Woke up quite late today, around 10am. The words still running in my head. I wanted to post it up yesterday when the thought was working. However, it is too late to be online. Yesterday , i went to Summit and i'm so lucky that there is a clearance of stock of Popular. Thus, yesterday was busy reading a book entitled "Tuesday with Morrie" as my friends recommended this book.
My tempo was slow compare to the normal reading speed of mine when i was reading this book. Till now, i'm not done yet, still got half book to go. However, there is some thought that i wanted to share with after i read that book.
Death is not that frightening, especially is your own death. You are not going to be attending your own funeral and you going to feel nothing coz you are nothing when you are death(I'm a free thinker). It is the path towards the death which mostly full of suffering and pain that make us fear. From my point of view, is the 'worry' deep inside our heart that make us fear of death. We are worry what will happen to our family when we are not here anymore. As human are 'sef-centered' animals, unconciously we thought the earth is going to stop rotating and the sun is not going to rise anymore when we are gone.That is human. However, life still goes on and sun still rise and the earth still rotate as usual.Thus, death is not scary u see.
However, i do believe that if it is a funeral or death of my beloved , eg. family, friends and so on. I will be scare. This is because, i will be sad, worry and seing them suffer.
Maybe is because we had been through the death of the others, and we feel sorry , feel sad, heart broken. Therefore we experience fear when we face death. And most of the time, when we knew that we are on the path toward death, only we realise 'have i done all things i wanted to do?','Do i still got enough time to do it?', and as the profesor in the book said,we will face and react with all the stuff differently if we know that we are going die. If we always treat today as the day that we going to die, maybe the world will be different.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Missing you,BB
I'm a very lazy blogger plus it was exam week so i didn't post it up till now.
One night before the last exam paper. It was raining again. Rainy day spoilt the mood of study. The feeling came out so sudden. Suddenly , i miss her so much that i can't bare with it anymore. So i turn on the computer and wrote her an e-mail. YUP!!! Is a SHE. She is very far away from Malaysia now. Okay, you might say, just get a plane n u will reach there. However, there is money and safety problem..
She used to call me 'si fu' which i never say any comment about it. Is just because i motivate her in study i think. In that very moment , i miss her so much. It is the first time i truly and really understand what is the feeling of missing someone and you just can't get to her side. It is so suffering.
She is a truly friend of mine that i will never forget and i will always love her. I really respect her and feel proud to have her as my friend. To me, she is strong mentally.She is active. She can be playfull. The most important thing, we got the same sense and thinking. Being apart from her is a sad case. Throughout this year, she motivate me alot. She is kind of like my recharger. Recharge this low battery here (mentally).
Hopefully, i can get to meet her soon. However, i know it might be in a few year time. Girl, i really love you n miss you!Take care!
One night before the last exam paper. It was raining again. Rainy day spoilt the mood of study. The feeling came out so sudden. Suddenly , i miss her so much that i can't bare with it anymore. So i turn on the computer and wrote her an e-mail. YUP!!! Is a SHE. She is very far away from Malaysia now. Okay, you might say, just get a plane n u will reach there. However, there is money and safety problem..
She used to call me 'si fu' which i never say any comment about it. Is just because i motivate her in study i think. In that very moment , i miss her so much. It is the first time i truly and really understand what is the feeling of missing someone and you just can't get to her side. It is so suffering.
She is a truly friend of mine that i will never forget and i will always love her. I really respect her and feel proud to have her as my friend. To me, she is strong mentally.She is active. She can be playfull. The most important thing, we got the same sense and thinking. Being apart from her is a sad case. Throughout this year, she motivate me alot. She is kind of like my recharger. Recharge this low battery here (mentally).
Hopefully, i can get to meet her soon. However, i know it might be in a few year time. Girl, i really love you n miss you!Take care!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
"lazy girl"
La~~~ i'm here again... The title of my blog "lucky girl" should be change right??? Change to "lazy girl".. hehe.. lolx.. I study in SAM course mar.. the life is like just finish exam.. another exam coming in 2 weeks time.. killing me.. Hmm... just finish trial 2 weeks ago, n my results suck.. Although the forecast result is seem quite okay.. is actually not okay at all coz is actually up by one grade.. sigh~~ how can i change the whole entire me in the 2 weeks time..(less than 2 weeks for now)...
Actually this year, my blog should be full of one geng of people.. that is the 10 very stressed people.. a group of people i meet in SAM.. Is really fun being with them.. n we tooks lots of photoes.. But u noe.. there is a very lazy me.. so i didn't post up those photoes.. k lar.. i will try to post it slowly.. or not my computer will lag.. plus i don have all the photoes.. look like i need to ask from them or catch from their blog.. Stressed poeple had come out with some crazy idea in the early of the year.. that is .. we got a blog with 10 of us..If u are free, please pay a 'visit' to www.10verystressedpeople.blogspot.com
Is very different to be with them compare with all of my secondary school friends.. different type of relationship maybe...
My final is coming very soon, so i will be 'very' free after that. Thus, i will post more about them in detail after my final..
P/S: I passed my grade 8 piano exam.. is kind of shock since i really did it badly.. is just luck to have a kind hearted judge(izit judge or wat?)..lolx.. just thx to him so that i no need to waste my parents money anymore.. However, piano still part of my life. Can't stop it, is already a habit to play my piano whenver i'm bored(sometimes just pass by n get into it)
Actually this year, my blog should be full of one geng of people.. that is the 10 very stressed people.. a group of people i meet in SAM.. Is really fun being with them.. n we tooks lots of photoes.. But u noe.. there is a very lazy me.. so i didn't post up those photoes.. k lar.. i will try to post it slowly.. or not my computer will lag.. plus i don have all the photoes.. look like i need to ask from them or catch from their blog.. Stressed poeple had come out with some crazy idea in the early of the year.. that is .. we got a blog with 10 of us..If u are free, please pay a 'visit' to www.10verystressedpeople.blogspot.com
Is very different to be with them compare with all of my secondary school friends.. different type of relationship maybe...
My final is coming very soon, so i will be 'very' free after that. Thus, i will post more about them in detail after my final..
P/S: I passed my grade 8 piano exam.. is kind of shock since i really did it badly.. is just luck to have a kind hearted judge(izit judge or wat?)..lolx.. just thx to him so that i no need to waste my parents money anymore.. However, piano still part of my life. Can't stop it, is already a habit to play my piano whenver i'm bored(sometimes just pass by n get into it)
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Give
Today, i watched tv n found something very meaningful.
There is a theory said that human used to live like a monkey too. That's mean we don't know how to stand and we don't use our hands. However, human starts using hands because they want to give the foods and the best to their beloved. Therefore, they have to use their hands. Thus, appriciate your beloved one using your precious hands.
Some people might said, we use hands to eat mar.. lOlxx.. the answer is you can eat with your mouth only also.. But if you want to share it with your beloved, you need to take it and give to them.. So your hands is the one who GIVING.
There is a theory said that human used to live like a monkey too. That's mean we don't know how to stand and we don't use our hands. However, human starts using hands because they want to give the foods and the best to their beloved. Therefore, they have to use their hands. Thus, appriciate your beloved one using your precious hands.
Some people might said, we use hands to eat mar.. lOlxx.. the answer is you can eat with your mouth only also.. But if you want to share it with your beloved, you need to take it and give to them.. So your hands is the one who GIVING.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
To my neighbour:
To my "dear" neighbour staying behind my house:
Really "glad" that you are my neighbour. Really "thanks" for giving me so much of sleepless night.. I know you are "future" super star or "future" Malaysian Idol. Please forgive me that i don't know how to "appriciate" your talent. To me, your talent which always sing after 12 am, especially yesterday night at 2 am really is even more effective than coffee or the escence of chicken!!! Oh, thanks God because of you, i only manage to sleep for few hours yesterday night. And ya, i know i like to watch tv. But definitely not at midnight and with such a high volume. So no need to on your radio or your tv in such a high volume, coz i definitely not appriciate your kindness.
And yup!!! Can you keep your house clean pls... so that our housing area won't be full of mice n snake bcoz of you.. And ya, thx of you that my family could saw a snake at my house early in the morning last year.. Thx for your kindness so that we can 'save' our money to go to zoo to see a snake..
Lastly, i will be 'very glad' if you even can sing like misha omar or siti nurhaliza. But even you are britney or who ever, i'm definitely will not like to listen to your voice at mid night. Coz my patient is really out from what i can be.. So next time, if you sing at night,pls don't be shock that your window might break!!
THX!!!!
"Love" from your neighbour...
Really "glad" that you are my neighbour. Really "thanks" for giving me so much of sleepless night.. I know you are "future" super star or "future" Malaysian Idol. Please forgive me that i don't know how to "appriciate" your talent. To me, your talent which always sing after 12 am, especially yesterday night at 2 am really is even more effective than coffee or the escence of chicken!!! Oh, thanks God because of you, i only manage to sleep for few hours yesterday night. And ya, i know i like to watch tv. But definitely not at midnight and with such a high volume. So no need to on your radio or your tv in such a high volume, coz i definitely not appriciate your kindness.
And yup!!! Can you keep your house clean pls... so that our housing area won't be full of mice n snake bcoz of you.. And ya, thx of you that my family could saw a snake at my house early in the morning last year.. Thx for your kindness so that we can 'save' our money to go to zoo to see a snake..
Lastly, i will be 'very glad' if you even can sing like misha omar or siti nurhaliza. But even you are britney or who ever, i'm definitely will not like to listen to your voice at mid night. Coz my patient is really out from what i can be.. So next time, if you sing at night,pls don't be shock that your window might break!!
THX!!!!
"Love" from your neighbour...
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Dramatic life
Tomorow is the last day of my mid term exam. My friends and i had plan to go to 1 utama shopping after the last paper. However, i felt struggle in the evening. Tomorow is also the day of my primary school teacher retire.
This teacher had teach me for two years( the teacher who teach me the longest in my primary school). She is a very strict teacher, strict but really a good teacher. She often told us story in the class. I know it sound like what we normally write on the essay, sound like i 'beautify' the teacher right??? But this is the truth, i really met such a good teacher who really had affect me when i was young.
However,since she teach me, i know that she has a really weak body. She can't cane us. But she still cane us. So what happen after she cane us is that the next day she will be absent. And she cane people really very pain!!! I kena before... Her life is really tragic or should i say very dramatic. When i was standard 2, her daddy pass away. Although after standard 3 i never ever meet her anymore, i still get the news of her from my neighbour who is her collegeu( teacher oso). Her mommy also pass away few years later.. and the most poor things is she had abortion few times due to her weak body. I still can remeber on standard 3, she is so happy to born her children safely. She still show us the photoes of the baby... the whole album full with her baby and caption.
During my secondary school life, one day i receive a news that her child got cancer. I know it really sound very impossible how all this can happen to a person who love her children so much.
Now she is going to retire tomorow, not because she is old, is because she is sick too. Her kidney got problem, but i don't know what problem is that. Really feel very sad for her. She is definitely a good teacher to have.
This teacher had teach me for two years( the teacher who teach me the longest in my primary school). She is a very strict teacher, strict but really a good teacher. She often told us story in the class. I know it sound like what we normally write on the essay, sound like i 'beautify' the teacher right??? But this is the truth, i really met such a good teacher who really had affect me when i was young.
However,since she teach me, i know that she has a really weak body. She can't cane us. But she still cane us. So what happen after she cane us is that the next day she will be absent. And she cane people really very pain!!! I kena before... Her life is really tragic or should i say very dramatic. When i was standard 2, her daddy pass away. Although after standard 3 i never ever meet her anymore, i still get the news of her from my neighbour who is her collegeu( teacher oso). Her mommy also pass away few years later.. and the most poor things is she had abortion few times due to her weak body. I still can remeber on standard 3, she is so happy to born her children safely. She still show us the photoes of the baby... the whole album full with her baby and caption.
During my secondary school life, one day i receive a news that her child got cancer. I know it really sound very impossible how all this can happen to a person who love her children so much.
Now she is going to retire tomorow, not because she is old, is because she is sick too. Her kidney got problem, but i don't know what problem is that. Really feel very sad for her. She is definitely a good teacher to have.
Friday, May 05, 2006
I MISS MY BUDDY!!!
YEAH!!! 4 assigment, 2 is down, left only physic and biology!!! 2nd common test result is out. okok lar~~ still failed my chemistry exam. Sigh~ i think my chemistry lecturer start to worry bout this silly girl d. Coz he will now more frequently look at my working and ask me "understand?" Er... The truth is, chemistry, i'm blur. Those stuff like i noe them, they noe me. But not really very friends, so still need some time to 'get closer' with them.. haha..
Mid year exam is coming soon in two weeks time, really @#$%^&*.. just finish 2nd common test then the mid year exam coming d.. haha.. but i really look forward the mid year holiday, my mom planning to go China.. The original plan is go Japan, but too bad, the timing doesn't suite me.. so have to give up.
Really really very miss my secondary school friends. Especially my good buddy. Wah~~~ i really miss old day that i can just bully people and all my buddy will just save me out from the disaster.. hehe.. Sob~ They all now all got girlfriend d lar.. buddy here can throw away d... (-.-")... Then the others also busy with study, wan to go shopping oso no time.. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... i really hate this college life. Make all my friends so busy, including my self...
I finally bought my self a really 'my' high heels that belong to me!! Last time always just borrow my sister high heels that make me going to PK anytime.. stupid idiot, her high heels is so high.. (that's y it call high heels) Nearly PK everytime wear hers..
Mid year exam is coming soon in two weeks time, really @#$%^&*.. just finish 2nd common test then the mid year exam coming d.. haha.. but i really look forward the mid year holiday, my mom planning to go China.. The original plan is go Japan, but too bad, the timing doesn't suite me.. so have to give up.
Really really very miss my secondary school friends. Especially my good buddy. Wah~~~ i really miss old day that i can just bully people and all my buddy will just save me out from the disaster.. hehe.. Sob~ They all now all got girlfriend d lar.. buddy here can throw away d... (-.-")... Then the others also busy with study, wan to go shopping oso no time.. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... i really hate this college life. Make all my friends so busy, including my self...
I finally bought my self a really 'my' high heels that belong to me!! Last time always just borrow my sister high heels that make me going to PK anytime.. stupid idiot, her high heels is so high.. (that's y it call high heels) Nearly PK everytime wear hers..
Thursday, April 27, 2006
SCary INcident~
Today is the last test of the common test. Yipee!!! Yup, i should be very happy cause our class even had a class party with pizza. However, today is quite scary for me.
We were having party in the college's park. Joy and laughter.. and kept snaping photoes with wierd pose and so on... One of my class mate came very late. No big deal about that since there is also other people were late. However, something happen during the party. Is almost the end of the party, pizza only left few and was just exposing to the air.. and start to attract flies.. Thus, Ren ee and me were cleaning up the messy table and wanted to keep those pizza. The class mate who was late was sitting directly opposite of me, facing his back at us. Just a sudden, he falled down from the chair. I was so shocked and what i saw was a black colour object falled on the floor with a sound.. (can't rmb wat sound). I walked few steps forward and saw my class mate lied on the floor shivering. It is so scary!! Imagine this he knocked his head on the floor, they eyes were opening and his body was shivering.. and his hands just lied beside him. Is just like the drama-one litre of tears that i watched!! I was scared and shocked and just yelling towards others which is surrounding another table. Few boys turned him over and let him lye in a proper position. Few of us ran into the SAM office and were yelling at our Biology lecturer for help. Our Bio lecturer thought we were joking and were just crapping since she saw us having party at the park beside the SAM office. The boys sent that classmate to the doctors, and the truth is, he donated blood and i think he never have a good rest. Thus he fainted. Phew~ scary.. half of my heart gone cause of this scary incident which is just right infront of me. After that, we had our Biology class. And our Biology teacher said that the future doctors(us)don't have the basic knowledge and shouldn't take it as a big deal. Cause people who donated bloods and never have a good rest normally faint. But i need to protest here, WE DONT' KNOW HE JUST DONATED BLOOD LAR!
We were having party in the college's park. Joy and laughter.. and kept snaping photoes with wierd pose and so on... One of my class mate came very late. No big deal about that since there is also other people were late. However, something happen during the party. Is almost the end of the party, pizza only left few and was just exposing to the air.. and start to attract flies.. Thus, Ren ee and me were cleaning up the messy table and wanted to keep those pizza. The class mate who was late was sitting directly opposite of me, facing his back at us. Just a sudden, he falled down from the chair. I was so shocked and what i saw was a black colour object falled on the floor with a sound.. (can't rmb wat sound). I walked few steps forward and saw my class mate lied on the floor shivering. It is so scary!! Imagine this he knocked his head on the floor, they eyes were opening and his body was shivering.. and his hands just lied beside him. Is just like the drama-one litre of tears that i watched!! I was scared and shocked and just yelling towards others which is surrounding another table. Few boys turned him over and let him lye in a proper position. Few of us ran into the SAM office and were yelling at our Biology lecturer for help. Our Bio lecturer thought we were joking and were just crapping since she saw us having party at the park beside the SAM office. The boys sent that classmate to the doctors, and the truth is, he donated blood and i think he never have a good rest. Thus he fainted. Phew~ scary.. half of my heart gone cause of this scary incident which is just right infront of me. After that, we had our Biology class. And our Biology teacher said that the future doctors(us)don't have the basic knowledge and shouldn't take it as a big deal. Cause people who donated bloods and never have a good rest normally faint. But i need to protest here, WE DONT' KNOW HE JUST DONATED BLOOD LAR!
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Study? Project?
Hmm~~~~ I start to wonder how those people in my class survive. The life is so stress up and they still do it so well!! 100% in secondary school is already impossible for me and you know what??? My class have people scoring 100%!!! College!!! Not only multiple choice question that easy ok, got short answer response question also. Really salute they all.
Today Physic test is really !@#$%^&*.... Till the last minutes i realize that there is a 10^6 beside the unit.. OMG!!! The whole question is affected, coz is a calcalation question.. Gone lar the whole question.. is more than 10 marks that question. Sob~.~ when i took up my pen wanted to change the answer. "Alright students, times up." *.* Die~~~~~~~~ Alright is already over, let look forward, do better in mid year test. WAIT!!! Mid year test is also just around the corner, is only two weeks left after all the date line for english project and stuf..Shit lar.. Where got time to study???
LA! Don't care! tomoro still got Malaysian studies test.. i think tembak can kena kua.. Aiks better read bit.. tembak also must have bullet...
Today Physic test is really !@#$%^&*.... Till the last minutes i realize that there is a 10^6 beside the unit.. OMG!!! The whole question is affected, coz is a calcalation question.. Gone lar the whole question.. is more than 10 marks that question. Sob~.~ when i took up my pen wanted to change the answer. "Alright students, times up." *.* Die~~~~~~~~ Alright is already over, let look forward, do better in mid year test. WAIT!!! Mid year test is also just around the corner, is only two weeks left after all the date line for english project and stuf..Shit lar.. Where got time to study???
LA! Don't care! tomoro still got Malaysian studies test.. i think tembak can kena kua.. Aiks better read bit.. tembak also must have bullet...
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Stress~~~
Sigh~ SAM is really stress like hell. Even worse than SPM year a lot. Don't get it?? Show you my schedule of this months, you will understand.
19th Biology test
20th Chemistry test
24th Biology Draft date line
25th Maths test
26th Physic test
27th LAN test
MAY
2th Physic Draft date line
5th English final report
Imagine, you have to study for your test and between that you have to worry about your unfinish assigment. 24 hours per day is definitely not enough!!! God!! Can't you just give another few hours extra for us to have a nice rest on the bed???
Now i really start to think A level is not bad. At least when is holiday they really have a true holiday. We all SAM studets still need to do our assigment. Sob :( Why lar i choose SAM that time?? Haihz.. but there is no way to turn back.. Life have to go on... just hope that June holiday arrive as soon as possible.. Then i can go vacation!!!! HEHE~~~ And get a really good rest.
19th Biology test
20th Chemistry test
24th Biology Draft date line
25th Maths test
26th Physic test
27th LAN test
MAY
2th Physic Draft date line
5th English final report
Imagine, you have to study for your test and between that you have to worry about your unfinish assigment. 24 hours per day is definitely not enough!!! God!! Can't you just give another few hours extra for us to have a nice rest on the bed???
Now i really start to think A level is not bad. At least when is holiday they really have a true holiday. We all SAM studets still need to do our assigment. Sob :( Why lar i choose SAM that time?? Haihz.. but there is no way to turn back.. Life have to go on... just hope that June holiday arrive as soon as possible.. Then i can go vacation!!!! HEHE~~~ And get a really good rest.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Malaysian singer
Lots of Malaysia chinese singer are having better quality now a days. 曹格 is one of them. Actually 曹格 is not a new born singer, this new album of his is his 2nd album. The 1st album didn't market in Taiwan but only Malaysia. However, he didn't have such a good luck as nicholas teo, his 1st album didn't bring him to success.He wrote a lot of songs for other singer like aoran kwok, s.h.e and so on. After 5 years, he finally come out with his new album-格格Blue. I definitely like this album. There is 11 songs in this album , only one is not produce by him, that is the song 'superwoman'. This song is very famous, i didn't really aspect he can sang so well in this song. There is still a lot of nice songs in his album. Such as 'The only you in the world' is so romantic. Another song which is very unique is 'lady', this song is quite fun and totaly different feeling from what he sing in other romantic songs. I just want more people to enjoy nice music, however don't support pirated cd. Go buy the original to support the singer. You can try to listen 1st on this website (http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_ee7816b371c4cef2.htm), however is better to buy the ori cd to have a better quality of music.
林宇中 is a new singer, he wrote a lot of songs for other singers too before he become a singer. Don't look down on malaysian singer! His songs is also very good! such as 靠岸, 失恋学 and 工体北. This few songs are popular in the music industry now. As a malaysian, we should support them who are talented. Try to listen to his songs from this website, http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_9a3f65fcbccf5f88.htm .The best way to support them is to buy their album. But of coz , i don mean to advertise in my blog, just hope to share some good music.
林宇中 is a new singer, he wrote a lot of songs for other singers too before he become a singer. Don't look down on malaysian singer! His songs is also very good! such as 靠岸, 失恋学 and 工体北. This few songs are popular in the music industry now. As a malaysian, we should support them who are talented. Try to listen to his songs from this website, http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_9a3f65fcbccf5f88.htm .The best way to support them is to buy their album. But of coz , i don mean to advertise in my blog, just hope to share some good music.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
 Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
Monday, March 06, 2006
Sigh~~~ is Sunday night again. Sad, tomorow have to wake up 6 am in the morning again. The same routine of life will continue for this whole year. sob... Last week, lots of things happen. I met my primary friend who i lost contact for 5 years. Can't remember anything in the memory , but the only thing i feel whenever i thought of him is happy. Primary standard 6 was full of simple happiness.
He still look the same as in my memory but of course there are changes in appearance. Actually i did not recognize him at once when i saw him, you have to pordon me for my poor memory and it have been 5 years. If i am not mistaken, i saw him few times before in college, but just cannot figure it out who is this guy who i felt so familiar with. Till last monday, i saw him once again and saw another primary friend. Only that time i started to link them together and realize that he is my primary school friend too!!!
Definitely i would not want to lose this friend, another friend in the same college contacted him and we met each other few days later. They are still so friendly , still so talkative :) .. I felt so happy to be with them, feel so secure with old friends. Hope i will never lose them.
Other than that, the basketball tournoment organize by my class was successfully done on the saturday. On that day, only few of us there to work because my classmates have to go for the community service. However, i did not feel tire or unhappy bout it. I just love basketball and wililng to do anything bout it. Furthermore, compare to those kids , they needs my classmates more than we do.
On that day, i saw the guy who my friends crazy bout him last year. He seems to be thinner than last year. It just made me thought of last year the crazy times my friends and i had together because of basketball. Haha.. and the things is, my classmate misunderstood that i am interested on him and told me he is in a relationship. Since last year when my friend went after him , i already know that lor... Plus the most important thing is, he is not my cup of tea.
Things went on quite smoothly, just a bit unorganize and recieved some complaint from the player. Luckily they are not rough people, just want to complaint. I understand the problems and tried to explain to them. I hope they can forgive our mistake and enjoy the game.
He still look the same as in my memory but of course there are changes in appearance. Actually i did not recognize him at once when i saw him, you have to pordon me for my poor memory and it have been 5 years. If i am not mistaken, i saw him few times before in college, but just cannot figure it out who is this guy who i felt so familiar with. Till last monday, i saw him once again and saw another primary friend. Only that time i started to link them together and realize that he is my primary school friend too!!!
Definitely i would not want to lose this friend, another friend in the same college contacted him and we met each other few days later. They are still so friendly , still so talkative :) .. I felt so happy to be with them, feel so secure with old friends. Hope i will never lose them.
Other than that, the basketball tournoment organize by my class was successfully done on the saturday. On that day, only few of us there to work because my classmates have to go for the community service. However, i did not feel tire or unhappy bout it. I just love basketball and wililng to do anything bout it. Furthermore, compare to those kids , they needs my classmates more than we do.
On that day, i saw the guy who my friends crazy bout him last year. He seems to be thinner than last year. It just made me thought of last year the crazy times my friends and i had together because of basketball. Haha.. and the things is, my classmate misunderstood that i am interested on him and told me he is in a relationship. Since last year when my friend went after him , i already know that lor... Plus the most important thing is, he is not my cup of tea.
Things went on quite smoothly, just a bit unorganize and recieved some complaint from the player. Luckily they are not rough people, just want to complaint. I understand the problems and tried to explain to them. I hope they can forgive our mistake and enjoy the game.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing
One Litre of Tears is a japanese series about A 15 year old girl named Aya Ikeuchi has this disease and is desperately fighting it.This disease is named spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. But there's no cure yet for this sickness.The original story is based on the diary of Aya who kept writing untill she could no longer hold a pen.
I am totally touch by the story and the message that Aya wish to pass to the world.She is just a 15 years old girl when she know about that the disease she is fighting with.She have a bright future if she never get the disease. However, she tried her best and be usefull to the others. Her diary which later become a book, title One Litre of Tears had cheer up those who have the same disease as her and the others.
If you can, try to get the book or watch the japanese series. It totally worth it and you will be thankfull that u still seing the sun shine today and every single things. You will be glad that you still can talk , can walk, can write. Be usefull to others.It will make you think about your life, and make you appreciate what you have and what you can.
I felt so sorry for the people surrounding her especially her family members.(of coz her too). You will never say you are unhappy or unlucky compare to Aya.coz you are still healthy, u still can do everything which she can't .We should be satisfy with whatever we have.Life is precious.
* Don't forget to prepare a box of tisue paper when you watch it.I guess you will need it.
I am totally touch by the story and the message that Aya wish to pass to the world.She is just a 15 years old girl when she know about that the disease she is fighting with.She have a bright future if she never get the disease. However, she tried her best and be usefull to the others. Her diary which later become a book, title One Litre of Tears had cheer up those who have the same disease as her and the others.
If you can, try to get the book or watch the japanese series. It totally worth it and you will be thankfull that u still seing the sun shine today and every single things. You will be glad that you still can talk , can walk, can write. Be usefull to others.It will make you think about your life, and make you appreciate what you have and what you can.
I felt so sorry for the people surrounding her especially her family members.(of coz her too). You will never say you are unhappy or unlucky compare to Aya.coz you are still healthy, u still can do everything which she can't .We should be satisfy with whatever we have.Life is precious.
* Don't forget to prepare a box of tisue paper when you watch it.I guess you will need it.
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