Tag

The Rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve tagged, and to read your blog.

• I always have days that I feel my spirit is really low. I don't feel like going to uni, don't feel like talking, don't feel like doing anything. Even when I'm in uni, I feel like hiding myself in a corner. I just won't get interested in anything on that day. Can't really show any other expression on my face on those days. And most of the time, I will feel like calling bro or sis and just listen to them. I have not do this before because I have nothing to say actually, just want to listen to them. And on those days, I will just hope time fly faster, so that I can hide myself at home.
  
• I have very bad tempered.Instead should I said I am weird sometime? Sometime I realize I angry with some stupid stuff that if other people know, they will just say I too sensitive. However, when some stuff that people are angry with, I think is not a big deal.
  
• Actually, I very lazy to use cleanser to wash my face. I can't even remember the last time I do mask on my face or use conditioner.
  
• My secondary friends are my support. In uni now, most of the friends, they are not in my heart yet. Is like.. hmm.. they just some people walk pass only. I shouldn't have bother much. And is more tiring about friendship in uni. My secondary school friends just stay in my heart no matter where I go.
  
• I trust people very easily. However if u lost my trust once, u might take a while to gain back it. Sometime never. It depends.
  
• I am a crying baby. However, I don't cry in public except cinema. No matter what. Haha. I also don't know why.
  
• I feel guilty if I don't prepare for my exam. Super guilty.
• I like to talk to my doggie. I know it can't answer me. I feel that he understand what I talking.
  

Tag again. Haihz~ Most of them did before d lo.. Still the same. U want to do then do lo.

tag

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don’t read the questions before you write, and tag 5 ppl to do the survey.

1. Stephen
2. Wee Ping
3. Bernice
4. Yew Siong
5. Daniel
6. Jonathan
7. Jacky
8. Su
   
9. Jacq
10. Su yin
11. CT
12. Siu
13. Beatrice
14. Rachel Au
15. Kevin
    
16. Wai ping
17. James
18. Wen jun
19. Elaine
20. Patric

1) How did you meet 14? (Rachel Au)

In secondary school. Can't remember the detail.

2) What would you do if you haven’t met no. 1? (Stephen)

Er.. Life won't make much different??? Haha.. no la. Will be different without this fellow. Cause he is my bro. Help me a lot. Maybe I will be different, not so happy n optimistic. Hmmm.. la~ don't know lar.. can't imagine.

3) What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?(Patric and Jacq)

Both also so kiddy. Will be like looking at 2 kids playing lo.. I will kill Patric maybe.. cause Jacq is my darling lo.

4) Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Jonathan and James)

Gosh! U must b kidding.. 2 gays.. If both also just joking, they might act well. But if true, Cheryl will kill Jonathan lo.

5) Describe no.3. (Bernice)

Very smart, haha. but very careless as well. Very straight forward person. Know what she want, going after her dream. Others think she talk very fast, I don't think so.. haha. maybe because sometime I talk fast too.

6) Do you think no 8 is attractive? (Su)

Su is very cute instead of attractive.

7) Tell me about no. 7.(Jacky)

He studied chemical engineering. Stay in Singapore. He just like a big bro of mine, always give me advise on what should I do. Good listener.

8 ) Do you know anything bout no.12’s family?(Siu)

2 elder sister, and one younger bro. Very close family relationship.

9) What is no 8’s favourite?(Su)

Hmmm.. Comic! Prince of Tennis , ryoma n tezuka. Novel. haha. and the some secret i shouldn't say.

10) What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?(CT)

haha. I will hug her lo.. Cause she is my SISTER. I mean my really own sister.

11) What language does 15 speak? (Kevin)

English, Malay, Cantonese and Mandarin are getting better.

12) Who is 9 going out with?(Jacq)

Hmm.. she is still single.. so go out also with one big geng of us.

13) How old is 16 now?(Wai ping)

19.

14) When was the last time you talked to 13?(Beatrice)

Long time ago, nearly 2 years. cause she already in New Zealand.

15) No. 2’s fav singer?(Wee Ping)

Er.. I not sure. 'zhai zhai, zhou yu ming'??? I know she like Korean songs.

16) Would you date no.18 ?(Wen Jun)

Hmm.. dunno.

17) Would you date 7?(Jacky)

Won't I guess.. cause he so far away.

18) Is 15 single?(Kevin)

haha.. nope... hope it doesn't break ur heart.

19) What’s 10’s last name? (Su yin)

Yin.

20) Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?(CT)

This is stupid.. she is my SIS lo.

21)What school does 3 go to?(Bernice)

Er... University College Dublin..

22)Where does 6 live?(Jonathan)

PJ. i guess.

23) What’s your fav thing bout 5?(Daniel)

Gentleman.. I can't find gentleman in uni yet. sad

Shit! I dunno who to tag. Most of them also kena tagged d..

So.. haha.. u want to do the tag then do lo...

happiness of life

Yesterday mooncake festival, went back to grandpa's house.. a MUST!!! Get to meet some of the relatives.

That baby girl.. my little cousin, still afraid of stranger ( which is me n my family).. okay lar, now a BIT better. At least she don't cry when she 1st look at us. Another 3 getting very naughty, kids are always naughty. got one actually tried to take something off me without asking. haha.. Of coz as cousin, i won't let her go so easily. I guide her to ask permission and say thanks. Coz she always been rude, my parents have been complaining about her rudeness. All my little cousins are very pretty girl. Of coz i hope they have beauty inside too.

One of my cousin was quite late.. around 11pm only reached, very busy with work. He is an engineer.. hehe.. graduate from Monash Malaysia. Yesterday I just knew that few of my tutors are friends of his.. such as material, computing tutors. and the owner of the mix rice in the cafe ( the one behind 1901) is also his friend. Phew~ lucky his friends all don't know me. A not if I do something wrong, they go report to him.. I die.. Coz my cousin all very close with my mom..

Ping already sick for nearly one week. Poor her, must be really serious her sore throat. Since she is sick, and need more rest. I didn't go find her. The thing I should do during holiday.. eh.. With my computer always on in front of me. As 3cinr3b said, the computer really very distracting. I always ended up checking blog, playing games, reading comic.. Gone!

Till now i only did part of my online test, only plotted the graph for corrosion test, study corrosion for material. (really little right?)

Still enjoying holiday~ with this holiday, i manage to chat with Su, Esther, and turtle.. I have not contact with Esther and turtle for ages. haha.. really glad that we manage to chat. with Su, we just crap some stuff which we will never say it in uni.. haha.. can imagine 2 gals chatting about leng chai in msn till midnight?? Of coz we not talking about leng chai in our uni.. (coz actually no leng chai in our uni) So sad case right? So we actually talking about leng chai of comic and some crap lar..

red-box

Last Saturday, the 1st day of holiday. I went red-box with my friends. Those girls are really crazy fellow of singing. We had lots of fun. haha. .and we definitely going there again. Coz we have a birthday to celebrate soon.

I just check out ejing's blog and realize we have the same thought. When we were singing Avril Lavigne "when you're gone", I was thinking about 3cinr3b, we sang the same song in Neway too. I felt sad.

When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

Grabbed from Ejing

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holiday

Holiday~~~Although only one week. Definitely need it. Hmmm...
Let see what I HAVE to do in this holiday.

1. Online test for material
due on 4th October(Melbourne time).Should submit on 3th of October. Need to study material to do this.

2. Design material
Excel work. Damn tedious, need to choose the most optimize shape. Search for suitable materials. I tried to use MATLAB, think i still not good at it. Failed to run the file i wrote.

3. Corrosion Report
Although Sir has been very kind and delayed the due date to week 12. I guess i shouldn't wait till that time.

4. Project 3 of structure
Gosh! Bridge again. Have been facing bridges project so many times. 1st time, design and do calculation. 2nd time, did a newspaper bridge. This time.. bridge again.. boring..

Things that i SHOULD do:

1. Study material.
If don't study, can't do the things above.

2. Study MATLAB.
Crazy test is on 6th of October. No failing allowed!!!

3. Study electrical .
Stupid crap that I think my 2 tests also gone d. I have to score on my final which is 70%. The failing rate of this unit is as high as 46%. I don't wan to be the 46%.

4. Study structure.
The monotones lecturer is back. I have been sleeping in his lectures, guess need to study a bit.

5. Do the past year paper of MATLAB,
don wanna fail the test.

6. Do the paper gave by Mark.
Mark is a nice tutor. Don't waste is his hard work.

7. Read finish Jeffrey Archer book.
so that can return to Su as soon as possible.

Things i WANT to do:

1. Read finish Kindaichi comic online.. I don't wan to wait for Jon. He read so slow.
2. Chat with friends. esp. those who i nvr contact for long.
3. Go yum cha with friends.
4. Go Ping's house to chat wit her.
5. Play piano till i get bored with it.
6. Watched 1 Litre of Tears again.( downloading again)
7. Play puzzle.. addicted with puzzle of facebook.

Most important. recharged myself & get rid of the irritating feel about that human.

Now is just beginning of my 1 week mid semester break. Let's see by the end of the holiday. How many task I can finish it. Hopefully all. hehe. .(greedy )

Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?




Final Fantasy VII

九型人格分析

第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 13%
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 13%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 12%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 12%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 11%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 11%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 10%
第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 10%
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 8%

我的九型人格分析？

Evil me?

Not really feeling great. I was always warned by my good friend before, however I always believe that we should trust the others. However my life just proved me wrong and I'm lost. I don't know what should I do.

Mad and angry are first come to me when I encountered such problem. I feel like doing the same thing to them and leave them with their mess. Trying to be inconsiderate, selfish. However, when I think again from their shoes. If I'm in the situation, and is really desperate, I would really need those helps. However, they have not show those helps I need before even though I need it. Maybe I should not think too much. Maybe I'm too sensitive about my intuition. Although I'm weird and my intuition is more 'evil', normally my intuition is correct.Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so mess up! Is this my 'evil me' thinking bad about people again, or is it really true about those people?

Human in this world is super complicated. Super evil and tremendously 'leceh'. Maybe I shouldn't think too perfectly about human. I always forget, I have an 'evil me' inside, although it rarely appear, it doesn't mean others people 'evil me' never turn up often. Maybe I shouldn't trust them so much.

Conclusion, my 'bro's and my secondary school friends are the best. I have not face such problem before with them. That's why I never stop missing my secondary school, always feeling desperate to contact with them, feeling sad whenever remember our past.

And of coz they are exception in the current situation group, my 2 'darling's are always so innocent. I guess that's the reason I love them so much.

rainy

"STUPID PEOPLE"

The new campus really very stupidly LOUSY!!! Not only the physical structure ,but also the stupid policy.

I think is not appropriate to mention where am i studying now. But as i mention, u can guess if u don't know. Stupidly, the building i study is the 2nd phase which mean is just finish built before this new semester. And you know what happen????

After 1st few weeks, water leaking in the toilet's'. Toilet 'rosak'. One of the worst i heard, while a tutor was tutoring, a piece of 'ceiling'( a piece of board stuff) nearly fall on him. what the heck right???

This week , is just approximately 1 weeks after official launch. Guess what?? Flood!!! Where??? Computer lab on third floor according to tutor. Early in the morning, when i stepped into the library, why is the carpet all wet??? flood...

Sien right??? Who ever the 'smart' architect or engineer is this.

As i mention in the previous post. I am sick and quite a number of my classmates too. And so bad luck, when i finish class today. It was raining very heavily.. If sunny day, the security don't let the cars to come in i understand lar.. but is raining so heavily. and they guards still don't allow cars to come in and pick or drop us. What the heck??? And the 'smart' architect or engineer is so damn inconsiderate, there are no way u can get out of this uni without getting wet if is a rainy day if the car is not allow to drive in. Even from one building to another in the campus itself, u also can get wet. coz the architect or engineer is just too 'smart' to only consider his 'beautiful & stylist' design without considering what a student really want.

Crap right?? Hate this stupid stuff.. sometimes human are just so stupid. And according to my progress, i can get well by tomorrow. After get rained in this evening, I think the possibility just reduced and I not feeling well now. Shit them! I was energetic back in the morning and now I'm sick back and sleepy.

STUPID SCHOOL , the foyer is not for you to welcome your precious guest or whatever high level officer. And what's wrong by letting the car in while u have no PM nor any u so called precious Very Important P.. is in the uni at that time.

Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.

"romantic"

"" Romantic""

Walking under the rain sound very romantic right???

Oh yea.. and yes.. on Monday, when we were walking back to the uni, it started to rain. Since is not heavy, just walk lar... A not we will be late for class. And i drank so many hot tea for the past few days.. And shit things.. I still fall sick.

Before this I was teasing JY that she watched 'secret' too touch.. So she fall sick.. However by Tuesday night, I start to feel a bit sick.. So i realize that what is common about us.. We did something so called 'romantic' on Monday... walking under the rain.

There are 4 of us, how come only 2 of us sick.. haihz.. sob sob.. this few weeks hectic weeks some more.. :(

Pray Pray.. I will heal by tomorrow.Flu, please don't come n find me. I don't want to get sleepy in the test tomorrow. Fever too, I already settled u.. don't come n find me.. I don't miss u at all..

Heaven???

We were told that good people always die early, cause God want him to enjoy in the heaven. Therefore take him away earlier.

I don't believe in any God. To me, heaven sound like a bored place. Our life now is meaningful, more happy because there is sad to show the contrast. That's like u can't have only bright without the darkness. There are difficulties in life, only then we feel satisfied and great when we overcome it. Without all the pain, nothing is gain, nothing is worth to be cheer of.

If everything is so perfect in this world, there will be less love and care. Only with the existence of the poor and needy, we can show our helping hands. If not, there are no used of your hands.

There are still love in this world,
more caring, more smiles and of course the pain...
Thus....

Living in this world as a human, is the best thing of the world.

Engineer with accountant mind????

This morning, finally received her sms. She already reached and get her irish phone number. Glad to hear from her. will reply later, a not might wake her up from her beauty sleep.

As usual, Friday is the day to get crazy. People in material lab/tute, still that sarcastic and dramatic.. N laughter always there.. That's normal for Friday.

We had revision for material lecture, which is bored. There are nothing much we can revise. Since only few new topics, others we were forced to learn them up for the past assignment. So we realise all the bored lecturers are coming back for lectures.. Sigh~ Can we skip classes???

So we started to calculate how much one lecture worth. We paid RM 16714.92 for one semester. One semester consists of 13 weeks only. And for a student who take material as elective, we have 21 hours of lectures, labs or tutorial per week. One hour of lecture actually costs us RM 61.23, so every minute u late for ur class, u are actually wasting approximately RM 1 per minutes.. That's like RM 0.02 per second..
(This sound like going to meet a lawyer, who charged for every minutes u consult him.)

After analysed, i gave up the thought of skip classes.. and will never ever be late for class when every second count..

And we do sound like accountant.. lolx... haha... But of coz we are future ENGINEER with business mind.

In this reality world, money does matter.

missing u

She left , she cried and still we worry about her.
I'm missing her now.

Yesterday, after she left i was not in a good mood although i didn't cry. ( I don't cry in public)
Thanks lar 'bro's.. i know u guys were worried and trying to cheer us up. but not in the mood to do so.. i just want some silent moments. Thanks for fetching us.

Just read her blog.. (stupid streamyx.... my house can't connect to internet again)
I guess is a bad idea to do so in the uni.. I nearly cry in the library.. So what i did was, read one paragraph.. go do something else.. go chit chat n then came back.. continue read.. just to prevent myself from crying in the public..

Yesterday night , when we were on the way back, actually i'm glad u din call me.. coz i don wan to cry on the day u leave.

I know u can do well there. Love u~ Missing u
Take care..

I'm going to miss u

I am a very lazy blogger.. today, no matter what, i have to post this up. This is about a good friend of mine.

3cinr3b is leaving to Ireland.. and when i knew the exact date, it only left less than 2 weeks. Although busy with mid term exam and everything, i still feel like doing her something before she leave. We came up with a surprise for her. After this and that... we did have fun and appreciate every moment of having her before she leave.

On that 2 days, i always nearly cry.. but i didn't.. i kept telling myself.. gal, she just going for 2 n a half year.. not that she's not coming back. May be i am just too emo.. Reading her blog , all of the memories just pop up.. We really been through a lot of stuff together.

Actually after nearly 2 years of leaving secondary school, i realize something. Ping and U just can't be replaced by anyone. No one gonna know me like u two do. Never ever.
And of coz.. the bunch of us that always play together, for every up and down we been through.

I never say this before to u gals, but I really love u all. I wish 3cinr3b will have fun in Ireland and do well in her study. I know u can do it!!! Love ya~ and i'm so gonna miss u.