Help?

Human are selfish. Sometime we don't even want to help others because of our selfish.. although we know. How sad this is?

As a normal human who can walk and do anything like usual, we never realize how sad to be for not helping others.

When a person who always needs others to help her, how happy will she be when she helps someone? I never know. I can't imagine how sad will it be,if one day whatever I do need others to help me. I can't imagine how sad will I be if I'm not able to help others people anymore.

Be happy, be glad. We are still able to help people no matter how small the matter is.

*Inspiration from One Litre of Tears

newspaper bridge

Just get these photos recently.. About the paper bridge (Project 2) which only made of newspaper and glue.. Haha.. Be impressed! Everyone have fun in this project I guess, if you don't count in the rolling of newspaper part.. haha.

Our bridge!



Tension .....
Stress....



Opps.. bending.. deflection..
Total weight sustained??? 47kg..
good enough lar. don't be greedy



Release stress by .. ermm.. destroying our bridge



*They are holding the beam of the bridge*

Hmm.. You know when people are too stress out.. and suddenly you feel relieve..
You might do something crazy..
or..

They always act that way..

haha..

Ignorance

Thanks for all the comments and care given about the "Devil Chin Ying".

Something do wake me up today, about how ignorance I am.

For those who know me well, I like the drama "One Litre of Tears" and even promoting it around when it is showed on 8tv. Today evening, after I reached home a while, I was left to be alone. Before I left the living room, I watched the preview of the final episode of "One Litre of Tears". Just by watching that less than 1 minutes of preview, I nearly cry.

I realize how ignorance I am and how childish I had been acted in last week. I had not control my tempered. This life is so short and unpredictable. Why am I angry with someone who I dislike? When I can't even control of my own tempered, where do I stand to comment the others? Why I want to spend such a short life to hate a person? Her life got nothing to do with me, why do I care how she acts??

I am now having my clear mind back. I found back the Chin Ying that has logic and mind which is cool and clear. Since life is short, I prefer to smile and continue my path.

The girl, I take you as a challenge. A challenge of my life, a challenge to my tempered and EQ. I believe I can face you with a peaceful heart. A challenge to my goal, to obtain a peaceful heart no matter what happen.

I HATE HER MORE

Continue from the DEVIL CHIN YING.....

The latest update about the DEVIL CHIN YING post.. previously I stated that only J can stand her.. Today I have to change this statement, cause even J also can't stand her ANYMORE!

Actually there are still story about her, however I didn't post up. I thought of letting go and let's don't want to care for her. Think of more happy stuff. However, she just can't stop it don't she???

She insulted me on Monday. Being insult by a BLUR person who you dislike , and to me.. the most stupid person.. is definitely a very ashame stuff. There are story on Sunday and Monday. or should I say EVERDAY???

I really suspect she is pretending to be blur.. according to someone, she actually can answered every questions when others group people asked her. Weird right? Oh yea. she can perform well when the 'love' one is there also.. However I suspecting is a One Way Road lar..

Freaking Monday, her priority went wrong again. Common sense, if something is due on Tuesday and another is due on Wednesday, which will you do 1st??? Please believe me.. although I also can't believe it myself.. Yes.. she actually didn't finish her Tuesday work and more concern about her Wednesday work. Gosh!

The most annoyed part??? She actually contribute NOTHING for her group, NOTHING. cause she can't do calculation, she can't understand stuff. You know what??? SHE TELL OTHERS SHE IS THE TEAM LEADER? Crap! And she told others SHE DID ALL THE WORKS & her group mates did nothing! Man, I'm so not going to friend her.. I'm not going to talk to her.. I'm not going to tel her the truth.. Let her die in the evil society next time.. of loneliness or whatever.. I'm going to sabotage her.

I'll never ever want to feel guilty.. feel sorry to her..
She just make me want to curse..
Jon, can I borrow all the F** words u got??? Cause I wan to use on her..

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday!

Now already is 9th of October, is Daniel 19th birthday.
You see I so nice, I remember. Why so easy to remember ? Already told you. This year can't celebrate with friends never mind, you are going Japan. So enjoy yourself, is going to be a great birthday!

Okay lar, since you always complaint lonely. Wish you faster get a girlfriend okay?

Happy Birthday!

EQ

I never understand those people. They will never talk to you, never greet you, as if you two never know each others. However when projects or assignments getting near, suddenly you are friends of theirs.. good friends some more..

However, they are very stingy in knowledge. They never share their knowledge, they won't let you see their assignments and stuff. They are actually smart people, that's why I really don't get the point of leeching on others. Find it disgusting. Especially when they stick to my 'darlings'. My devil part actually appeared. I purposely comment on those people indirectly with a loud volume, to make sure they hear it ( not sure). Lucky my bunch of friends were joking and chit chatting.. only my 'geram' get to disappear.

I really have very low EQ, I get angry with stuff not related to me. hmm.. I think I need to read more books about controlling my tempered during summer holiday.

About my 2 'darling's.. will post about them when I'm free.. hehe.

Clarification

Just to clarify that the initial J I always used is just like human A, B,C.. It doesn't mean is my darling 'Jacq' or APJ or Jon or anyone else u can think of. This is because some people misunderstood the J I used as someone, so I think is kind of unfair to those people. When I type J is doesn't mean the person name contain J.

Birthday of Ejing!

Birthday girl on 6th of Oct--Ejing!

Happy birthday!

Let's talk about something happy today, although is already over. 6th of Oct is Ejing birthday as well as our computing test which contribute 10% for internal marks. Haha. She knew we all remember her birthday, cause she 'reminded' us..However, we pretend to be very busy with test and projects, and told her we will celebrate after final exam together with all the October babies. Hehe.. but plan is actually going on....

1st of all, after test. 6 of us sat in Andrea's car and drove to SP while the others trying to cheat on her that we went back. The others got a tough job, haha...they have to get her into another car without others pp that we din plan to appear (quite tough coz they might have follow us till SP) they told her to go lunch with them on the food court and pretend that they feel like going SP half way..

Things ain't smooth.. Others and I in the 1st car can't find parking!!! Is 12.30pm Saturday.. Oh great! We even saw the 2nd car parking d.. and is just opposite us!! OMG!!! She might saw us d. Still can't find parking, how??? Few of us get out from the car and ran to the shopping center. Lucky I went before new SP, so we arrived at Secret Recipe without getting lost. Still.. the birthday girl is just behind us. So we called them to go to Jusco and shop 1st.

After that, we get a place in Pizza Hut, luckily Andrea managed to find a parking and reached on time. Finally, they reached.. "wah! What a coincidence!" Really fake, she must have suspect. Get a free birthday pizza for her.

Ejing cutting her birthday pizza
*Please ignore that pink color shirt girl >.<*

After our stomach full with pizza and the birthday pizza, I not sure did Ejing realize a not. We actually really never wish her.. pretend to be really just having lunch and so ngam her birthday . so get her a birthday pizza. We waited a while before we bring out the cake. However some disaster happen before we brought out the cake. The message on the cake should be "Happy birthday APJing!!! 38po" When Ah Bao n I took out the cake, OMG.. the person wrote wrongly!!! It became "Happy birthday Ah Ping!!! 38po" Oh shit! So how?? haha.. then I realize P if turn it over.. people won't realize is a P! So we turned it over..

"Tada!! A cake for Ah Jing not Ah Ping!"

Birthday girl with her cake

Have a lot of fun that day! Next time must go out again!! "Shogun!!!" Hope my mom will let and I'm not broke by then.

Sorry

Today, I felt guilty and sorry for what I 'said' yesterday. I think I'm really too harsh on her. I imagine if everyone ignored me, I will be hurt. I'll be very sad. I think she might feel it.. Next, I might think of what mistake I have made and ask directly to my friends. I don't know if she ever realize people dislike her attitude. I think by the end of this semester, I should find a chance to tell her. Hmm. but I don't think that she will be lonely cause she actually still has S. Still is for her own good, I don't mind to be the devil to wake her up.

At last, I'm sorry for what I said.

Devil

Devil Chin Ying

Was a happy day. Celebrated Ejing birthday.. haha. was really full. I can't have my dinner at all. haha..

However was really pissed off by someone. I guess she will never read my blog and I can't be mean in front of her ( not i don't want to, i was stopped by my friends). This particular girl, she make me feel that I'm so evil and rude. Cause she is way toooooooooooooooooo much.

In previous semester, I just thought is the 'evil me' who think bad about her. However, the truth is my sixth sense work well. She not only SUPER blur till no one can tahan except J. She kepochi and want to know every stuff, she will just interrupt your conversation and asked u to tell the whole story again. Worst thing, she need you to repeat few times , not ONCE, is few time before she get it.. sometime she never ever get it. Gosh!I feel so mean, how's her brain work??? And then she like to pretend knowledgeble, the truth is she actually saying what other people said without quoting it. pretend to be her ideas. stupid. Always pretend to be smart and argue with you, which the truth is her super blur brain don't get it.. Explain stuff to her, I always get mad and angry. cause she will argue as if she is the right one. Even the quiet and nice girl HH also get angry with her. I was totally shocked when I knew that. Her calculations cannot be trust , her fact most prob will be wrong, the work pp finish in 1 minutes, she did it in 4 hours and she is such a liar. and her fake mask will soon be tear off. Her pretend to be smart, innocence, nice and hard working( which is all not true) will be known when you know her more.

I was really angry with her. Pity her group mates. J said she was not angry with her cause she already give up on her. She don't expect things to work out from her. Stupid people, if your work is so in a rush, why can't you 2 brains start to work 1st. why must you wait n wait for other pp to reach only u want to start working?? Is that means that 3 brains are actually far better than you 2??? Yeah.. I guess so.

I did mean things to her. I ignored her msn pm. I keep quiet when she appear. I pretend to be blur when she asked me questions. Please.. she super blur, I tried to explain stuff to her b4.. I nearly die of high blood pressure. I don't want to spoil my mood because of her. I don't wan to slow down my progression 100% because of her. About the quiet part, everyone did the same. My friends in uni,the girls are all 38. We claim ourselves to be 38. coz any 2 of us can talk non-stop. However, one day with her appearance when lunching, there are more than 10 of us. Total peace of silent.. all because of her appearance. I don't know is it she really that blur till cannot feel that I don't like her. cause Su n Jacq said, I'm a one sided coin. I directly show what I feel about a person. I just can't hide it. I'm so damn obvious that I don't like you, why can't u get it and leave me alone? Shit u!

I'm so blessed that I'm not going to meet her again next year. If she continue to be like that, she is going to face a lot of problem. I'm sure the girls in my geng which is taking chem eng next year wont want to take her as a group member at all.(Basically not much girls in eng) And the thing I wonder the most, how come she can get into engineering with such a blur mind?? Or is it the standard is too low?

She make me know that, Chin Ying also can be evil , be mean ,and dislike a person.. sooo much. and you know what? I'm so mean that I even don't care if she find out this post. I'm such a devil.

I HATE HER

***removed due to some reason***

I'm Fat

Throughout this year, I have been complaining to my friends I'm fat. They don't believe I was thinner last time. U know girls always don't want to hurt you, they always tell you that you look just fine now.

Till.....

Due to some reason(face book), I showed them photos when I was in campus this morning. Finally they believe it. Girls reaction is still very indirect type. "Wow! This is so 'un-chin ying'!" Sweat (-.-|||) I'm still me, just I'm fat now. But still they don't believe I have tummy now (Typical girl, never comment a girl fat). My 'darling' asked me to dress up like that again cause is very girlish and sweet. No way la!!! I"m too fat to fit in that clothes again. " I was looking in the photo to search for chin ying, why don't have one?" "No lar, you are not fat............ (pause for a long moment, searching for words)... You are just.......... more dimension now.." .er.. totally sweat*

Boys, more direct( My group mate), actually my purpose is to show them the pretty girls. My SAM classmates are really all pretty + smart + nice. The comment I get. "Wah!! Is this really chin ying???" "You look more.........prosperous now.' Isn't prosperous == fat???

Sui~ shouldn't have been so excited to show them leng lui.

I know I'm fat, my cousins told me. La~ wait till holiday, I'll go for slimming plan okay???
Before that, exam coming, will I get thinner or fatter due to stress??? Haha.. don't know.. shall see then.

: )

First day back from holiday, first thought of the day. "Can I continue to sleep?".
I got less than 5 hours sleep, not because of nervous. Already university student, go through this too many times. The main reason is because my aunts from Cameron came and my sister just can't stop chit chatting with them.

Sigh~ luckily, Monday I have only 3 hours lectures. Haha.. cause Monday got Monday blue~ Can't stay in the campus for so many hours. I was very very sleepy the whole morning. Was feeling glad that I can go back at 12pm and get more sleep. But.....

My mom and aunts want to go Pyramid to massage. Gosh! The new pyramid is bigger than i thought. I walked one big round to go back to the 'old' one. Advice from me, wait for few weeks only go, 90% of the shop is not ready for business yet. Still waiting for "Italianese , Hagan Daz ice cream.. and SHOGUN!!" to open. My course mates were really excited when I told them about it.

ahem* And the main thing is, FINALLY I bought Mitch Albom "For one more day". I know this book already out since last year. The problem is I'm a poor student, with no income. So I can't afford RM100 ++ just for that book. The 2nd time I saw it, only got hard cover and the price is RM 68 ++. Hmm.. still cannot. And yesterday I bought it only for RM32.95!!! Is hard cover. The MPH of pyramid just re-open, so there are few selected books( hard cover) are in sale as the same price as the soft cover books. Really happy~ : )

When I was taking up the book, suddenly one bloody red book caught my attention. Stephen King's book, no wonder lar.. It is really worth it, hard cover for approximately RM30. Bought it for bro. Since this year I didn't give him birthday present yet.

Hehe.. and then I bought a new jacket. Mom was in a good mood. She didn't even go see the jacket and she just said 'okay'. Wow! this is really my day!!! The jacket is not cheap tough, is nearly RM100. haha.. love ya mom! Muax.

Another 30 minutes, is the end of my mid semester break.

What happen during the holiday? Totally addicted to comic again. Was facing the computer to read the comic most of the time. Poor my eyes, I think I strain them too much. Totally no mood to study.

Yesterday went out.. unable to do any work either. Plus my aunts and Uncle B came to visit. Today even worse lo. Kept talking n chatting with aunts only.

Let's see what I have finish on my list.

1. Online test for material
Got 10 questions, I did 9. going to search people with similar questions when class starts.

2. Design material
Excel work consider done. Was confuse on some stuff, mailed lecturer. Guess I just need to organize my work and wait for the lab session to come.

3. Corrosion Report
Totally gone. Only manage to plot the graph and have no idea what they want and which equation they talking about.

4. Project 3 of structure
Manage to discuss with few of the group members. Things will be in a rush start from tomorrow.

Things that i SHOULD do:

1. Study material.
Read through few chapters that I need to answer the online test.

2. Study MATLAB.
Totally crap. The lecture notes useless. I don't know how to study for MATLAB!!!

3. Study electrical .
This totally untouched. haihz.. lazy lo...

4. Study structure.
Same case as electrical. I think I cannot sleep in his lecture anymore.

5. Do the past year paper of MATLAB,
Didn't touch also. coz the answer is GIVEN!! so no mood to do.

6. Do the paper gave by Mark.
Tried one out of three. Was confused and can't get the answer.

7. Read finish Jeffrey Archer book.
:P.. Su is so going to kill me for keeping her book for so long. and I din read much.. argh.. Will try to finish it this few days time.

Things i WANT to do:

1. Kindaichi - Didn't finish..
2. Chat with friends- did with few..
3. Go yum cha with friends- did with only 2 friends.. nvm.. wait for another week.
4. Did chat with Ping, but not at her house..
5. Didn't really play much piano.
6. 1 litre of tears. din even touch for one episode.
7. Play puzzle.- Oh. I did this. haha..

Still need to draw a conclusion for my holiday. In the conclusion, my holiday plan failed.
Reason: Computer with internet.
Suggestion: Throw away your computer before the next holiday reach.

Tag

The Rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve tagged, and to read your blog.

• I always have days that I feel my spirit is really low. I don't feel like going to uni, don't feel like talking, don't feel like doing anything. Even when I'm in uni, I feel like hiding myself in a corner. I just won't get interested in anything on that day. Can't really show any other expression on my face on those days. And most of the time, I will feel like calling bro or sis and just listen to them. I have not do this before because I have nothing to say actually, just want to listen to them. And on those days, I will just hope time fly faster, so that I can hide myself at home.
  
• I have very bad tempered.Instead should I said I am weird sometime? Sometime I realize I angry with some stupid stuff that if other people know, they will just say I too sensitive. However, when some stuff that people are angry with, I think is not a big deal.
  
• Actually, I very lazy to use cleanser to wash my face. I can't even remember the last time I do mask on my face or use conditioner.
  
• My secondary friends are my support. In uni now, most of the friends, they are not in my heart yet. Is like.. hmm.. they just some people walk pass only. I shouldn't have bother much. And is more tiring about friendship in uni. My secondary school friends just stay in my heart no matter where I go.
  
• I trust people very easily. However if u lost my trust once, u might take a while to gain back it. Sometime never. It depends.
  
• I am a crying baby. However, I don't cry in public except cinema. No matter what. Haha. I also don't know why.
  
• I feel guilty if I don't prepare for my exam. Super guilty.
• I like to talk to my doggie. I know it can't answer me. I feel that he understand what I talking.
  

Tag again. Haihz~ Most of them did before d lo.. Still the same. U want to do then do lo.

tag

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don’t read the questions before you write, and tag 5 ppl to do the survey.

1. Stephen
2. Wee Ping
3. Bernice
4. Yew Siong
5. Daniel
6. Jonathan
7. Jacky
8. Su
   
9. Jacq
10. Su yin
11. CT
12. Siu
13. Beatrice
14. Rachel Au
15. Kevin
    
16. Wai ping
17. James
18. Wen jun
19. Elaine
20. Patric

1) How did you meet 14? (Rachel Au)

In secondary school. Can't remember the detail.

2) What would you do if you haven’t met no. 1? (Stephen)

Er.. Life won't make much different??? Haha.. no la. Will be different without this fellow. Cause he is my bro. Help me a lot. Maybe I will be different, not so happy n optimistic. Hmmm.. la~ don't know lar.. can't imagine.

3) What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?(Patric and Jacq)

Both also so kiddy. Will be like looking at 2 kids playing lo.. I will kill Patric maybe.. cause Jacq is my darling lo.

4) Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Jonathan and James)

Gosh! U must b kidding.. 2 gays.. If both also just joking, they might act well. But if true, Cheryl will kill Jonathan lo.

5) Describe no.3. (Bernice)

Very smart, haha. but very careless as well. Very straight forward person. Know what she want, going after her dream. Others think she talk very fast, I don't think so.. haha. maybe because sometime I talk fast too.

6) Do you think no 8 is attractive? (Su)

Su is very cute instead of attractive.

7) Tell me about no. 7.(Jacky)

He studied chemical engineering. Stay in Singapore. He just like a big bro of mine, always give me advise on what should I do. Good listener.

8 ) Do you know anything bout no.12’s family?(Siu)

2 elder sister, and one younger bro. Very close family relationship.

9) What is no 8’s favourite?(Su)

Hmmm.. Comic! Prince of Tennis , ryoma n tezuka. Novel. haha. and the some secret i shouldn't say.

10) What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?(CT)

haha. I will hug her lo.. Cause she is my SISTER. I mean my really own sister.

11) What language does 15 speak? (Kevin)

English, Malay, Cantonese and Mandarin are getting better.

12) Who is 9 going out with?(Jacq)

Hmm.. she is still single.. so go out also with one big geng of us.

13) How old is 16 now?(Wai ping)

19.

14) When was the last time you talked to 13?(Beatrice)

Long time ago, nearly 2 years. cause she already in New Zealand.

15) No. 2’s fav singer?(Wee Ping)

Er.. I not sure. 'zhai zhai, zhou yu ming'??? I know she like Korean songs.

16) Would you date no.18 ?(Wen Jun)

Hmm.. dunno.

17) Would you date 7?(Jacky)

Won't I guess.. cause he so far away.

18) Is 15 single?(Kevin)

haha.. nope... hope it doesn't break ur heart.

19) What’s 10’s last name? (Su yin)

Yin.

20) Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?(CT)

This is stupid.. she is my SIS lo.

21)What school does 3 go to?(Bernice)

Er... University College Dublin..

22)Where does 6 live?(Jonathan)

PJ. i guess.

23) What’s your fav thing bout 5?(Daniel)

Gentleman.. I can't find gentleman in uni yet. sad

Shit! I dunno who to tag. Most of them also kena tagged d..

So.. haha.. u want to do the tag then do lo...

happiness of life

Yesterday mooncake festival, went back to grandpa's house.. a MUST!!! Get to meet some of the relatives.

That baby girl.. my little cousin, still afraid of stranger ( which is me n my family).. okay lar, now a BIT better. At least she don't cry when she 1st look at us. Another 3 getting very naughty, kids are always naughty. got one actually tried to take something off me without asking. haha.. Of coz as cousin, i won't let her go so easily. I guide her to ask permission and say thanks. Coz she always been rude, my parents have been complaining about her rudeness. All my little cousins are very pretty girl. Of coz i hope they have beauty inside too.

One of my cousin was quite late.. around 11pm only reached, very busy with work. He is an engineer.. hehe.. graduate from Monash Malaysia. Yesterday I just knew that few of my tutors are friends of his.. such as material, computing tutors. and the owner of the mix rice in the cafe ( the one behind 1901) is also his friend. Phew~ lucky his friends all don't know me. A not if I do something wrong, they go report to him.. I die.. Coz my cousin all very close with my mom..

Ping already sick for nearly one week. Poor her, must be really serious her sore throat. Since she is sick, and need more rest. I didn't go find her. The thing I should do during holiday.. eh.. With my computer always on in front of me. As 3cinr3b said, the computer really very distracting. I always ended up checking blog, playing games, reading comic.. Gone!

Till now i only did part of my online test, only plotted the graph for corrosion test, study corrosion for material. (really little right?)

Still enjoying holiday~ with this holiday, i manage to chat with Su, Esther, and turtle.. I have not contact with Esther and turtle for ages. haha.. really glad that we manage to chat. with Su, we just crap some stuff which we will never say it in uni.. haha.. can imagine 2 gals chatting about leng chai in msn till midnight?? Of coz we not talking about leng chai in our uni.. (coz actually no leng chai in our uni) So sad case right? So we actually talking about leng chai of comic and some crap lar..

red-box

Last Saturday, the 1st day of holiday. I went red-box with my friends. Those girls are really crazy fellow of singing. We had lots of fun. haha. .and we definitely going there again. Coz we have a birthday to celebrate soon.

I just check out ejing's blog and realize we have the same thought. When we were singing Avril Lavigne "when you're gone", I was thinking about 3cinr3b, we sang the same song in Neway too. I felt sad.

When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

Grabbed from Ejing

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holiday

Holiday~~~Although only one week. Definitely need it. Hmmm...
Let see what I HAVE to do in this holiday.

1. Online test for material
due on 4th October(Melbourne time).Should submit on 3th of October. Need to study material to do this.

2. Design material
Excel work. Damn tedious, need to choose the most optimize shape. Search for suitable materials. I tried to use MATLAB, think i still not good at it. Failed to run the file i wrote.

3. Corrosion Report
Although Sir has been very kind and delayed the due date to week 12. I guess i shouldn't wait till that time.

4. Project 3 of structure
Gosh! Bridge again. Have been facing bridges project so many times. 1st time, design and do calculation. 2nd time, did a newspaper bridge. This time.. bridge again.. boring..

Things that i SHOULD do:

1. Study material.
If don't study, can't do the things above.

2. Study MATLAB.
Crazy test is on 6th of October. No failing allowed!!!

3. Study electrical .
Stupid crap that I think my 2 tests also gone d. I have to score on my final which is 70%. The failing rate of this unit is as high as 46%. I don't wan to be the 46%.

4. Study structure.
The monotones lecturer is back. I have been sleeping in his lectures, guess need to study a bit.

5. Do the past year paper of MATLAB,
don wanna fail the test.

6. Do the paper gave by Mark.
Mark is a nice tutor. Don't waste is his hard work.

7. Read finish Jeffrey Archer book.
so that can return to Su as soon as possible.

Things i WANT to do:

1. Read finish Kindaichi comic online.. I don't wan to wait for Jon. He read so slow.
2. Chat with friends. esp. those who i nvr contact for long.
3. Go yum cha with friends.
4. Go Ping's house to chat wit her.
5. Play piano till i get bored with it.
6. Watched 1 Litre of Tears again.( downloading again)
7. Play puzzle.. addicted with puzzle of facebook.

Most important. recharged myself & get rid of the irritating feel about that human.

Now is just beginning of my 1 week mid semester break. Let's see by the end of the holiday. How many task I can finish it. Hopefully all. hehe. .(greedy )