Sunday, May 22, 2005

我又哭了…

我又哭了…
我曾经以为我是真的好了…不会再想念… 不会再后悔…
但就在夜深人静的时候…
我的眼泪决堤了….
看着别人的故事.. 我的心在痛… 眼泪一直滑落..
曾经我沉浸在恋爱的甜蜜里…
当我的心对于平淡的一切开始厌烦的时候…
我以为我不再爱他了….
我说出了那句话…
伤了他的心… 也在不知不觉中伤了自己
我后悔了… 但已无路可退
我开始寻找疗伤的方法…
当眼泪滑落的时候…
疗伤的方法就被宣告无效…
试了一次又一次…
当我以为我找到了方法的时候…
我又被自己的眼泪给推翻了…
我才发现麻痹药的期限已过…
我又得去感受那令人难受的感觉…
我的心告诉我..
我不是为了那些毫无关系的角色哭泣…
我是在难过…
我的感觉他永远不会明白..更不会了解..
因为他读不懂我的言语…
我很感激我的好友…
VV, 3cinreb, Aby,Stephen,my hengdai, Jacky… n tailo
谢谢你们一直在我身边…
我会好起来的…
我一定会的…
谢谢你们!!!

9 comments:

Fantasizer said...

i can guess or other words understand how u feel now..i'd experienced da same feelin before..look at me now..im fine after all..i noe u can do it but nit some time rite? yea i noe it..jus make urself comfortable..stuff urself wif sumthin den u'll eventually forget dat person..itz really works! =) or when all of us r out of sch..u'll forget as day pass..trust me..yea u can..remember frenz r alwiz here to support u no matter thing goes right or wrong to u.. u can cry for now as itz normal for ppl who feelin bad inside..nth wrong~ but don overdoin it as might hurt ur health..don tell me u prefer ur eyes to b thick n red in colour ony look pretty? hehe take carez ya..huGzZ!

luv,[V]

chin ying said...

Thx vv.. i really thx u.. coz in this sad moment u r the special one who always guide me...
i really very happy coz hav u as my fren...
especially when i m sad .. i always c u bside me..
Thx...

3cinr3b said...

其实他看不懂我们的语言也好,至少他不会明白。 =)

因为他明白了又能怎么样呢? 你是个非常坚强的人。 我相信这小小的挫折只会让
你更长大些。事情不能改变就往好处想吧。

我知道我没有权力告诉你一切都会成为过去,一切风平浪静后就不会有事,因为我
什么都没经历过,什么都不是。所以我不会告诉你那些废话了。

你心里多么痛苦我可能永远都领悟不到,可是我只能告诉你,向前看吧,至少你曾
经拥有过。那些美丽的回忆是谁都夺不掉的。往事不能谏,来者犹可追。说不定这
次是一个教训,说不定前面还有更美丽的花等待你去欣赏。到时你就不会因为小错
误而再次失去。到时你就会知道该怎么做了 =)

Fantasizer said...

yea i agreed wif [B]..altho it was jus a short period..but who noes?
da lil moment could b a happiest moment in ur life..
u shud appreciate uve dat sweet moment before n remain forever in ur mind..=) nth can change da past even god..
He has created it n wont change for ony u..
coz not ony u hav to experience dis..
dis might b an obstacle for u..
god might wan to examine u..u nit to b strong to go over it..
wat comes around goes around..u cant handle n remain everythin same forever..coz everyone is not perfect..
certain things might jus slide off wihtout ur notice..
when u realize ony regret..but it could b a lesson for u..
u learn from it n b cautious when face da same prob again..
i noe alot of things cant jus b explain thru words..
uve to experience urself ony u can feel how ppl felt..
watever it is..u guys r still frenz rite? sumtimes..not necessary b couple ony everythin will b nice n wonderful..remain best frenz will do better..
so try to think from da positive sides..
don let a small lil obstacle block ur way to achieve ur dreams..
frenz can ony guide or support u..u still hav to stand up by urself..
so do take care ya dude..=)

luv,[V]

Kevin Tan said...

hurm...anyone mind to translate the chinese words for me? -.^"...

chin ying said...

HAha... yoyo... i translate to u d lor... don't come n ask again.. kill u wan...
bout bf .. no need to search for me lar... i tell u .. i will b ok soon... k? just blieve me... i blieve i can do it...just need some time...
Thx for all ur comment...
Mayb u just leave a small n short messages for me...
but i really appreciate ...
is a support to me... to make me stand up again..
Thx u guys.. thx to all of u...

chin ying said...

hahaha... flare... if u face this type of problem..u find me i oso can only b ur listener.. coz i myself oso in this type of problem.. how i help u ler???
hahha...i din cry d lar.. thx...
flare.. although u just wrote a short messages for me.. it is a great support for me.. thx...

冰冰-ping said...

aiks...my computer cannot read chinese word...but with the comment over there...i think i know wat had chin ying have said...err..i just want to tell u..chin ying dun be not happy...err..u still got frens..remember u got many many ppl support u....we all will always stand at ur side..so...must happy always...!!!okie..

chin ying said...

I will always b happy..coz i noe i still got u guys always bside me..
thx