bored

Okay.. is super boreddddddddddddddddd when the holiday is so long.

Rotting at home is totally not fun at all. Totally sien......... I just feel my life is just sooooo meaningless. When you don't have a goal, you just don't have the spirit to do anything.. No matter what time I sleep, I going to end up wake up at 11am..yawn* haihz...

Getting bored of "facebook", getting bored of "games", getting bored of "anime" and getting bored of "manga"................... computer.. I start to find you useless......................... Okay lar. still got a bit use of "msn"..

Boring..... Darlings seldom online now a days, busy working kua.. another one.. busy what ler her? don't know.. Must go knock knock d..

And dad n mom are trying to hint me that they don't mind that I waste their money, waste my time on study the 1st year of engineering. Means I can change course if I want to... Er.. although a lot of uncertainties, I still think this is my comfort zone. It might not be what I want, but is something I think I can do it as in at least can pass. Those uncles are trying to pour "cold water" on me. Those uncles are used to be mechanical engineer.. advice??? Girls better don't do mechanical lo.. haihz..

Life is getting miserable.............. when is bored.........

and

DARLINGS!!! I MISS YOU ALL SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

Fish Leong

Just want to recommend some songs I listening recently. Fish Leong latest album is good. Currently loving this two songs.

崇拜 by 梁靜茹

崇拜
作词：陈没　 作曲：彭学斌

你的姿态你的青睐　我存在在你的存在
你以为爱就是被爱　你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了　我爱了　我都不管了　心爱到疯了恨到算了就好了
可能的　可以的　真的可惜了　幸福好不容易怎麼你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能　不同於别人
我还以为不可能的　不会不可能

你的姿态你的青睐　我存在在你的存在
你以为爱就是被爱　你挥霍了我的崇拜

风筝有风海豚有海　我存在在我的存在

所以明白　所以离开　所以不再为爱而爱　自己存在　在你之外

Love the starting of this song..

会呼吸的痛 by 梁静茹

会呼吸的痛
作词：姚若龙　 作曲：宇恒

在东京铁塔　第一次眺望
看灯火模仿　坠落的星光
我终於到达　但却更悲伤
一个人完成　我们的梦想

你总说　时间还很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛　看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛　它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛　恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上　张扬过哀伤
那是种多么　寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙　让我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆绑

你没说　你也会软弱　需要依赖我
我就装不晓得　自由移动　自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了　多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了　灵魂像飘浮著　你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候　陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳　怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

This song just make my heart feel the pain, good composing.

Both song composer is Malaysian. Yes , this 2 songs is Buatan Malaysia. Of course the singer is good too.

more update about Vietnam

Vietnam Coffee the concentration is real thick... is like espresso.but is nice. The first sip is very bitter, slowly fall in love with it.. Hope I don't get caffeine addiction. haha.. The coffee we have in Malaysia normally got this slight of sour taste which you can't find in Vietnam coffee. The slow dripping process of Vietnam coffee, I didn't experience it. haha.. I have been waking up late, when I am awake, the coffee prepared by my mom already finish dripping. According to the tour guide, Vietnamese normally drink coffee in the morning as breakfast. That's all, breakfast = coffee. No wonder all so slim.

Talking about slim, a lot of things in Vietnam is slim. The people is slim, building is slim, road is slim. and a lot of stuff lo. People there is really slim lo, if you want to buy clothes there, remember must try!!! Their cutting is different. For example, we went to this shop and found that their jeans are nice. However, only my elder sister can fit in lo.. I guess. Their largest size is 27.. If you consider the cutting as well, is really not the size 27 u can get in Malaysia. My cousin did try on one. If you plan to go shopping there, the price is almost the same as Malaysia, just a bit cheaper. If sales, of course better than here. Here sales .. is always... cheat people one lar.. I rather go Japan to shop during their sales time, is even cheaper. My sister bought a nice bag in Japan for only approximately RM30 in Japan, I bought one consider "okay" bag in Vietnam and it cost me more. My sister bought it in shopping mall ler, I bought in some kind of "pasar malam" kind of market.

Their traffic is like a hell.. because they are kingdom of motorcycle. Let you guess their speed limit in highway.. better not, you will never get it lar.. is 40 km/h.. what the hack??? Even 110km/h in Malaysia highway also people speed more than that lo. The 40 km/h is for all vehicles.. cars, bus, motorcycle.. totally hell. Really poor their driver, I drive 80km/h in highway also want to sleep d.. haha.. so their gear 4 and 5 useless one. the max is gear 3..

Another thing, when we were shopping at this 36 old street, my cousin wanted to buy this scarf. However she realize there is a hole on it, therefore she requested a new one. The sale girl said okay and went in to the store. After waited for quite long, my cousin decided to peek on what she is doing inside for so long. The truth is , the girl is trying stitch back that hole. Later she came out and told my cousin that's the new one.. totally 'zha dou'..

Malaysia always thought they are the one who can speak multi language. Don't look down on Vietnamese, they speak multi language to.. My mother and those aunt totally get cheated by them. When they were shopping, they speak Mandarin, and speak Hokkien and Cantonese among ourselves. After they bought, the person started to speak Hokkien and Cantonese as well. Totally "za dou".. When we were in a market of Ho Chih Min, they speak Malay too!!! Suddenly pop out the "murah-murah ", we were shock.. We thought Malay is useful.. aikz.. totally 'za dou' this time.

We did try the Pho restaurant which President Kennedy sneak out and tried the Vietnamese food. The Pho there is of course good.. actually I find the Pho soup taste like soup tulang . haha :p

Totally bored at home.. now start reading "kekkaishi"manga.. gave up on Naruto since June.. Bleach too.. I was quite a good girl during Semester 2. haha.. I stopped all my manga and anime. So was really left out and didn't get addicted to it d..

vietnam and cambodia trip

Just back from Vietnam today, is consider a "okay" trip. My room mate is uncle's niece, is also "ah ying".. Therefore during the trip, I have to think twice before I turned and answer whenever people calling for "ah ying". She very quiet lo.. a bit sien.. haihz.. and she is totally opposite of me, taller than me, and definitely 100% more quiet than me. Since both of us also 'ying'. Uncle said we won't lose ( the pronunciation of 'ying' in mandarin is similar as the 'win')

The start of the trip at Hanoi isn't smooth. Early in the morning, 8am, we were supposed to leave the hotel. However, the bus stopped too long at the side of the road. A police came and start scolding the bus driver. The bus driver and the policeman quarreled for nearly 30 minutes, and more and more policeman came. Same as local, you know what the policeman want lar. After the 30 minutes quarrel, the bus driver gave the policeman his driving license, however, the policeman don't want. He said the bus driver got attitude problem. So they pushed him to another side of the road which we can't see. We waited for another 15 minutes for a new driver to come. We were one hour late by then.

The tour guide sound like blaming us for that. However we were not late, is the bus driver and the tour guide not smart enough. If you know you can't stop the bus there for too long, go make a turn first lar.. by the way, customer should be always right.

The tour guide in Hanoi is not a good one, reminder should be given before the incident happened. She always did after it happened. One of the worst tour guide we ever had. Haha.. the tour guide in Ho Chih Min called her and lectured her I think. If I'm not mistaken, she is actually not the tour guide of the company, is a replacement. No wonder lo.. cause the Cambodia and Ho Chih Min tour guide are good. and very informative.

The air pollution in Hanoi is quite bad. Although the tour guide said is always like that, and it is mist not haze, I believe in my nose. It is haze. The sky in Hanoi is always grey, didn't really like Hanoi trip. The sky in Cambodia is really blue and the air is better, just a bit too hot. Cambodia is very beautiful , especially the Angkor Wat. Ho Chih Min air is okay too, consider quite blue. Just that the traffic is even worse than Hanoi.

How to cross the road???

Can you guess what is this??
It is the thing their ancestor pray at... of some religion.
It represents the female and male sexual organ.
kind of weird.

Some photos of Angkor Wat.

A family in my trip is one of the reason which make me a bit unhappy. They just can't listen to instruction. People said cannot touch, he purposely touched more.. cannot sit.. he also sat down. Ei, please lar.. that one is the royal family people sit one.. don't so thick face lar. That family think they are very great.. bull shit lar.. Accountant only mar.. No wonder so calculative. When eat buffet, they eat triple or should I said quadruplet of normal people.. They can sit from the start till the end.. eat non-stop. and every time the plate is like a hill. Even my grandpa who is very quiet also very "impressed". They think they paid for it so have to eat as much as they can. Look at their tummy, not I curse people, is I really think they going to get health problem. They are younger than my parents, but look at that 2 persons tummy.. I'll say, did both of you get pregnant of 8 months? They are other stuff as well, and I'm not the only one who realize of this uncivilized and super me'sia sui' kan and 'memalukan' family, is everyone who joined the trip lo. I feel ashamed for this type of people, ashamed that they are Malaysian. Their attitude is like they are from kampung.

They cut queue whenever they can, during check-in, queue up for buffet, whenver and what ever lar.. Super thick face lo. My sibling and I are cheese cake fans, so we bought cake whenever we see it. You know what?? They actually asked for it you know.. Why we got cake , you don't have?? Go buy yourself lar.. Shit them.. Since they asked, and is my little cousin having it.. my little cousin didn't say no. he small kid, don't know how to say no. They will just take advantage on you whenever they can. They made themselves sound like they know a lot, the truth is they are just some nonsense.. some joke.. the father.. that old man.. ( 4 of them) is a headmaster. My goodness.. headmaster??? No one believe on it.

They even forget the child, they bought stuff for themselves( cheaplak stuff lar). And showed off what they bought.. till the minutes we stepped in KLIA only they realized they didn't buy anything for the kids. So they left the group to buy which cause trouble later. However, at the end, they end up buying perfume for themselves instead toys for their kids. Poor their kids.

When it come to the handicap people's made art, they didn't buy anything. cause is real expensive. However, just so coincidence. My siblings , cousins and I spotted one art. really beautiful.. we just can't resist it. We bought it. This time, they just kept quiet and rushed us. blek.. people with no sense...

Yea, I know. I'm bad.. I admit, I look down on them. If you are a cleaner with low paid but good attitude, I'll respect you. Even you are millionaire, with such stupid arrogant idiotic childish attitude, to me , you are such a fool. Don't they learn moral value ??

I'm just back from Vietnam.. will post about it soon.. give me some time.
( I lazy ni)

miss my darings.. hehe..
love ya darlings..

update about me

I was in Cameron Highland when I knew my result. My sis checked for me at Selangor and called me. She was trying to fool me by saying the internet is down again. la~~~ Result consider okay lo.. 2 HD n 2 D. HD for structures and electrical, is just a very" ngam ngam hor " HD, 84 for structures, and 80 for electrical. Didn't expect electrical to get HD.. As the others always said, my HD, "kai dou " one.

I drove half way of the highway on the journey. hehe.. cause my cousin was sick, so I helped to drive from Rawang to Tapah lo.. of course I'm a safe driver. :p She set a speed limit for me.. " No more than 100km/h" Okay lo.. After first few minutes, she fall asleep.. haha. of course I stay below the speed limit she gave lo.. Or not... I won't have 2nd chance next time.

I had had my hair cut few days ago, before I went Cameron. Is kind of short.. "Bob" style wor.. my mom said suite me, so I cut lo.. Normally I have no comment on this kind of stuff. My elder sis said I'm a china doll now ( zhong guo wa wa). My younger sis said I'm a small kid. Even the clothes I bought today... is kind of "cute" . My brother said.. "sis, you look like a kid".. "Ya, I know. I'm a 10 years old kid now. Satisfied?"

My brother got quite good fashion sense than me.. he saw one high heels... not bad.. I tried, quite comfortable and nice. However, is the last pair. Don't have my size d.. sob...I need one for the wedding dinner ler.. sigh...

Jumping up and down.. aikz.. I still got "love letter" need to write. haha.. crack my head also can't start it.. wait lar har... my darling.