matlab-ing

Okay.. why am I awake so early?

I was awake by 4am. still sick, having flu which caused me easily tire and sleepy. I fall into deep sleep early yesterday night when I was supposed to take a nap. :/ We always have a busy week ahead, the marathon lectures of Monday and Tuesday is superb tiring, however I managed to attend all. Just that it is harder for me to concentrate this week, even harder to struggle not to fall asleep - the reason I hate to fall sick. I think I couldn't even struggle with my eye lids this week, it just closed and go to dreamland in one second. People are telling me is pretty useless and waste of time to attend 'useless' lectures, is better to do something more 'beneficial', e.g. pratice more on computing stuff. I do practice my NX skill, just that I prefer to do it after class. Sometime or most of the time I do day dream in class, couldn't focus and etc, at least I do get something on and off through lectures.

Week 4 is ending soon and it is the week that begins the seem-infinite-endless-hell of due date every week. For example this week, we have a report due on Monday, an assignment due and test Wednesday and a MATLAB report on Friday. The reason why am I here? I am stuck at my m-file coding. Jacobi and SOR, one have too much input argument, one have too much output argument. Sigh. I shall just skip to cubic spline question.

The on-going Design 3 project seems scary, it got me worry about it all the time. Are we running out of time? Is my understanding about my part sufficient? Is the calculation alright? Do we progress too slow? Failure and etc.

A pretty helpless case happened last week during exam review, one of my units, need just 0.5 marks in the final paper to go to the next grade. Nothing can be done.

Alright, shall get back to matlab.
May everyone doing well and stay healthy!