Death

Woke up quite late today, around 10am. The words still running in my head. I wanted to post it up yesterday when the thought was working. However, it is too late to be online. Yesterday , i went to Summit and i'm so lucky that there is a clearance of stock of Popular. Thus, yesterday was busy reading a book entitled "Tuesday with Morrie" as my friends recommended this book.
My tempo was slow compare to the normal reading speed of mine when i was reading this book. Till now, i'm not done yet, still got half book to go. However, there is some thought that i wanted to share with after i read that book.
Death is not that frightening, especially is your own death. You are not going to be attending your own funeral and you going to feel nothing coz you are nothing when you are death(I'm a free thinker). It is the path towards the death which mostly full of suffering and pain that make us fear. From my point of view, is the 'worry' deep inside our heart that make us fear of death. We are worry what will happen to our family when we are not here anymore. As human are 'sef-centered' animals, unconciously we thought the earth is going to stop rotating and the sun is not going to rise anymore when we are gone.That is human. However, life still goes on and sun still rise and the earth still rotate as usual.Thus, death is not scary u see.
However, i do believe that if it is a funeral or death of my beloved , eg. family, friends and so on. I will be scare. This is because, i will be sad, worry and seing them suffer.
Maybe is because we had been through the death of the others, and we feel sorry , feel sad, heart broken. Therefore we experience fear when we face death. And most of the time, when we knew that we are on the path toward death, only we realise 'have i done all things i wanted to do?','Do i still got enough time to do it?', and as the profesor in the book said,we will face and react with all the stuff differently if we know that we are going die. If we always treat today as the day that we going to die, maybe the world will be different.