Niece

I got 3 niece in Kuantan. ( I think so :p) And they are so cool!!!!

I didn't go Kuantan, and from what I heard from my mom, they are just so cute.
You know, wedding dinner.. sure got this section which is to take the family photo. And it took quite long. The youngest niece, around 3 years old maybe. She just can't wait anymore, she walked down the stage alone. ( So geng right??? She is so cool and cute!!) She is not angry actually, when is really time, her dad ( my cousin) went to ask her to go on the stage. She just went up. According to my mom, she was not angry. I am thinking is her way to protest. la~ she so cute~ 3 years old only ler.. already can act on her own.

Another one, the eldest .. my mom said is 6 years old, but she said is standard 1.. I guess is going to be 7 years old then. She actually told her parents that, " Dad, mom, I think my BM is not good. Can I go for tuition??" Wow! right??? she just standard 1 ler. and she know what she want. My nieces very smart right????

According to my mom, they behave much more better than the devils in my grandpa house. Oh ya, I got this 4 cousins.. similar age as the one in Kuantan. But them.. haihz.. devils lo I will say. those in Kuantan also will fight and quarrel... they still kids mar. However, when they walk out from the house, they know how to behave themselves. That's the different between them and the devils.

And then.. got this weird little niece in Kuantan who refuse to wear skirt or dress.. haha.. weird right??? But they are so cool.

Distracted Saturday morning

"Today" slept at 4.30am.. I was still showing off that I can sleep till noon.. However, things just ain't go well.

6 or 7 am.. Mom came and wake sister up. That younger sister like to mumble, like an "ah ma" like that. I woke up.. scolded her :p.. Another 30 minutes later, mom came in again.. She said smth... I forgotten. Crap~ Finally get to sleep.. "Ring ring.... Ring ring.. "
Sui lar~~~~ Who call in such an early morning??? Picked up the phone

"Hello. "
" HALLO..."
"Hello???"
"HALLO"..
"Ah Ma??"
"ah ying ar??? lu pa pa yi rang chu lai be (Hokkien: is your dad they all out yet??)
" chu ki liao."(went out d)
"lai ah gong chu liao si mi si??"( Come to grandpa house d izit?)
"hmmm...."(yes)
"kam sia"(thanks)
"bye bye"
"bye bye"

Check the time, is only8.30am.. yawn** Can I continue sleep now???
Finally.. but this time.. I can't sleep d.. haihz..

Not only sleep get distracted.. Play game also get distracted..
Was playing flash game...... ( no pause available)

"Ring ring.. Ring ring.. "
What the heck this morning so many phone call????!!!
"halo, may I speak to mei pls???" ( Mei is my younger sis)
"She not in."
"okay."
"bye"

Sigh~ my game lost lo...

2 minutes later...

Still playing flash game....
"Ring ring.. Ring ring..."
WTH is happening in this morning????!!!
Crap~ Can I don't go pick up??? I waited for few seconds before I get up the phone this time.
"Halo, may I speak to Mei pls"
"She not in."
"Do you have Madam Cheong( my neighbour) no.?"
( I was having evil thought to say no, cause my hp is quite far away.)
"Okay. Please hold on."
"01x-xxxxxxxx"
"okay. Thanks." ( I don't rmb she say thanks a not actually, i think she didnt' lo)
"bye"

The last call must be the mom of the girl before lar.. One thing I realize about now a day kids. Cause I always answer phone, and most of the time my bro or sis is not in. When I said they are not in. Those kids just hang up the phone.. Hey!! Please.. did you learn moral??? As I know, you kids learn "pendidikan sivik" somemore. Another extra moral class you have than our time, how can you be so rude??? Can you please at least say 'okay, thanks you. Bye" or "okay".. Especially the 'Bye'. Is it so hard to pronounce it???

Even my grandma also will know how to say thanks on the phone to me and say bye bye cause I answered the phone. Is you kids so stupid??? You kids have more education than my grandma. ( Not sure she even really had been educated)

Birthday

My younger sister always envy kids who can hold their birthday party because we never hold our own birthday party before. There is a reason behind it.

Everyone know this, the day that we are born is the day our mom suffer. On your birthday, why should your mom wish you? Or busy like hell just to make sure you and your friends enjoy your birthday party? and who is the one clean up the mess after the party??? YOUR MOM.

Mostly this apply to now a day kid. I don't think we still throw birthday party at home in our age. Normally is our friends celebrate for us. That's okay. I find that when friends celebrate birthday, is like showing how important you are to your friends. Of coz it actually show the friendship between us. Celebrating birthday is like a Fun in our life among friends, of coz is good for our friendship too. Just don't ask for your parents to hold a party for you because is your BIRTHDAY.

On your birthday, you should be thankful your mom has the courage to overcome the fear and suffer to born you. You should thanks her. You know the "Broke back Mountain " director , Lee Ann??? Every year he will kneel down and thanks his mom on his birthday, same apply to his brother.

Be thankful on your birthday.

CHIN YING

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G

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C

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Better this way??? haha. cause graceful don't suite me right?
This is from facebook, mine is consider normal. some people one, is just too funny to mention.

blur blur**

In the library now.. :p

Computing exam??? SUX
During reading time, first page.. hmmm.. quite okay.. got some don't know what they talking. Next, hmm.. should be can do.. slowly as it goes.. What the heck is this shit??? Did I learn this before?

Even the Newton Raphson which I thought can score one.. sweat*** why the question so different from all the past year paper one???

Are they fooling us???

Shit lo.. But can pass kua..

Die...

Study lar..

If you read this........

Actually got something funny to blog about.. but then................... my darling said, if I dare to post about it, she is not my darling anymore.. :'( Can't afford to lose her.. so sorry lo... No post about it.

Ya , I know, I'm suppose to study now. But how about YOU??? haha... what are you suppose to be doing other than reading this crap post. lolx.

Oh ya, just another words more. DON'T BULLY MY DARLING LA!!!

You people damn evil, always bully her. See her so innocence look also still can bully. tsk tsk tsk..
I really kesian the pet that you rear lo.. must be very kesian punya. My darling so cute , pretty, innocence.. also you can bully.. haihz.. Although I understand why you bully her, don't do it too often la.. especially about something that's not true..

lol.. stop by here.. hehe. I know... is crap.. the whole post is a crap.. la~~~~~

Study lo~

Good luck those who are taking exam with me .. hehe. ya.. only with me one.. :p
Now, cross your fingers and pray ..

** Please bear with the crazy me during exam period **

My dad

My dad is a very typical conservative daddy. You know those son is more important that daughter type??? Ya. He is those type. I won't deny that he love all of us, just that he definitely take care of his son more. When he asked you to do stuff, normally is those boss asking the worker do work attitude. with the serious face and commanding tone.

However, recently he changed. Is hard for a person to change, especially people stubborn like my dad. Now a day, when he asked us to do work, he will ask nicely. "girl, are you busy right now? Can you do this for me later? I need it by tomorrow, so no hurry. You can finish your work first. If you are really busy, is okay. " Shock! That's what I feel.

Another thing is my dad never really show care for my elder sis and my academic, cause ours is consider okay. Ya. get no. 1 also he won't praise you one, I don't remember my dad praise me or my sis for scoring straight A's . Not for UPSR, not for PMR, not for SPM. He never take report card for both of us before also. I still remember mom asked him to take report card for me before when I was standard 2 cause I was the first for the whole standard 2. He didn't appear, mom did. However, he did took my younger sis report card before. Now think of it, a bit jealous. Maybe if I know that if I do poorly in exam, dad will come and take my report card, I might have done stupid stuff.

We used to think my dad don't really care for our future. My dad used to say, girls go study business can d. However, he actually care for us. My sister always stay up late whenever got test. He actually told mom that, if study is so difficult, maybe ask my sister to change her course.

This Saturday, we are suppose to attend my cousin's wedding dinner at Kuantan. At first I told them I not going anywhere, is my exam period. My mom told dad about it. ( Normally is we tell mom, mom tell dad ) Dad is worry that I'm home alone. Ya, they still treat me like a kid. You know what my dad said??? He said, "She so smart d, is okay to go out 2 days to relax." I not sure my dad praise me before when I was a baby or kid. However, from my memory, this is the first time my dad praise me.

*I'm not trying to show off. Just happy and touched*

pig

OH great!!! Chin Ying just turn into a pig!

Now is 2.05pm, and chin ying just woke up 20 minutes ago. Yes is "pm" not "am". She already sleep for 11 hours. Oh shit!

So the "18 years old" chin ying and "small girl" chin ying pop up again.
"18 years old" chin ying:" You see! Lucky that day you din stay up whole night, now stay up until 3 am also you cannot wake up d. You sleep more hours than usual.."

"small girl" chin ying:"....................." (speechless)

The end..

Poet, philosopher, scientist and buinessman

Read this in a book and find it meaningful.

我曾经看过一则文学寓言， 当混浊初开的时候，世界上只有四种人，也就是诗人，哲学家，科学家和商人。

诗人感叹地说：“ 这个世界正是太美了！”
哲学家讲：“上帝为什么要创造这个世界呢”
科学家想：“这个世界到底是怎么造的”
商人则说：“我真希望能拥有这一切。”

接着诗人作了一首诗，
哲学家看了讲：“我终于知道上帝为什么要创造万物了！”
科学家看了说：“ 这真是一首严谨的作品！”
商人则高兴地讲：”这首诗如果印成书出版该多好！”

由这个故事可以知道：
同一件事给予每个人的感觉是大不相同的，而人类的文化不也就靠着他们的创造，思想，分析，推展而日益进步吗

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

When this world just been created, there are only 4 types of people. The poet, philosopher, scientist and businessman.

Poet:" This world is really beautiful!"
Philosopher:" Why God create this world?"
Scientist:" How this world is being created?"
Businessman:" I wish I can own all of this."

After that, the poet wrote a poem. After reading the poem,
Philosopher said:" Finally I understand why God create all this!"
Scientist:"The structure of this poem is really neat."
Businessman:" How great if this poem can be published as book!"

From this story, we can know that although is the same thing, however it gives different feelings to different people. Therefore, isn't culture of human is improving due to human creation, thinking, analysis and publicity ?

( 螢窗小語選集, 劉墉,2004)
Translation by chin ying :p

This thing happen everyday in our life, because everyone has different character in their life. Sometime, we should think from different angle of views. Everything has their pro and con.

conversation ~creepy

"small girl" chin ying who has not appear for long, she want to stay awake tonight.

"small girl" chin ying: " Let's stay awake tonight! Tomorrow go to university straight. "
She wants to be naughty.

"18 years old" chin ying said: " No! If you don't sleep now, tomorrow you can't concentrate on your study even you stay in the library."

"small girl" chin ying:" But I want to be naughty! I want attention!!! Please let me study and online till next day morning."

"18 years old" chin ying: " Nope! Tomorrow you will be exhausted. Later you will become pig like someone (:P) . You will need another day of sleep to recover. Furthermore, the attention you want from will 99.99% won't happen."

"small girl" chin ying is sad cause she lose.

In the end the "18 years old" chin ying decided to sleep at 3am and wake up at 7am.
Will this really happen? Find out whether chin ying has her panda eyes on tomorrow, you will get the answer.

*Willy find it creepy*
*Willy said, should go to sleep NOW*

** Willy is my friend, NOT bf!!! Don't misunderstand! Just that so coincidence I chatted with him this 'early' in the morning.

exam

Final examination start next week.. However I really don't get the mood, study in the library only can concentrate. Haihz..

Just a reminder to myself.

CHIN YING, your exam is coming! Is NEXT WEEK! Not next month!

ENG 1060 Computing for Engineers
25th of October (Thursday)
8.30am

ENG 1030 Electrical Systems
2nd of November (Friday)
1.30pm

ENG 1050 Engineering Materials
6th of November (Tuesday)
1.30pm

ENG 1020 Engineering Structures
9th of November(Friday)
8.30am

:P

You know where this thing appeared???? Is on my test paper....
Where got people mark paper still draw such stuff one???
See also know is Mark work lo..

Haha.. but I like that he gave comment on our total mark there. :)
compare to others with nothing.. feel better..

and another thing is his marking not so strict as the lecturer or another tutor..

Phew~ should be glad about that.

haha. but he shouldn't advertise for digi lo.

I think I need you right now.

Your hug,

your smile,

your voice.

I miss you.

Support me!!!

Please support me on FIGHTER CLUB against Jon!

Although I'm the one who picked on the fight, is not me who want it. Coz Jon bully me.

Jon has been threatening me that he will attack my kingdom in Warbook badly. According to him, he will start attack tomorrow. :( After that, he said wan to pick on a fight with me during exam period so that I won't notice. Evil right???

So I said be fair and fight now, so I picked on a fight with him. The fight is for 2 days, so it will end on Wednesday evening, support me okay????

Thanks ya~

precious books

Wee~~~ I'm so happy!!! :) Although I'm not feeling well in the morning, I'm very happy now.

Haha.. why not feeling well in the morning?? Part of the reason, is memang sendiri cari pasal one.. Yesterday midnight, I watched the last episode of "One Litre of Tears" , that's why there are such a late post yesterday night.

Today, really like a pig lo.. I woke up, had my breakfast... sleep again.. till nearly 3pm. I know.. really pig..

We went "Sushi Zanmai" for dinner, didn't snap photos because it doesn't really look nice. Still we prefer "Zen". The foods okay only. Next time will go try "Shogun" when it opens. And we had New Zealand ice-cream. Wee~ I really like it, I find it better than BR. BR is too sweet for me. The Popular in the new sp is super big.. the front part is like a mph, and behind is all the Chinese books that I miss so much. I just walk around , never go to the far behind because I was attracted by my favourite author- 劉墉(Mr. Liu Yong) books. Hehe.. was really happy and excited. I bought 3 of his books.

First is this, RM 16.00. Cheap! I thought I see it wrongly, cause that's like pirated book price. Of coz pirated one even cheaper. Normally his book sells around RM 28 the cheapest.



Next is this.. only RM 15.00. However, the one I bought has different cover. Then I realize, the publisher might be different. I prefer the cover below, cause the other collection I have is this kind of cover.



The last and most precious one, "ta da"



This is the book that make him famous, his very first book when he was young. When he finish this book, no publisher want to publish for him. So he published himself, and it was a great success. This book is something like the literature we study in secondary school. In Taiwan, they suggest the students to read this book. I have always wanted to have it. This book is the re-published which compile the selected article from the previous one. This book is only RM 35.75. I thought it will cost around RM 50.00. I really thought I'm in the wrong bookshop, is this really Popular??? Why so cheap one?

However, I have to hide all these precious books somewhere.. Exam coming. Argh!!! Feel so sad I can't read it now. I can't wait to finish all his books.

Help?

Human are selfish. Sometime we don't even want to help others because of our selfish.. although we know. How sad this is?

As a normal human who can walk and do anything like usual, we never realize how sad to be for not helping others.

When a person who always needs others to help her, how happy will she be when she helps someone? I never know. I can't imagine how sad will it be,if one day whatever I do need others to help me. I can't imagine how sad will I be if I'm not able to help others people anymore.

Be happy, be glad. We are still able to help people no matter how small the matter is.

*Inspiration from One Litre of Tears

newspaper bridge

Just get these photos recently.. About the paper bridge (Project 2) which only made of newspaper and glue.. Haha.. Be impressed! Everyone have fun in this project I guess, if you don't count in the rolling of newspaper part.. haha.

Our bridge!



Tension .....
Stress....



Opps.. bending.. deflection..
Total weight sustained??? 47kg..
good enough lar. don't be greedy



Release stress by .. ermm.. destroying our bridge



*They are holding the beam of the bridge*

Hmm.. You know when people are too stress out.. and suddenly you feel relieve..
You might do something crazy..
or..

They always act that way..

haha..

Ignorance

Thanks for all the comments and care given about the "Devil Chin Ying".

Something do wake me up today, about how ignorance I am.

For those who know me well, I like the drama "One Litre of Tears" and even promoting it around when it is showed on 8tv. Today evening, after I reached home a while, I was left to be alone. Before I left the living room, I watched the preview of the final episode of "One Litre of Tears". Just by watching that less than 1 minutes of preview, I nearly cry.

I realize how ignorance I am and how childish I had been acted in last week. I had not control my tempered. This life is so short and unpredictable. Why am I angry with someone who I dislike? When I can't even control of my own tempered, where do I stand to comment the others? Why I want to spend such a short life to hate a person? Her life got nothing to do with me, why do I care how she acts??

I am now having my clear mind back. I found back the Chin Ying that has logic and mind which is cool and clear. Since life is short, I prefer to smile and continue my path.

The girl, I take you as a challenge. A challenge of my life, a challenge to my tempered and EQ. I believe I can face you with a peaceful heart. A challenge to my goal, to obtain a peaceful heart no matter what happen.

I HATE HER MORE

Continue from the DEVIL CHIN YING.....

The latest update about the DEVIL CHIN YING post.. previously I stated that only J can stand her.. Today I have to change this statement, cause even J also can't stand her ANYMORE!

Actually there are still story about her, however I didn't post up. I thought of letting go and let's don't want to care for her. Think of more happy stuff. However, she just can't stop it don't she???

She insulted me on Monday. Being insult by a BLUR person who you dislike , and to me.. the most stupid person.. is definitely a very ashame stuff. There are story on Sunday and Monday. or should I say EVERDAY???

I really suspect she is pretending to be blur.. according to someone, she actually can answered every questions when others group people asked her. Weird right? Oh yea. she can perform well when the 'love' one is there also.. However I suspecting is a One Way Road lar..

Freaking Monday, her priority went wrong again. Common sense, if something is due on Tuesday and another is due on Wednesday, which will you do 1st??? Please believe me.. although I also can't believe it myself.. Yes.. she actually didn't finish her Tuesday work and more concern about her Wednesday work. Gosh!

The most annoyed part??? She actually contribute NOTHING for her group, NOTHING. cause she can't do calculation, she can't understand stuff. You know what??? SHE TELL OTHERS SHE IS THE TEAM LEADER? Crap! And she told others SHE DID ALL THE WORKS & her group mates did nothing! Man, I'm so not going to friend her.. I'm not going to talk to her.. I'm not going to tel her the truth.. Let her die in the evil society next time.. of loneliness or whatever.. I'm going to sabotage her.

I'll never ever want to feel guilty.. feel sorry to her..
She just make me want to curse..
Jon, can I borrow all the F** words u got??? Cause I wan to use on her..

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday!

Now already is 9th of October, is Daniel 19th birthday.
You see I so nice, I remember. Why so easy to remember ? Already told you. This year can't celebrate with friends never mind, you are going Japan. So enjoy yourself, is going to be a great birthday!

Okay lar, since you always complaint lonely. Wish you faster get a girlfriend okay?

Happy Birthday!

EQ

I never understand those people. They will never talk to you, never greet you, as if you two never know each others. However when projects or assignments getting near, suddenly you are friends of theirs.. good friends some more..

However, they are very stingy in knowledge. They never share their knowledge, they won't let you see their assignments and stuff. They are actually smart people, that's why I really don't get the point of leeching on others. Find it disgusting. Especially when they stick to my 'darlings'. My devil part actually appeared. I purposely comment on those people indirectly with a loud volume, to make sure they hear it ( not sure). Lucky my bunch of friends were joking and chit chatting.. only my 'geram' get to disappear.

I really have very low EQ, I get angry with stuff not related to me. hmm.. I think I need to read more books about controlling my tempered during summer holiday.

About my 2 'darling's.. will post about them when I'm free.. hehe.

Clarification

Just to clarify that the initial J I always used is just like human A, B,C.. It doesn't mean is my darling 'Jacq' or APJ or Jon or anyone else u can think of. This is because some people misunderstood the J I used as someone, so I think is kind of unfair to those people. When I type J is doesn't mean the person name contain J.

Birthday of Ejing!

Birthday girl on 6th of Oct--Ejing!

Happy birthday!

Let's talk about something happy today, although is already over. 6th of Oct is Ejing birthday as well as our computing test which contribute 10% for internal marks. Haha. She knew we all remember her birthday, cause she 'reminded' us..However, we pretend to be very busy with test and projects, and told her we will celebrate after final exam together with all the October babies. Hehe.. but plan is actually going on....

1st of all, after test. 6 of us sat in Andrea's car and drove to SP while the others trying to cheat on her that we went back. The others got a tough job, haha...they have to get her into another car without others pp that we din plan to appear (quite tough coz they might have follow us till SP) they told her to go lunch with them on the food court and pretend that they feel like going SP half way..

Things ain't smooth.. Others and I in the 1st car can't find parking!!! Is 12.30pm Saturday.. Oh great! We even saw the 2nd car parking d.. and is just opposite us!! OMG!!! She might saw us d. Still can't find parking, how??? Few of us get out from the car and ran to the shopping center. Lucky I went before new SP, so we arrived at Secret Recipe without getting lost. Still.. the birthday girl is just behind us. So we called them to go to Jusco and shop 1st.

After that, we get a place in Pizza Hut, luckily Andrea managed to find a parking and reached on time. Finally, they reached.. "wah! What a coincidence!" Really fake, she must have suspect. Get a free birthday pizza for her.

Ejing cutting her birthday pizza
*Please ignore that pink color shirt girl >.<*

After our stomach full with pizza and the birthday pizza, I not sure did Ejing realize a not. We actually really never wish her.. pretend to be really just having lunch and so ngam her birthday . so get her a birthday pizza. We waited a while before we bring out the cake. However some disaster happen before we brought out the cake. The message on the cake should be "Happy birthday APJing!!! 38po" When Ah Bao n I took out the cake, OMG.. the person wrote wrongly!!! It became "Happy birthday Ah Ping!!! 38po" Oh shit! So how?? haha.. then I realize P if turn it over.. people won't realize is a P! So we turned it over..

"Tada!! A cake for Ah Jing not Ah Ping!"

Birthday girl with her cake

Have a lot of fun that day! Next time must go out again!! "Shogun!!!" Hope my mom will let and I'm not broke by then.

Sorry

Today, I felt guilty and sorry for what I 'said' yesterday. I think I'm really too harsh on her. I imagine if everyone ignored me, I will be hurt. I'll be very sad. I think she might feel it.. Next, I might think of what mistake I have made and ask directly to my friends. I don't know if she ever realize people dislike her attitude. I think by the end of this semester, I should find a chance to tell her. Hmm. but I don't think that she will be lonely cause she actually still has S. Still is for her own good, I don't mind to be the devil to wake her up.

At last, I'm sorry for what I said.

Devil

Devil Chin Ying

Was a happy day. Celebrated Ejing birthday.. haha. was really full. I can't have my dinner at all. haha..

However was really pissed off by someone. I guess she will never read my blog and I can't be mean in front of her ( not i don't want to, i was stopped by my friends). This particular girl, she make me feel that I'm so evil and rude. Cause she is way toooooooooooooooooo much.

In previous semester, I just thought is the 'evil me' who think bad about her. However, the truth is my sixth sense work well. She not only SUPER blur till no one can tahan except J. She kepochi and want to know every stuff, she will just interrupt your conversation and asked u to tell the whole story again. Worst thing, she need you to repeat few times , not ONCE, is few time before she get it.. sometime she never ever get it. Gosh!I feel so mean, how's her brain work??? And then she like to pretend knowledgeble, the truth is she actually saying what other people said without quoting it. pretend to be her ideas. stupid. Always pretend to be smart and argue with you, which the truth is her super blur brain don't get it.. Explain stuff to her, I always get mad and angry. cause she will argue as if she is the right one. Even the quiet and nice girl HH also get angry with her. I was totally shocked when I knew that. Her calculations cannot be trust , her fact most prob will be wrong, the work pp finish in 1 minutes, she did it in 4 hours and she is such a liar. and her fake mask will soon be tear off. Her pretend to be smart, innocence, nice and hard working( which is all not true) will be known when you know her more.

I was really angry with her. Pity her group mates. J said she was not angry with her cause she already give up on her. She don't expect things to work out from her. Stupid people, if your work is so in a rush, why can't you 2 brains start to work 1st. why must you wait n wait for other pp to reach only u want to start working?? Is that means that 3 brains are actually far better than you 2??? Yeah.. I guess so.

I did mean things to her. I ignored her msn pm. I keep quiet when she appear. I pretend to be blur when she asked me questions. Please.. she super blur, I tried to explain stuff to her b4.. I nearly die of high blood pressure. I don't want to spoil my mood because of her. I don't wan to slow down my progression 100% because of her. About the quiet part, everyone did the same. My friends in uni,the girls are all 38. We claim ourselves to be 38. coz any 2 of us can talk non-stop. However, one day with her appearance when lunching, there are more than 10 of us. Total peace of silent.. all because of her appearance. I don't know is it she really that blur till cannot feel that I don't like her. cause Su n Jacq said, I'm a one sided coin. I directly show what I feel about a person. I just can't hide it. I'm so damn obvious that I don't like you, why can't u get it and leave me alone? Shit u!

I'm so blessed that I'm not going to meet her again next year. If she continue to be like that, she is going to face a lot of problem. I'm sure the girls in my geng which is taking chem eng next year wont want to take her as a group member at all.(Basically not much girls in eng) And the thing I wonder the most, how come she can get into engineering with such a blur mind?? Or is it the standard is too low?

She make me know that, Chin Ying also can be evil , be mean ,and dislike a person.. sooo much. and you know what? I'm so mean that I even don't care if she find out this post. I'm such a devil.

I HATE HER

***removed due to some reason***

I'm Fat

Throughout this year, I have been complaining to my friends I'm fat. They don't believe I was thinner last time. U know girls always don't want to hurt you, they always tell you that you look just fine now.

Till.....

Due to some reason(face book), I showed them photos when I was in campus this morning. Finally they believe it. Girls reaction is still very indirect type. "Wow! This is so 'un-chin ying'!" Sweat (-.-|||) I'm still me, just I'm fat now. But still they don't believe I have tummy now (Typical girl, never comment a girl fat). My 'darling' asked me to dress up like that again cause is very girlish and sweet. No way la!!! I"m too fat to fit in that clothes again. " I was looking in the photo to search for chin ying, why don't have one?" "No lar, you are not fat............ (pause for a long moment, searching for words)... You are just.......... more dimension now.." .er.. totally sweat*

Boys, more direct( My group mate), actually my purpose is to show them the pretty girls. My SAM classmates are really all pretty + smart + nice. The comment I get. "Wah!! Is this really chin ying???" "You look more.........prosperous now.' Isn't prosperous == fat???

Sui~ shouldn't have been so excited to show them leng lui.

I know I'm fat, my cousins told me. La~ wait till holiday, I'll go for slimming plan okay???
Before that, exam coming, will I get thinner or fatter due to stress??? Haha.. don't know.. shall see then.

: )

First day back from holiday, first thought of the day. "Can I continue to sleep?".
I got less than 5 hours sleep, not because of nervous. Already university student, go through this too many times. The main reason is because my aunts from Cameron came and my sister just can't stop chit chatting with them.

Sigh~ luckily, Monday I have only 3 hours lectures. Haha.. cause Monday got Monday blue~ Can't stay in the campus for so many hours. I was very very sleepy the whole morning. Was feeling glad that I can go back at 12pm and get more sleep. But.....

My mom and aunts want to go Pyramid to massage. Gosh! The new pyramid is bigger than i thought. I walked one big round to go back to the 'old' one. Advice from me, wait for few weeks only go, 90% of the shop is not ready for business yet. Still waiting for "Italianese , Hagan Daz ice cream.. and SHOGUN!!" to open. My course mates were really excited when I told them about it.

ahem* And the main thing is, FINALLY I bought Mitch Albom "For one more day". I know this book already out since last year. The problem is I'm a poor student, with no income. So I can't afford RM100 ++ just for that book. The 2nd time I saw it, only got hard cover and the price is RM 68 ++. Hmm.. still cannot. And yesterday I bought it only for RM32.95!!! Is hard cover. The MPH of pyramid just re-open, so there are few selected books( hard cover) are in sale as the same price as the soft cover books. Really happy~ : )

When I was taking up the book, suddenly one bloody red book caught my attention. Stephen King's book, no wonder lar.. It is really worth it, hard cover for approximately RM30. Bought it for bro. Since this year I didn't give him birthday present yet.

Hehe.. and then I bought a new jacket. Mom was in a good mood. She didn't even go see the jacket and she just said 'okay'. Wow! this is really my day!!! The jacket is not cheap tough, is nearly RM100. haha.. love ya mom! Muax.

Another 30 minutes, is the end of my mid semester break.

What happen during the holiday? Totally addicted to comic again. Was facing the computer to read the comic most of the time. Poor my eyes, I think I strain them too much. Totally no mood to study.

Yesterday went out.. unable to do any work either. Plus my aunts and Uncle B came to visit. Today even worse lo. Kept talking n chatting with aunts only.

Let's see what I have finish on my list.

1. Online test for material
Got 10 questions, I did 9. going to search people with similar questions when class starts.

2. Design material
Excel work consider done. Was confuse on some stuff, mailed lecturer. Guess I just need to organize my work and wait for the lab session to come.

3. Corrosion Report
Totally gone. Only manage to plot the graph and have no idea what they want and which equation they talking about.

4. Project 3 of structure
Manage to discuss with few of the group members. Things will be in a rush start from tomorrow.

Things that i SHOULD do:

1. Study material.
Read through few chapters that I need to answer the online test.

2. Study MATLAB.
Totally crap. The lecture notes useless. I don't know how to study for MATLAB!!!

3. Study electrical .
This totally untouched. haihz.. lazy lo...

4. Study structure.
Same case as electrical. I think I cannot sleep in his lecture anymore.

5. Do the past year paper of MATLAB,
Didn't touch also. coz the answer is GIVEN!! so no mood to do.

6. Do the paper gave by Mark.
Tried one out of three. Was confused and can't get the answer.

7. Read finish Jeffrey Archer book.
:P.. Su is so going to kill me for keeping her book for so long. and I din read much.. argh.. Will try to finish it this few days time.

Things i WANT to do:

1. Kindaichi - Didn't finish..
2. Chat with friends- did with few..
3. Go yum cha with friends- did with only 2 friends.. nvm.. wait for another week.
4. Did chat with Ping, but not at her house..
5. Didn't really play much piano.
6. 1 litre of tears. din even touch for one episode.
7. Play puzzle.- Oh. I did this. haha..

Still need to draw a conclusion for my holiday. In the conclusion, my holiday plan failed.
Reason: Computer with internet.
Suggestion: Throw away your computer before the next holiday reach.