怨 却一瞬间爆发
恨你的不公平 怨你的偏心
更恨自己为什么做不到你的一百分
那遥不可及的梦 我是否该放弃
我累了 真的累了
好想倒下 从此远离这繁人世界
但我舍不得 放不下 因为你是我的最爱
踏上了休息的阶段
不能一味地付出
抱歉，我受够了
开始学会了不在乎
需要逃离虚拟的世界
对不起，我哭了
我再也承受不住了
对于你的信心 我失去了
不想再让自己受伤害
所以选择了放弃你
放得下吗？
你对于我的恩与爱 我忘不了
对于你的恨与怨 却一瞬间爆发
恨你的不公平 怨你的偏心
更恨自己为什么做不到你的一百分
那遥不可及的梦 我是否该放弃
我累了 真的累了
好想倒下 从此远离这繁人世界
但我舍不得 放不下 因为你是我的最爱
BAck!!!
So longgggg din post anything .. same to all my friends...
hahaha.. all busy with the non-stop exam....damn sien with study d..
Just finish exam 2 weeks ago, next week exan again...Sien larrrrrrrrrr
Need to burn mid nite oil again.. Sigh.. Need to gambate d..
Must work hard everyone.. 40 more days to go.. i know we can do it..(like going to war like dat)
aikz... my anime download finish d..
so tata lor..
take care everyone..
hahaha.. all busy with the non-stop exam....damn sien with study d..
Just finish exam 2 weeks ago, next week exan again...Sien larrrrrrrrrr
Need to burn mid nite oil again.. Sigh.. Need to gambate d..
Must work hard everyone.. 40 more days to go.. i know we can do it..(like going to war like dat)
aikz... my anime download finish d..
so tata lor..
take care everyone..
Monday, July 18, 2005
We are all Rich!!
I am back from Malacca.. actually not really go holiday in Malacca also.. is a small island located in Malacca.. The main purpose for this trip is to donate and visit the mentally disabled children...
There are 35 of them ... and all are physically or mentally disabled.They are not able to fend for themselves,even for their most basic needs. Most of them were lying on the baby court, except few sitting on the wheel chair.. and one can move freely..
The one who can played and most active( most of them just lay on the bed) ,his body is half paralyse and he has a hole in his heart.. plus he is also a down syndrom... His body paralyse coz of the failure of his heart operation...
They are so pity.. some of them are blind,palsy,polio and mental disorders..
I am a tought girl this time.. i didn't cry, they are so innocent .. how could you cry infront of them..
So my friends.. Never ever say you are poor... Never ever say you are unlucky....
We are rich.. coz we are healthy... we still can think and learn...
When you feel the tears or pain, be gratefull coz u still can feel them...
Think of those poor innocent children whenever you feel you are unlucky..
YOu will feel grateful!!!
There are 35 of them ... and all are physically or mentally disabled.They are not able to fend for themselves,even for their most basic needs. Most of them were lying on the baby court, except few sitting on the wheel chair.. and one can move freely..
The one who can played and most active( most of them just lay on the bed) ,his body is half paralyse and he has a hole in his heart.. plus he is also a down syndrom... His body paralyse coz of the failure of his heart operation...
They are so pity.. some of them are blind,palsy,polio and mental disorders..
I am a tought girl this time.. i didn't cry, they are so innocent .. how could you cry infront of them..
So my friends.. Never ever say you are poor... Never ever say you are unlucky....
We are rich.. coz we are healthy... we still can think and learn...
When you feel the tears or pain, be gratefull coz u still can feel them...
Think of those poor innocent children whenever you feel you are unlucky..
YOu will feel grateful!!!
Friday, July 15, 2005
Class magazine
Today i had argument with one of my friends...it is because the class magazine...and all becaues of money...For the magazine , our class have the choice to choose either 4 pages colours or 3 pages colours.. Obviuosly,more colour pages means more expensive...and the different between this 2 choice is actually 20 ringgit malaysia...
Majority of the class agree to take 4 colour pages, coz is already last year.. and the last time.. and mayb the last time in our entire life... So .. money matter, doesn't affect us to take the 4 colour pages.. However, there is a few person in our class said they can't afford to pay the money which is less than 100 ringgit malaysia.. Okay i understand some of them , coz i know they having financial problem and they really can't waste their money on this type of thins.. Our classmate agree to find some way to solve it such as they have to find sponser and if they really can't we will help them to find...
But something i can't really understand, some of them is not poor... i know they said they are from average family .. so do i.... but how come i can afford it??The truth is they are stingy and selfish....
I know they care for their family... they don't want to burden their family... but can they think from our stand too... We also got family.. Our family also earn the income by working hard.. So how could you so selfish to want us to pay for u all???( coz i knew some of them think like dat)
For their information... i will pay the money with my own money.. the money is not take from my dad or mom.. is from my really own money.. not ang pau money oso.. is the money earn by myself...
So can u all don't be so selfish???? When u think for ur family.. think for us too.... I am not rich anyway... but i appreciate our memory .. dat's y i am willing to pay.. Please be co-operative..
Don't make our class monitor to be so worry about u all.. U all should grow up lar... don't always burden ur friends!!!!
Majority of the class agree to take 4 colour pages, coz is already last year.. and the last time.. and mayb the last time in our entire life... So .. money matter, doesn't affect us to take the 4 colour pages.. However, there is a few person in our class said they can't afford to pay the money which is less than 100 ringgit malaysia.. Okay i understand some of them , coz i know they having financial problem and they really can't waste their money on this type of thins.. Our classmate agree to find some way to solve it such as they have to find sponser and if they really can't we will help them to find...
But something i can't really understand, some of them is not poor... i know they said they are from average family .. so do i.... but how come i can afford it??The truth is they are stingy and selfish....
I know they care for their family... they don't want to burden their family... but can they think from our stand too... We also got family.. Our family also earn the income by working hard.. So how could you so selfish to want us to pay for u all???( coz i knew some of them think like dat)
For their information... i will pay the money with my own money.. the money is not take from my dad or mom.. is from my really own money.. not ang pau money oso.. is the money earn by myself...
So can u all don't be so selfish???? When u think for ur family.. think for us too.... I am not rich anyway... but i appreciate our memory .. dat's y i am willing to pay.. Please be co-operative..
Don't make our class monitor to be so worry about u all.. U all should grow up lar... don't always burden ur friends!!!!
Friday, July 08, 2005
Heart of fencing!!
This few days , i didn't take nap in the evening... Not i don't want to sleep but i am 'glue' with the tv ...hahaha.. wonder what so intersting??? Actually is VCD lar....the show name 'heart of fencing'
Is a contonese show.. I like it coz is not so bored as some of the taiwan show(no offense. some only)
The most important thing is the spirit in the story.. Win is not a matter... the most important thing is you did your best when you are fighting for something..
Do you know 'the four leaves clover'? this type of plants normally only have 3 leaves.However ,when something good going to happen , it will be 4 leaves.. So people believe that the four leaves clover will bring good lucks.. We call it 'sei yip chou' in cantonese..
I like the lyrics of the songs name "shinning friends" which is the theme song for this show..
It got cantonese and english version..
To share with my friends so i put it as my music...If you want to listen.. use Internet Explorer to visit my blog then you might can listen to it..
The lyric for the song:
Care for your friends!!!!
Is a contonese show.. I like it coz is not so bored as some of the taiwan show(no offense. some only)
The most important thing is the spirit in the story.. Win is not a matter... the most important thing is you did your best when you are fighting for something..
Do you know 'the four leaves clover'? this type of plants normally only have 3 leaves.However ,when something good going to happen , it will be 4 leaves.. So people believe that the four leaves clover will bring good lucks.. We call it 'sei yip chou' in cantonese..
I like the lyrics of the songs name "shinning friends" which is the theme song for this show..
It got cantonese and english version..
To share with my friends so i put it as my music...If you want to listen.. use Internet Explorer to visit my blog then you might can listen to it..
The lyric for the song:
| Shining Friends (无线青春剧“当四叶草碰上剑尖时”主题曲) |
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want to know more about this show .. please visit http://www.spcnet.tv/reviews/review.php?rID=223
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
someone special that influence me
There are someone who make me who i am now... the person i mean is neither my dad nor my mom... And that person don't know me at all.. However , he did influence me .. especially my character and my mind..
That person is an author. I love his books a lot. To me , reading his work is a type of fun for me.
He is not a love story writer , which some of you might think so..because i am a teenager girl...
He wrote a lot about love, life, society, human's evil and some story.He is also good at art..
What impress me is him and his story. He lost his dad when he was young and their house was burnt . However, he is a tough person .He endure the difficulty of life.. and he is now a succesful person..
The first time i read his book ,i was a primary student. I was attract by the title of the book, "To be a happy student".. This book is form out from the letter which he wrote for his daughter. His daughter is currently 16 years old and has a elder brother which is 17 years older than her..
The method the author treat and teach his daughter and son is definitely different. He trained his son to be tough and be independent. He want him to know the real society . However, he treat his daughter in the other way.
I learnt a lot from his work.. I learnt to think from others people shoes, learnt to think positive, learnt to think from different angle . The most important thing i learnt is whatever you did ,you must not do something which go against your heart.
There are some of his word have become my philosophy.
"You have to be success, because you can't fail!"
I used to be someone who like to compare with the others..
However, the truth enemy is my self, what i have to overcome is my weakness..
and who i am compete with ??? My self..
*The author is a chinese, name Liu Yong. He wrote a lot of books which is always the best seller.
He is coming to Malaysia in August. However, too bad.. i didn't get the ticket... And all his talk in Asia is for charity. There is a link about this author in my " favourite links" (shui yun zai) which you can contact to him..^-^
That person is an author. I love his books a lot. To me , reading his work is a type of fun for me.
He is not a love story writer , which some of you might think so..because i am a teenager girl...
He wrote a lot about love, life, society, human's evil and some story.He is also good at art..
What impress me is him and his story. He lost his dad when he was young and their house was burnt . However, he is a tough person .He endure the difficulty of life.. and he is now a succesful person..
The first time i read his book ,i was a primary student. I was attract by the title of the book, "To be a happy student".. This book is form out from the letter which he wrote for his daughter. His daughter is currently 16 years old and has a elder brother which is 17 years older than her..
The method the author treat and teach his daughter and son is definitely different. He trained his son to be tough and be independent. He want him to know the real society . However, he treat his daughter in the other way.
I learnt a lot from his work.. I learnt to think from others people shoes, learnt to think positive, learnt to think from different angle . The most important thing i learnt is whatever you did ,you must not do something which go against your heart.
There are some of his word have become my philosophy.
"You have to be success, because you can't fail!"
I used to be someone who like to compare with the others..
However, the truth enemy is my self, what i have to overcome is my weakness..
and who i am compete with ??? My self..
*The author is a chinese, name Liu Yong. He wrote a lot of books which is always the best seller.
He is coming to Malaysia in August. However, too bad.. i didn't get the ticket... And all his talk in Asia is for charity. There is a link about this author in my " favourite links" (shui yun zai) which you can contact to him..^-^
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Smile
coz of some reason.. i flipped through the family's photo album ... I am feeling sad .. so when i saw the smile and laughter in the photo.. especially myself... i start to wonder.. When did that smile gone from me??? In those photo, the smile show no worry.. only fun and laughter..... with my sis and cousin.. Those smile is sooooooo nice.... But i can't have the smile d...
Now.. i always full with worry and more i expose to the world.. every breath of air i breath in made me more sad.. I am show with the cruelty of the world..
the cruelty and disspointment i discover.. made my innocent smile fade away.. wat take over, is a cool face with no espression which wearing a mask.. don't want who to discover the feeling under it....
Tons of unfinish homework.. tons of unfinish revise books... tons of assignment.. tons of worry and tons of hope on myself....
Is giving pressure dat i feel i can't take it anymore.. tears start to take over me sometimes.... sometimes tears is force not to drop by my heart... i must b tough....
Give up???? thought of it b4...even thought of give up my life... but when i think further ... i start to blink.. it can't solve the problem....and i still have lotz of things i want to archive.. my wish, my dreams..
I hope i can smile like when i was a kid.. no worry ... no need to be so rasional.. no need to always think for others.. no need to care about pp's hope on u..
Now.. i always full with worry and more i expose to the world.. every breath of air i breath in made me more sad.. I am show with the cruelty of the world..
the cruelty and disspointment i discover.. made my innocent smile fade away.. wat take over, is a cool face with no espression which wearing a mask.. don't want who to discover the feeling under it....
Tons of unfinish homework.. tons of unfinish revise books... tons of assignment.. tons of worry and tons of hope on myself....
Is giving pressure dat i feel i can't take it anymore.. tears start to take over me sometimes.... sometimes tears is force not to drop by my heart... i must b tough....
Give up???? thought of it b4...even thought of give up my life... but when i think further ... i start to blink.. it can't solve the problem....and i still have lotz of things i want to archive.. my wish, my dreams..
I hope i can smile like when i was a kid.. no worry ... no need to be so rasional.. no need to always think for others.. no need to care about pp's hope on u..
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Don't make me dissapointed on u..
Duno y this few days i always get angry... at last i come up with a conclusion.. y people always made me feel mad.. coz i put too high expectation on others people...
when i put high expectation others people... but people fail to do it.. i felt dissapointed and it make me start not to trust people.. when i wan to do a work or anything.. i don't want others to do or hope on others d.. i want to on my own d.. coz i scare they fail to do it on the dateline... the effect is i will get it coz i fail to finish my job on time.. so sometimes i don't like to work with others... but it depends on who is dat person..and what work is dat.. But now adays i don't really depends on people d.. If i really work with others.. but i will have a backup or a standby work do by me.. coz i really scare that person can't do it... that is really scary when u find out ur team mate can't finish his or her job n the next day is the date line... i tried it b4.. n the dateline is not tmr but on that day!!!
When i know that my team mate didn't finish the only 2% of the whole project i gave her.. and we need to pass up on that day.. U know how angry .. how dissapointed and worry i am?? And yes the 1st time i dropped my tears in class... Lucky only few of my frens saw and realise what really happen on me... is so shame i cry bcoz of the project... but i really very dissapointed that time.. i am so sad and think how could they did that to me...
So from that day onward , i judge my team mate and choose it carefully .. but now is not a matter for me ... coz i noe i can finish all the work by myself.. I m so glad i m Aquarius.. coz Aquarius will forget something after she think propely and get the answer she want. Aquarius always believe that they can n they are rasional...and i noe i can do it .. N i will keep telling my self .. people can dissapoint you.. but u can't dissapoint ur self. coz when u oso can't complete the job u give to urself and trust ur self .. who u expected to trust on??? or u wan to get another disspointed on trusting others???
No way.. i don't wan to take such rick anymore.. mayb pp might say i m so sombong and over confident.. but u noe wat?? i don't really mind wat pp say.. n i noe i m not those pp.. coz sometimes u really need to trust ur self 100% and give ur self 100% of confident.. coz when u don't even support urself who will support u??plus i need team mate oso lar.. just i will still do the standby work....
and there is some sign of my angry mood.. so just leave me alone when i m not in a good mood..
i will b full of torn on that moment.. i just don't wan anyone to get hurt when i m in a bad mood..
I will be very quiet and show no interstet on anything .. sometime i might make myself bz doing work ..or sometimes i just sit day keep thinking something.....
When i feel a bit better i will tell my problem to my trusted frens.....coz i want to c the situation from diff angle and think from diff way...
But something weird is .. when i am angry .. i will like to look for a ice coffee or a piece of chocolate.. coz duno y.. it just make me feel better.. haha... weird hor????
and yup.. don't make me dissapointed on u .. coz when there is once.. i won't let u have the 2nd chances.. coz once is enough to hurt me..
when i put high expectation others people... but people fail to do it.. i felt dissapointed and it make me start not to trust people.. when i wan to do a work or anything.. i don't want others to do or hope on others d.. i want to on my own d.. coz i scare they fail to do it on the dateline... the effect is i will get it coz i fail to finish my job on time.. so sometimes i don't like to work with others... but it depends on who is dat person..and what work is dat.. But now adays i don't really depends on people d.. If i really work with others.. but i will have a backup or a standby work do by me.. coz i really scare that person can't do it... that is really scary when u find out ur team mate can't finish his or her job n the next day is the date line... i tried it b4.. n the dateline is not tmr but on that day!!!
When i know that my team mate didn't finish the only 2% of the whole project i gave her.. and we need to pass up on that day.. U know how angry .. how dissapointed and worry i am?? And yes the 1st time i dropped my tears in class... Lucky only few of my frens saw and realise what really happen on me... is so shame i cry bcoz of the project... but i really very dissapointed that time.. i am so sad and think how could they did that to me...
So from that day onward , i judge my team mate and choose it carefully .. but now is not a matter for me ... coz i noe i can finish all the work by myself.. I m so glad i m Aquarius.. coz Aquarius will forget something after she think propely and get the answer she want. Aquarius always believe that they can n they are rasional...and i noe i can do it .. N i will keep telling my self .. people can dissapoint you.. but u can't dissapoint ur self. coz when u oso can't complete the job u give to urself and trust ur self .. who u expected to trust on??? or u wan to get another disspointed on trusting others???
No way.. i don't wan to take such rick anymore.. mayb pp might say i m so sombong and over confident.. but u noe wat?? i don't really mind wat pp say.. n i noe i m not those pp.. coz sometimes u really need to trust ur self 100% and give ur self 100% of confident.. coz when u don't even support urself who will support u??plus i need team mate oso lar.. just i will still do the standby work....
and there is some sign of my angry mood.. so just leave me alone when i m not in a good mood..
i will b full of torn on that moment.. i just don't wan anyone to get hurt when i m in a bad mood..
I will be very quiet and show no interstet on anything .. sometime i might make myself bz doing work ..or sometimes i just sit day keep thinking something.....
When i feel a bit better i will tell my problem to my trusted frens.....coz i want to c the situation from diff angle and think from diff way...
But something weird is .. when i am angry .. i will like to look for a ice coffee or a piece of chocolate.. coz duno y.. it just make me feel better.. haha... weird hor????
and yup.. don't make me dissapointed on u .. coz when there is once.. i won't let u have the 2nd chances.. coz once is enough to hurt me..
Monday, June 20, 2005
Study so hard ... just to get a Cert???
My aunt.. which is now i think redi 50 years old kua... something around this age lar... She has a debate...which is coming soon.. as her niece... we need to help her to think point for this topic.. the topic is quite intersting.. atleast is related to us.. so i think is time for us to think deeply...
Start from kindergarden.. we as a student , always be advise to study hard...but how many of us really think of why?? izit just to get the reward from ur papa n mama or get praise by teacher n adults???
I think i am a weird child maybe.. when i was young , i didn't been force to study but i love to study.. Story book is the best.. but when i was 5 years, i started to intersted of my elder sister standard one teks book.. i really wierd lar..i oso duno y?? just very excited to noe more words...
Other then that, i like to think.. don't c me just staring at something.. like i m day dreaming.. actually my brain is running... (but sometimes really day dreaming lar:p) I started to think for my future since i was young... i noe there got something call government exam ..which is very important for my future.. and i tell my self if i can't do well in this exam .. my future is gone.. the whole world going to be dark n evil.. So i push my self very hard .. just to get my cert pass with flying colors...
Actually how important is all this cert??? Study so much and so hard... give up my favourite tv show n computer games and all the fun....izit worth??? only a cert.....which determin my future..
some might say it is only a cert.. don't have a cert with good result doesn't means u r a failure in the future... however... with this cert.. atleast ..i will have more opportunity to get a better job in the future... For example, if i didn't get good result for PMR.. i can't go to the science class... N the skop of my future course i can take will reduce.... all those science subject will be out ....
if my SPM, i can't get atleast 5 credits.. i can't even go to a college..... Or if i can get atleast 5 credits but the result is not good...The confident on my self oso will bcome low.. and the spirit to fight and battle will be low too... plus ..if my result not good it oso means i didn't master the knowledge i study in secondary school.. So if i go to the coll, i will face the diff in study....
After we study and pass our exam ..only we can graduate from Uni....and get the Cert which is only a paper...
So izit all is study about??? Just to get a cert????Tell me everything on ur mind...
yup... for my aunt rite... she is the opponent...the topic is 'Study just for a cert?'
Study...izit just to get a cert???
Start from kindergarden.. we as a student , always be advise to study hard...but how many of us really think of why?? izit just to get the reward from ur papa n mama or get praise by teacher n adults???
I think i am a weird child maybe.. when i was young , i didn't been force to study but i love to study.. Story book is the best.. but when i was 5 years, i started to intersted of my elder sister standard one teks book.. i really wierd lar..i oso duno y?? just very excited to noe more words...
Other then that, i like to think.. don't c me just staring at something.. like i m day dreaming.. actually my brain is running... (but sometimes really day dreaming lar:p) I started to think for my future since i was young... i noe there got something call government exam ..which is very important for my future.. and i tell my self if i can't do well in this exam .. my future is gone.. the whole world going to be dark n evil.. So i push my self very hard .. just to get my cert pass with flying colors...
Actually how important is all this cert??? Study so much and so hard... give up my favourite tv show n computer games and all the fun....izit worth??? only a cert.....which determin my future..
some might say it is only a cert.. don't have a cert with good result doesn't means u r a failure in the future... however... with this cert.. atleast ..i will have more opportunity to get a better job in the future... For example, if i didn't get good result for PMR.. i can't go to the science class... N the skop of my future course i can take will reduce.... all those science subject will be out ....
if my SPM, i can't get atleast 5 credits.. i can't even go to a college..... Or if i can get atleast 5 credits but the result is not good...The confident on my self oso will bcome low.. and the spirit to fight and battle will be low too... plus ..if my result not good it oso means i didn't master the knowledge i study in secondary school.. So if i go to the coll, i will face the diff in study....
After we study and pass our exam ..only we can graduate from Uni....and get the Cert which is only a paper...
So izit all is study about??? Just to get a cert????Tell me everything on ur mind...
yup... for my aunt rite... she is the opponent...the topic is 'Study just for a cert?'
Study...izit just to get a cert???
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Girls, do you mind your boyfriend to be shorter then you???
Recently i watched a tv show 'All about Eve'Hahaha.. don't misunderstood. is not the Korean tv show...is the 8tv ... I seldom watch tv now a days except those drama lor... girl mar...
That day i just tooo bored ( holiday lor) n sat infront the tv...That the topic they discuss about..
"Do short guys don't look cool or man?" When the audience called in the studio, the host asked the same question..."Do you mind if your boyfriend shorter then you?"
I not sure is't bcoz is show on the tv or what... 99% of the girls said they don't mind.. only one girl, very honestly... she said she mind the height of her boyfriend...Actually i think most of the girls mind isn't it??? I mean for the first impression, sure the taller guys will get the attention...However when time pass, the character of the man will become the attention of the girls...Such as, this guy is short but he is talented... and that guy is tall but he is a very bad temperate person... think when come to this the girl will choose the shorty rite?? But inside the girls heart i think they still mind... atleast for me ..honestly speaking... i think i will mind if my boyfriend is shorter then me...haha.. but not yet in love with someone shorter then me yet, so the real answer is .. duno...
When come to reality , is still a unknown fact... coz as those girls said, if he is a shorty and i love him.. everything physically is doesn't matter anymore... hmmmm.. actuallly it sound like if my boyfriend is as old as my grandpa but i love him.. i will still be with him... hahaha....So mayb a shorty as boyfriend is nothing so bad also rite??? I think not as bad as my boyfriend age is as old as my grandpa...come till the end i think i have put my self on the middle stand.. coz i think is depends on individual opinion for this type of question...Tell me what you think ,k??
Girls, do you mind your boyfriend shorter then you???
Boys, do you mind your girlfriend taller then you???
*NO offense to anyone
That day i just tooo bored ( holiday lor) n sat infront the tv...That the topic they discuss about..
"Do short guys don't look cool or man?" When the audience called in the studio, the host asked the same question..."Do you mind if your boyfriend shorter then you?"
I not sure is't bcoz is show on the tv or what... 99% of the girls said they don't mind.. only one girl, very honestly... she said she mind the height of her boyfriend...Actually i think most of the girls mind isn't it??? I mean for the first impression, sure the taller guys will get the attention...However when time pass, the character of the man will become the attention of the girls...Such as, this guy is short but he is talented... and that guy is tall but he is a very bad temperate person... think when come to this the girl will choose the shorty rite?? But inside the girls heart i think they still mind... atleast for me ..honestly speaking... i think i will mind if my boyfriend is shorter then me...haha.. but not yet in love with someone shorter then me yet, so the real answer is .. duno...
When come to reality , is still a unknown fact... coz as those girls said, if he is a shorty and i love him.. everything physically is doesn't matter anymore... hmmmm.. actuallly it sound like if my boyfriend is as old as my grandpa but i love him.. i will still be with him... hahaha....So mayb a shorty as boyfriend is nothing so bad also rite??? I think not as bad as my boyfriend age is as old as my grandpa...come till the end i think i have put my self on the middle stand.. coz i think is depends on individual opinion for this type of question...Tell me what you think ,k??
Girls, do you mind your boyfriend shorter then you???
Boys, do you mind your girlfriend taller then you???
*NO offense to anyone
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