bored

Okay.. is super boreddddddddddddddddd when the holiday is so long.

Rotting at home is totally not fun at all. Totally sien......... I just feel my life is just sooooo meaningless. When you don't have a goal, you just don't have the spirit to do anything.. No matter what time I sleep, I going to end up wake up at 11am..yawn* haihz...

Getting bored of "facebook", getting bored of "games", getting bored of "anime" and getting bored of "manga"................... computer.. I start to find you useless......................... Okay lar. still got a bit use of "msn"..

Boring..... Darlings seldom online now a days, busy working kua.. another one.. busy what ler her? don't know.. Must go knock knock d..

And dad n mom are trying to hint me that they don't mind that I waste their money, waste my time on study the 1st year of engineering. Means I can change course if I want to... Er.. although a lot of uncertainties, I still think this is my comfort zone. It might not be what I want, but is something I think I can do it as in at least can pass. Those uncles are trying to pour "cold water" on me. Those uncles are used to be mechanical engineer.. advice??? Girls better don't do mechanical lo.. haihz..

Life is getting miserable.............. when is bored.........

and

DARLINGS!!! I MISS YOU ALL SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

Fish Leong

Just want to recommend some songs I listening recently. Fish Leong latest album is good. Currently loving this two songs.

崇拜 by 梁靜茹

崇拜
作词：陈没　 作曲：彭学斌

你的姿态你的青睐　我存在在你的存在
你以为爱就是被爱　你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了　我爱了　我都不管了　心爱到疯了恨到算了就好了
可能的　可以的　真的可惜了　幸福好不容易怎麼你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能　不同於别人
我还以为不可能的　不会不可能

你的姿态你的青睐　我存在在你的存在
你以为爱就是被爱　你挥霍了我的崇拜

风筝有风海豚有海　我存在在我的存在

所以明白　所以离开　所以不再为爱而爱　自己存在　在你之外

Love the starting of this song..

会呼吸的痛 by 梁静茹

会呼吸的痛
作词：姚若龙　 作曲：宇恒

在东京铁塔　第一次眺望
看灯火模仿　坠落的星光
我终於到达　但却更悲伤
一个人完成　我们的梦想

你总说　时间还很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛　看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛　它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛　恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上　张扬过哀伤
那是种多么　寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙　让我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆绑

你没说　你也会软弱　需要依赖我
我就装不晓得　自由移动　自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了　多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了　灵魂像飘浮著　你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候　陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳　怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

This song just make my heart feel the pain, good composing.

Both song composer is Malaysian. Yes , this 2 songs is Buatan Malaysia. Of course the singer is good too.

more update about Vietnam

Vietnam Coffee the concentration is real thick... is like espresso.but is nice. The first sip is very bitter, slowly fall in love with it.. Hope I don't get caffeine addiction. haha.. The coffee we have in Malaysia normally got this slight of sour taste which you can't find in Vietnam coffee. The slow dripping process of Vietnam coffee, I didn't experience it. haha.. I have been waking up late, when I am awake, the coffee prepared by my mom already finish dripping. According to the tour guide, Vietnamese normally drink coffee in the morning as breakfast. That's all, breakfast = coffee. No wonder all so slim.

Talking about slim, a lot of things in Vietnam is slim. The people is slim, building is slim, road is slim. and a lot of stuff lo. People there is really slim lo, if you want to buy clothes there, remember must try!!! Their cutting is different. For example, we went to this shop and found that their jeans are nice. However, only my elder sister can fit in lo.. I guess. Their largest size is 27.. If you consider the cutting as well, is really not the size 27 u can get in Malaysia. My cousin did try on one. If you plan to go shopping there, the price is almost the same as Malaysia, just a bit cheaper. If sales, of course better than here. Here sales .. is always... cheat people one lar.. I rather go Japan to shop during their sales time, is even cheaper. My sister bought a nice bag in Japan for only approximately RM30 in Japan, I bought one consider "okay" bag in Vietnam and it cost me more. My sister bought it in shopping mall ler, I bought in some kind of "pasar malam" kind of market.

Their traffic is like a hell.. because they are kingdom of motorcycle. Let you guess their speed limit in highway.. better not, you will never get it lar.. is 40 km/h.. what the hack??? Even 110km/h in Malaysia highway also people speed more than that lo. The 40 km/h is for all vehicles.. cars, bus, motorcycle.. totally hell. Really poor their driver, I drive 80km/h in highway also want to sleep d.. haha.. so their gear 4 and 5 useless one. the max is gear 3..

Another thing, when we were shopping at this 36 old street, my cousin wanted to buy this scarf. However she realize there is a hole on it, therefore she requested a new one. The sale girl said okay and went in to the store. After waited for quite long, my cousin decided to peek on what she is doing inside for so long. The truth is , the girl is trying stitch back that hole. Later she came out and told my cousin that's the new one.. totally 'zha dou'..

Malaysia always thought they are the one who can speak multi language. Don't look down on Vietnamese, they speak multi language to.. My mother and those aunt totally get cheated by them. When they were shopping, they speak Mandarin, and speak Hokkien and Cantonese among ourselves. After they bought, the person started to speak Hokkien and Cantonese as well. Totally "za dou".. When we were in a market of Ho Chih Min, they speak Malay too!!! Suddenly pop out the "murah-murah ", we were shock.. We thought Malay is useful.. aikz.. totally 'za dou' this time.

We did try the Pho restaurant which President Kennedy sneak out and tried the Vietnamese food. The Pho there is of course good.. actually I find the Pho soup taste like soup tulang . haha :p

Totally bored at home.. now start reading "kekkaishi"manga.. gave up on Naruto since June.. Bleach too.. I was quite a good girl during Semester 2. haha.. I stopped all my manga and anime. So was really left out and didn't get addicted to it d..

vietnam and cambodia trip

Just back from Vietnam today, is consider a "okay" trip. My room mate is uncle's niece, is also "ah ying".. Therefore during the trip, I have to think twice before I turned and answer whenever people calling for "ah ying". She very quiet lo.. a bit sien.. haihz.. and she is totally opposite of me, taller than me, and definitely 100% more quiet than me. Since both of us also 'ying'. Uncle said we won't lose ( the pronunciation of 'ying' in mandarin is similar as the 'win')

The start of the trip at Hanoi isn't smooth. Early in the morning, 8am, we were supposed to leave the hotel. However, the bus stopped too long at the side of the road. A police came and start scolding the bus driver. The bus driver and the policeman quarreled for nearly 30 minutes, and more and more policeman came. Same as local, you know what the policeman want lar. After the 30 minutes quarrel, the bus driver gave the policeman his driving license, however, the policeman don't want. He said the bus driver got attitude problem. So they pushed him to another side of the road which we can't see. We waited for another 15 minutes for a new driver to come. We were one hour late by then.

The tour guide sound like blaming us for that. However we were not late, is the bus driver and the tour guide not smart enough. If you know you can't stop the bus there for too long, go make a turn first lar.. by the way, customer should be always right.

The tour guide in Hanoi is not a good one, reminder should be given before the incident happened. She always did after it happened. One of the worst tour guide we ever had. Haha.. the tour guide in Ho Chih Min called her and lectured her I think. If I'm not mistaken, she is actually not the tour guide of the company, is a replacement. No wonder lo.. cause the Cambodia and Ho Chih Min tour guide are good. and very informative.

The air pollution in Hanoi is quite bad. Although the tour guide said is always like that, and it is mist not haze, I believe in my nose. It is haze. The sky in Hanoi is always grey, didn't really like Hanoi trip. The sky in Cambodia is really blue and the air is better, just a bit too hot. Cambodia is very beautiful , especially the Angkor Wat. Ho Chih Min air is okay too, consider quite blue. Just that the traffic is even worse than Hanoi.

How to cross the road???

Can you guess what is this??
It is the thing their ancestor pray at... of some religion.
It represents the female and male sexual organ.
kind of weird.

Some photos of Angkor Wat.

A family in my trip is one of the reason which make me a bit unhappy. They just can't listen to instruction. People said cannot touch, he purposely touched more.. cannot sit.. he also sat down. Ei, please lar.. that one is the royal family people sit one.. don't so thick face lar. That family think they are very great.. bull shit lar.. Accountant only mar.. No wonder so calculative. When eat buffet, they eat triple or should I said quadruplet of normal people.. They can sit from the start till the end.. eat non-stop. and every time the plate is like a hill. Even my grandpa who is very quiet also very "impressed". They think they paid for it so have to eat as much as they can. Look at their tummy, not I curse people, is I really think they going to get health problem. They are younger than my parents, but look at that 2 persons tummy.. I'll say, did both of you get pregnant of 8 months? They are other stuff as well, and I'm not the only one who realize of this uncivilized and super me'sia sui' kan and 'memalukan' family, is everyone who joined the trip lo. I feel ashamed for this type of people, ashamed that they are Malaysian. Their attitude is like they are from kampung.

They cut queue whenever they can, during check-in, queue up for buffet, whenver and what ever lar.. Super thick face lo. My sibling and I are cheese cake fans, so we bought cake whenever we see it. You know what?? They actually asked for it you know.. Why we got cake , you don't have?? Go buy yourself lar.. Shit them.. Since they asked, and is my little cousin having it.. my little cousin didn't say no. he small kid, don't know how to say no. They will just take advantage on you whenever they can. They made themselves sound like they know a lot, the truth is they are just some nonsense.. some joke.. the father.. that old man.. ( 4 of them) is a headmaster. My goodness.. headmaster??? No one believe on it.

They even forget the child, they bought stuff for themselves( cheaplak stuff lar). And showed off what they bought.. till the minutes we stepped in KLIA only they realized they didn't buy anything for the kids. So they left the group to buy which cause trouble later. However, at the end, they end up buying perfume for themselves instead toys for their kids. Poor their kids.

When it come to the handicap people's made art, they didn't buy anything. cause is real expensive. However, just so coincidence. My siblings , cousins and I spotted one art. really beautiful.. we just can't resist it. We bought it. This time, they just kept quiet and rushed us. blek.. people with no sense...

Yea, I know. I'm bad.. I admit, I look down on them. If you are a cleaner with low paid but good attitude, I'll respect you. Even you are millionaire, with such stupid arrogant idiotic childish attitude, to me , you are such a fool. Don't they learn moral value ??

I'm just back from Vietnam.. will post about it soon.. give me some time.
( I lazy ni)

miss my darings.. hehe..
love ya darlings..

update about me

I was in Cameron Highland when I knew my result. My sis checked for me at Selangor and called me. She was trying to fool me by saying the internet is down again. la~~~ Result consider okay lo.. 2 HD n 2 D. HD for structures and electrical, is just a very" ngam ngam hor " HD, 84 for structures, and 80 for electrical. Didn't expect electrical to get HD.. As the others always said, my HD, "kai dou " one.

I drove half way of the highway on the journey. hehe.. cause my cousin was sick, so I helped to drive from Rawang to Tapah lo.. of course I'm a safe driver. :p She set a speed limit for me.. " No more than 100km/h" Okay lo.. After first few minutes, she fall asleep.. haha. of course I stay below the speed limit she gave lo.. Or not... I won't have 2nd chance next time.

I had had my hair cut few days ago, before I went Cameron. Is kind of short.. "Bob" style wor.. my mom said suite me, so I cut lo.. Normally I have no comment on this kind of stuff. My elder sis said I'm a china doll now ( zhong guo wa wa). My younger sis said I'm a small kid. Even the clothes I bought today... is kind of "cute" . My brother said.. "sis, you look like a kid".. "Ya, I know. I'm a 10 years old kid now. Satisfied?"

My brother got quite good fashion sense than me.. he saw one high heels... not bad.. I tried, quite comfortable and nice. However, is the last pair. Don't have my size d.. sob...I need one for the wedding dinner ler.. sigh...

Jumping up and down.. aikz.. I still got "love letter" need to write. haha.. crack my head also can't start it.. wait lar har... my darling.

Rotting at home.. so play with the camera in the garden.. My parent are good gardener.

Some photos..

Before



After.. Does this look like a fairy?







The white one and the red one are the same type.



I edited this one :P

some little thing

Just something that's in my mind.

When we were Form 5, got this injection thingy. After the injection, when I walked out from that room, I was having some trouble. One hand get injected was numb, another one pressing the cotton. How am I going to wear back my shoe and go back to class??? No one was around, of course the room did, but people inside were either busy or scared.. So how? Others went back to class d.

At this moment, my 'bro' YS appeared. See your "sister" standing on the corridor.. sure have to come and talk wan lar.. When he reached, I said " I can't wear my shoe." And then, he squat down and helped me to wear my shoe.

After that, both of us realized something.
"Ei.. You shouldn't help me"
"Yalo.. boys shouldn't squat down in front of girls ler"
"aiya. nvm lar. we two 'heng dai'.. so consider I'm a guy too. haha"

The end..

Why I want to post this? For fun.. :)
Just some small thing my "bro" did for me, but make me touched.

Long time didn't contact him, since Bernice left I think.. He too busy with work, seldom online. I busy with study, never contact him. Now, thinking to go dig him out when I'm free.

Now, I'm rotting at home.. haha :p

Penang laksa!!!



Penang "O jian"



Penang Lobak!!



Penang foods!!

I know I should have update my blog looong ago.. super lazy after the penang trip .. hehe

First day in Penang, spotted some 'auntie' buying fruits.. at Queensbay Mall

Nice right?



Gurney Drive

I love the blue sky of Penang

Some "So Po" jumping at the beach

Lazy to write :p

Cleaning up bookshelf

Wee~ Today I very good girl. I was preparing stuff to go Penang tomorrow, and my darling asked me to bring books along. Hmm.. got one stack of books that I have not read.. aikz.. some read halfway, never finish cause busy with study. Some just newly bought. Will list it down later.

So, I arranged some of new books in the book shelf.. hmm. some of the old books a bit dirty d wor.. Is not like got one inch of dust on it. but is dirty. I cannot stand my books dirty. So my bro said.. our house got maid d. the maid== chin ying== me. Haha. yup. I took a pile and the towel. starts to clean up the book shelf.

First I took out the book one by one and use the towel to clean it. get rid of the dust. categorize them at the same time. A lot of memory lo.. different stage of life, I read different books . Most of the books or should I say 80% of the books in that bookshelf is mine. Hehe.. yup.. I am book worm. Totally admit.

There are variety in my books shelf, from Chinese literature, English literature ( some are translation version),motivation, fantasy, magic, to love ( please, I am a girl too, don't be surprise if there are one or two love story books in my book shelf). I think only those religion and story books is not mine. haha. story books as in 'Cinderella? Sleeping Beauty?' I wanted to throw it. My mom said just keep it. My siblings and I were wondering why. She said," For your kids in the future." haha. We burst out laughing. haha...yea right, mom, I wonder how many years do you need to wait for that.

Next, I cleaned up the book shelf and hehe... you just can't believe how hard working I am. I used a wet towel to clean every books followed by the dry one, and arranged it back. Since I cleaned the books, so just clean up the others stuff also. So I cleaned up all the medals also. Last time used to be so proud of it. Now, is a waste of place. Can I throw it away?

It took me the whole evening to do it. Is fun to clean up books.. more fun than cleaning up academic bookshelf.. haha. And I realize I really don't like science fiction and horror books, got one or two in the bookshelf, but I never ever touch them.

Hehe. this holiday I won't be bored cause now I got one stack of books I have not read, and another stack of books which I intend to read again.

tag

LIST OF TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1) Grand Piano.. ok lar. don't greedy. baby grand will do..
2) Books.. Want to see my book list? ( the whole bookstore, hehe^^)
3) Ipod
4) Camera-Olympus /Canon
5) Engineering cert with honor

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS:
Daniel

YOUR 5 IMPRESSION ABOUT HIM/HER
1) Quiet
2) Friendly
3) Smart
4) A good listener
5) used to complain a lot. haha. or do you still complain a lot?

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAVE DONE FOR YOU
Hmm. ( deep thought...........) like don't have ler.. haha. got lar.. send me funny sms to cheer me up.

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE EVER SAID
don't have er. can't think of any.. erm.. "lol" ????

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL …
I can't predict future le. When we become only I answer la har.

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, YOU WILL …
haha. never kua. Daniel so good. he will never becomes my enemy lo.

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
I pikat your girl???

PASS THIS TO 10 PEOPLE YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY THINK ABOUT YOU:

1. Daniel :p
   
2. Bernice
3. Stephen
4. Wee Ping
5. Kevin
6. Wilson
7. Jia Yeng
8. APJ
9. Patric
10. Wen Jun
    

9th of Nov

Birthday girls!!!
Sook Fern 10th Nov and Gwen 8th Nov

9th of Nov, around 11.50am... WE ARE FREE!!! Finish the last paper of the year. Hehe. but the day is not end yet. We had planned surprise's' for the birthday girls on Nov.

The plan work out well! Ejing, Good plan! First, one car without Gwen went to wait at Sook Fern's house; another one went and bought cakes. I was suppose to be the one who go buy cakes. haha. but my sweet heart merajuk lo. She said cannot separate her n Li Li wor. Okay fine. I switch then. ( Ya, my sweetheart dumped me.. sob sob) We reach Sook Fern house quite early.. go lepak-lepak lo. ( you che ho).. Bored.. So waited in the park.. Let's see some 'so po' photo.. hehe...

Dears, don't whack me!!!!! Argh.. Need to 'cao lou' d...

So, the others came.. and we shouted for Sook Fern in front of her house quite long.. as in few minutes.. the candles are melting ler. my dear. "cepat keluar ler.." We called her to come out.. She thought we are in pyramid and ask her to go out. No wonder la~

Sook Fern with her Birthday cake ^^v



Sook Fern pretends to cry because she is touched.. (-.-|||)

Ei?? Wonder why this girl so excited??? I mean Gwen. not Pek See.

Ejing brings out Gwen's cake. hehe...
Sorry sorry. bad camera"girl" I am.. ><

Next we headed to SS 15 McD.. cause is kind of difficult to get parking at other place. There are lots of photo.. but I'll just upload the group photo. For more photo, check out my 'facebook'.

Is this the end of the day??? No way!!!

Next.. Celebration of Freedom..

Those who need to study for their ENG1010 sat angle's car and went back to hostel. So there are 7 of us crammed in JY proton's wira.. Pity her proton wira, there are twice when it get through the road hump.. erm. you can hear sound.. And there are sooooo many road humps in that area.. We do not dare to make it happen again. so.... haha.. let's you see the photo.. is easier to explain. We went back to Sook Fern's house coz Ejing left something important behind.

Can you see my darling and prawn prawn ??? haha..

Argh.. don't leave my sweet heart and I behind..
we promise we'll be good. :p

7 of us went to RED BOX!!! JY's bros joined us later.. just for a while.. and SEAN too!! Haha.. I think the guy get shock after they see us sing this song.

勁歌 . 金曲~古巨基


Is the MUST sing whenever we go karaoke.. hehe ^^..
After finish this song, Sean said" lui yan. zen hai lui yan... kam cheong hei"( girls.. really girls.. so .. cheong hei.) Oh ya.. ermm. we kind of siao siao one when we go karaoke. Normally, we stand on the sofa and sing one. hehe.

Next, we went bowling.. my darling and I were not interested. so we sat and watched them played. Sean can really play lo.. that's all I can say..

You just can't believe this . haha we just get over with books and we were reading books in Pyramid. Yup Yup!! We went Popular.. hehe.. hid inside there for quite long. 1 or 2 hours.. Let's you see photo in Popular.

My sweet heart, cool ler!

Dinner in Sushi King.. not shock lo.. the same things spinning only.. hmm.. order unagi, come inari. haihz.. Actually sweet heart want to go Sushi Zanmai. but I said is not nice.. maybe I should have follow her suggestion.

Master piece by prawn prawn.

They went Hai Luo after that.. and I went home..cause I good girl mar :p

There are actually a lot of photos.. but hor. I scare my beloveds too pretty.. u all want to take them away from me. haha :P So sorry lo. I didn't post nice and clear photo of my beloved 's'. hehe ... The others, contact me if you want the photos or grab it from facebook.

FREE

Today woke up at 12pm. sleep for nearly 12 hours. Don't call me pig for this okay? People has been calling me piggy since the previous post. I have not been sleeping well during exam period. I have less than 6 hours of sleep everyday. I think I might have phobia with alarm ring d.. I always wake up 5 minutes before my alarm ring.

Yee pee! So today is the first day of my holiday. Clean up one of my messy cupboard, still got one to go. Just finish uploaded photos about yesterday. Well can check out through facebook. Will blog about it in the next post probably.

Now, let's see what can I do or what am I going to do for next nearly 4 months holiday (if include chinese new year).

First of all, hehe.. I going to Penang next week to find my darling. Yea lo, we just went out yesterday.. but I can't wait to see her on next week. haha. of course go to Penang with my beloved 's'. (Don't jealous~ :p)

Next I going Vietnam on December and going back Cameron Highland to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. Is wedding dinner not wedding... I think their baby also one years old d lo.. haha. Currently they are in America.

Yesterday went Popular. hehe. bought some books again. 2 only lo.. Will read finish all the books this holiday.

Hmm.. like nothing to do d wor.....

Never mind. think about it later..

So 'bro's and 'sis' s, I'M FREE!!!! Let's go out and yum cha...

Queue

Do you know how to line up ?

Yesterday after examination, as usual, we head towards the restroom. I was disappointed by the moral of the citizen of our country again.

As everyone know, they are one row of separated toilet. So how will you queue? In front of the door of the toilet??? Then you are the same type of people I talk about later on. The appropriate way of queue up, is to stand before the first toilet. This is to be fair. So which ever toilet is free, you are going in accordingly.

So after exam, my beloved 's' and I were in the restroom. Few of them get in, so it was full. my dear and I queue up before the first toilet. So here came in one girl.. look very fashion, full of make up. Next??? She walked pass us and stood in front of one of the toilet. If you never learn to queue up in an appropriate way, can't you see there are 2 girls lining up there?

Few seconds later, another girl came in, same case. walked pass us as if we are invisible or some weird fellow and stood in front of one of the toilet.

After that , my darlings wonder why dear and I took so long. Because of some people's moral lo.. Although you are highly educated, doesn't means you have moral. I look down on people who don't have moral than those who are not educated. Sorry if you are the type of people I mention above, hope you learn and won't do it next time.

Happy Deepavali

&

Happy Birthday Gwen~

beloved sandal

This post is for my poor sandal which has been indirectly "murdered" by Mr. Sia.

My poor little sandal was being kick around by Mr. Sia. The already loosen sandal... get worse. and it is announced to be dead this evening. The childish act of Mr. Sia to practice his 'kaki bangku' football according to Jin by kicking my sandal around has shorten the life span of my poor sandal.

The condition of the sandal is now no longer suitable to be 'use' . It is considered failed when it can't do its job anymore (Acc to material)

To show the last respect of my poor sandal, I shall not upload the photo of it.

RIP
Chin Ying beloved sandal
07 November 2007

**Just kidding with Mr. Sia.

Jay

Talking about Jay new album. There are 2 songs which he just modified and add in lyrics from the movie "secret" ost. One of them is my favourite.

小雨写立可白Ⅰ



I like the opening of this song. Is in viola if I'm not mistaken. MUST correct me if I'm wrong. Was wondering is viola or cello. I think is viola cause is too low range for a cello. When is modified and put in lyrics, it become like that:

蒲公英的约定
作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英　是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡草场传来蝉的声音　多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信　因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币　却不知道到底能去哪里

＃一起长大的约定　那样清晰　打过勾的我相信
　说好要一起旅行　是你如今　唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心　我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧　很多的梦在等待着进行

Repeat ＃

一起长大的约定　那样真心　与你聊不完的曾经

而我已经分不清　你是友情　还是错过的爱情

The opening become piano. Is nice still.. but viola sound better. The music sound very 'autumn' right? can't find a word to describe it. :P

Personally, I prefer the one with only music.

Another song which he modified is 彩虹 which I posted about it on my previous post.
The ost one sound like this.

First Kiss



Er.. why am I promoting Jay album??? Don't know. Haha. I am not really Jay fans but I think he is talented and I love his music. Get me right, is his MUSIC not him.

The girl who turn me into devil

Update about Devil

Remember the girl who turn me into devil??? Just some update about her.

I said I'll let go right? Yea, I did let go. However, I'm not sure whether is the girl sense the uneasiness in us or what? (which we already didn't do so now a day). She errr.. kind of ignore us. Yea, is US as in the "girl gang". As you know, engineering got this really pity number of girls. So the girl gang is almost all the girl in engineering of our batch. However when I think of it, even last semester she seldom mix with girls also other than me, SL, and Sam.. (correct me if I'm wrong.)

This few weeks, we have been hiding in the library ( I just like the word 'hide'). Studying of course.. And engineering students are kind of like conquer the whole sofa area which is a bad thing. Especially before examination. Those people ( engineering students) just talk as if we were in market. Is VERY VERY NOISY. I don't understand why the librarian didn't come up and stop us. My darling and I were very sleepy and 'sien'.. too noisy, study also cannot.. chat also very difficult.. We just sat down and listen to music, kept quiet. .Haihz.. and then the next week ( which is this week) librarian patrol very often.Must be got people complaint d. The max time is like 5 librarians in 10 minutes?? Some librarian is quite rude, and most of them the surname is horse.. ( Bro, thanks for your good creation). The rude one is the surname with horse one.

WAIT... go back to my topic :P

So the girl.. she came few times. and.. she ignored us!!! We are just right in front of her.. she greet the guys.. and totally IGNORED us!!! We were trying to be nice. If I want to ignore you, I can just continue with my work and pretend I didn't see u. However, my darling and I stopped and look up for quite long, patiently listening to their conversation. HALO!!! We don't have superpower, we are not invisible. Can you see us??? Even when I was a DEVIL, I did greet you. and it happened few times. Great! You choose to be rude in such a poor manner. We had the intention to greet you, but it seems like you just don't want to look at us.

Is fine anyway. Although I don't agree with your attitude, I will still keep my manner and greet you next time, if you DO look at me.

I'm not angry. I'm not the one who lost my manner, lost my reputation, lost the trust, and lost the friendship.

彩虹

彩虹
周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

There are quite a number of nice songs in his new album. Personally, I still can't accept Jay to act cute.. haha .. sorry lo, Jay's fan. I prefer Jay style music. Will post more about his music later on and some stuff which I should update long time ago. While waiting for more interesting post, enjoy the music 1st okay?

Last exam paper on Friday, wish me luck~ :)

Show off baby

I realize I am becoming a show off baby. haha :p
Hehe.. This thing above is bought by my mom. I have been a good girl :p , I didn't go shopping with my mom on Saturday cause I need to study for exam. Sigh~ And my mom bought me this!! Is cute right??? got 3 compartment. Can fit in an i pod, hand phone, mp3 and a lot of stuff. and is small!!! Okay lar. of coz bigger than my hand phone.. still is consider small to fit in many stuff. . I get to choose between light blue and this pink. My cousin and I were struggling to choose. haha. At last, her bf choose for us lo.. haha.. So I get this pink baby here.

Wondering why is between my cousin and I ,not my sister??? haha. cause she naughty lo. haha no lar.. She bought one the day before d.. hehe.. Of coz mine is nicer lo. :P

青花瓷 作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦 素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡　瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆 冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然　宣纸上走笔至此搁一半 釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏　而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放 你的美一缕飘散　去到我去不了的地方 ＃天青色等烟雨　而我在等你　炊烟袅袅升起　隔江千万里 　在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸　就当我为遇见你伏笔 ＊天青色等烟雨　而我在等你　月色被打捞起　晕开了结局 　如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽　你眼带笑意 色白花青的锦鲤跃然于碗底　临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你 你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密　极细腻犹如绣花针落地 帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿　而我路过那江南小镇惹了你 在泼墨山水画里　你从墨色深处被隐去

This is the lyric of Jay Chao new song. Is another those very "chinese style"??? "zhong guo feng" type of song.. and is Fang Wen Shan of coz who wrote the lyrics.. Among all the "chinese style" song that he wrote, this is the deepest. But I love it. Oh my God!!! Is he from "Tang" dynasty?? How can he write such literature stuff??? Compare he n William Shakespeare, I will admire Fan Wen Shan more.. haha. Is not so easy to write such stuff. Oh gosh! I'll never ever can write like him. I love his lyrics.

Niece

I got 3 niece in Kuantan. ( I think so :p) And they are so cool!!!!

I didn't go Kuantan, and from what I heard from my mom, they are just so cute.
You know, wedding dinner.. sure got this section which is to take the family photo. And it took quite long. The youngest niece, around 3 years old maybe. She just can't wait anymore, she walked down the stage alone. ( So geng right??? She is so cool and cute!!) She is not angry actually, when is really time, her dad ( my cousin) went to ask her to go on the stage. She just went up. According to my mom, she was not angry. I am thinking is her way to protest. la~ she so cute~ 3 years old only ler.. already can act on her own.

Another one, the eldest .. my mom said is 6 years old, but she said is standard 1.. I guess is going to be 7 years old then. She actually told her parents that, " Dad, mom, I think my BM is not good. Can I go for tuition??" Wow! right??? she just standard 1 ler. and she know what she want. My nieces very smart right????

According to my mom, they behave much more better than the devils in my grandpa house. Oh ya, I got this 4 cousins.. similar age as the one in Kuantan. But them.. haihz.. devils lo I will say. those in Kuantan also will fight and quarrel... they still kids mar. However, when they walk out from the house, they know how to behave themselves. That's the different between them and the devils.

And then.. got this weird little niece in Kuantan who refuse to wear skirt or dress.. haha.. weird right??? But they are so cool.

Distracted Saturday morning

"Today" slept at 4.30am.. I was still showing off that I can sleep till noon.. However, things just ain't go well.

6 or 7 am.. Mom came and wake sister up. That younger sister like to mumble, like an "ah ma" like that. I woke up.. scolded her :p.. Another 30 minutes later, mom came in again.. She said smth... I forgotten. Crap~ Finally get to sleep.. "Ring ring.... Ring ring.. "
Sui lar~~~~ Who call in such an early morning??? Picked up the phone

"Hello. "
" HALLO..."
"Hello???"
"HALLO"..
"Ah Ma??"
"ah ying ar??? lu pa pa yi rang chu lai be (Hokkien: is your dad they all out yet??)
" chu ki liao."(went out d)
"lai ah gong chu liao si mi si??"( Come to grandpa house d izit?)
"hmmm...."(yes)
"kam sia"(thanks)
"bye bye"
"bye bye"

Check the time, is only8.30am.. yawn** Can I continue sleep now???
Finally.. but this time.. I can't sleep d.. haihz..

Not only sleep get distracted.. Play game also get distracted..
Was playing flash game...... ( no pause available)

"Ring ring.. Ring ring.. "
What the heck this morning so many phone call????!!!
"halo, may I speak to mei pls???" ( Mei is my younger sis)
"She not in."
"okay."
"bye"

Sigh~ my game lost lo...

2 minutes later...

Still playing flash game....
"Ring ring.. Ring ring..."
WTH is happening in this morning????!!!
Crap~ Can I don't go pick up??? I waited for few seconds before I get up the phone this time.
"Halo, may I speak to Mei pls"
"She not in."
"Do you have Madam Cheong( my neighbour) no.?"
( I was having evil thought to say no, cause my hp is quite far away.)
"Okay. Please hold on."
"01x-xxxxxxxx"
"okay. Thanks." ( I don't rmb she say thanks a not actually, i think she didnt' lo)
"bye"

The last call must be the mom of the girl before lar.. One thing I realize about now a day kids. Cause I always answer phone, and most of the time my bro or sis is not in. When I said they are not in. Those kids just hang up the phone.. Hey!! Please.. did you learn moral??? As I know, you kids learn "pendidikan sivik" somemore. Another extra moral class you have than our time, how can you be so rude??? Can you please at least say 'okay, thanks you. Bye" or "okay".. Especially the 'Bye'. Is it so hard to pronounce it???

Even my grandma also will know how to say thanks on the phone to me and say bye bye cause I answered the phone. Is you kids so stupid??? You kids have more education than my grandma. ( Not sure she even really had been educated)

Birthday

My younger sister always envy kids who can hold their birthday party because we never hold our own birthday party before. There is a reason behind it.

Everyone know this, the day that we are born is the day our mom suffer. On your birthday, why should your mom wish you? Or busy like hell just to make sure you and your friends enjoy your birthday party? and who is the one clean up the mess after the party??? YOUR MOM.

Mostly this apply to now a day kid. I don't think we still throw birthday party at home in our age. Normally is our friends celebrate for us. That's okay. I find that when friends celebrate birthday, is like showing how important you are to your friends. Of coz it actually show the friendship between us. Celebrating birthday is like a Fun in our life among friends, of coz is good for our friendship too. Just don't ask for your parents to hold a party for you because is your BIRTHDAY.

On your birthday, you should be thankful your mom has the courage to overcome the fear and suffer to born you. You should thanks her. You know the "Broke back Mountain " director , Lee Ann??? Every year he will kneel down and thanks his mom on his birthday, same apply to his brother.

Be thankful on your birthday.

CHIN YING

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I

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N

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Y

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I

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N

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G

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C

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Better this way??? haha. cause graceful don't suite me right?
This is from facebook, mine is consider normal. some people one, is just too funny to mention.

blur blur**

In the library now.. :p

Computing exam??? SUX
During reading time, first page.. hmmm.. quite okay.. got some don't know what they talking. Next, hmm.. should be can do.. slowly as it goes.. What the heck is this shit??? Did I learn this before?

Even the Newton Raphson which I thought can score one.. sweat*** why the question so different from all the past year paper one???

Are they fooling us???

Shit lo.. But can pass kua..

Die...

Study lar..

If you read this........

Actually got something funny to blog about.. but then................... my darling said, if I dare to post about it, she is not my darling anymore.. :'( Can't afford to lose her.. so sorry lo... No post about it.

Ya , I know, I'm suppose to study now. But how about YOU??? haha... what are you suppose to be doing other than reading this crap post. lolx.

Oh ya, just another words more. DON'T BULLY MY DARLING LA!!!

You people damn evil, always bully her. See her so innocence look also still can bully. tsk tsk tsk..
I really kesian the pet that you rear lo.. must be very kesian punya. My darling so cute , pretty, innocence.. also you can bully.. haihz.. Although I understand why you bully her, don't do it too often la.. especially about something that's not true..

lol.. stop by here.. hehe. I know... is crap.. the whole post is a crap.. la~~~~~

Study lo~

Good luck those who are taking exam with me .. hehe. ya.. only with me one.. :p
Now, cross your fingers and pray ..

** Please bear with the crazy me during exam period **

My dad

My dad is a very typical conservative daddy. You know those son is more important that daughter type??? Ya. He is those type. I won't deny that he love all of us, just that he definitely take care of his son more. When he asked you to do stuff, normally is those boss asking the worker do work attitude. with the serious face and commanding tone.

However, recently he changed. Is hard for a person to change, especially people stubborn like my dad. Now a day, when he asked us to do work, he will ask nicely. "girl, are you busy right now? Can you do this for me later? I need it by tomorrow, so no hurry. You can finish your work first. If you are really busy, is okay. " Shock! That's what I feel.

Another thing is my dad never really show care for my elder sis and my academic, cause ours is consider okay. Ya. get no. 1 also he won't praise you one, I don't remember my dad praise me or my sis for scoring straight A's . Not for UPSR, not for PMR, not for SPM. He never take report card for both of us before also. I still remember mom asked him to take report card for me before when I was standard 2 cause I was the first for the whole standard 2. He didn't appear, mom did. However, he did took my younger sis report card before. Now think of it, a bit jealous. Maybe if I know that if I do poorly in exam, dad will come and take my report card, I might have done stupid stuff.

We used to think my dad don't really care for our future. My dad used to say, girls go study business can d. However, he actually care for us. My sister always stay up late whenever got test. He actually told mom that, if study is so difficult, maybe ask my sister to change her course.

This Saturday, we are suppose to attend my cousin's wedding dinner at Kuantan. At first I told them I not going anywhere, is my exam period. My mom told dad about it. ( Normally is we tell mom, mom tell dad ) Dad is worry that I'm home alone. Ya, they still treat me like a kid. You know what my dad said??? He said, "She so smart d, is okay to go out 2 days to relax." I not sure my dad praise me before when I was a baby or kid. However, from my memory, this is the first time my dad praise me.

*I'm not trying to show off. Just happy and touched*

pig

OH great!!! Chin Ying just turn into a pig!

Now is 2.05pm, and chin ying just woke up 20 minutes ago. Yes is "pm" not "am". She already sleep for 11 hours. Oh shit!

So the "18 years old" chin ying and "small girl" chin ying pop up again.
"18 years old" chin ying:" You see! Lucky that day you din stay up whole night, now stay up until 3 am also you cannot wake up d. You sleep more hours than usual.."

"small girl" chin ying:"....................." (speechless)

The end..

Poet, philosopher, scientist and buinessman

Read this in a book and find it meaningful.

我曾经看过一则文学寓言， 当混浊初开的时候，世界上只有四种人，也就是诗人，哲学家，科学家和商人。

诗人感叹地说：“ 这个世界正是太美了！”
哲学家讲：“上帝为什么要创造这个世界呢”
科学家想：“这个世界到底是怎么造的”
商人则说：“我真希望能拥有这一切。”

接着诗人作了一首诗，
哲学家看了讲：“我终于知道上帝为什么要创造万物了！”
科学家看了说：“ 这真是一首严谨的作品！”
商人则高兴地讲：”这首诗如果印成书出版该多好！”

由这个故事可以知道：
同一件事给予每个人的感觉是大不相同的，而人类的文化不也就靠着他们的创造，思想，分析，推展而日益进步吗

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

When this world just been created, there are only 4 types of people. The poet, philosopher, scientist and businessman.

Poet:" This world is really beautiful!"
Philosopher:" Why God create this world?"
Scientist:" How this world is being created?"
Businessman:" I wish I can own all of this."

After that, the poet wrote a poem. After reading the poem,
Philosopher said:" Finally I understand why God create all this!"
Scientist:"The structure of this poem is really neat."
Businessman:" How great if this poem can be published as book!"

From this story, we can know that although is the same thing, however it gives different feelings to different people. Therefore, isn't culture of human is improving due to human creation, thinking, analysis and publicity ?

( 螢窗小語選集, 劉墉,2004)
Translation by chin ying :p

This thing happen everyday in our life, because everyone has different character in their life. Sometime, we should think from different angle of views. Everything has their pro and con.

conversation ~creepy

"small girl" chin ying who has not appear for long, she want to stay awake tonight.

"small girl" chin ying: " Let's stay awake tonight! Tomorrow go to university straight. "
She wants to be naughty.

"18 years old" chin ying said: " No! If you don't sleep now, tomorrow you can't concentrate on your study even you stay in the library."

"small girl" chin ying:" But I want to be naughty! I want attention!!! Please let me study and online till next day morning."

"18 years old" chin ying: " Nope! Tomorrow you will be exhausted. Later you will become pig like someone (:P) . You will need another day of sleep to recover. Furthermore, the attention you want from will 99.99% won't happen."

"small girl" chin ying is sad cause she lose.

In the end the "18 years old" chin ying decided to sleep at 3am and wake up at 7am.
Will this really happen? Find out whether chin ying has her panda eyes on tomorrow, you will get the answer.

*Willy find it creepy*
*Willy said, should go to sleep NOW*

** Willy is my friend, NOT bf!!! Don't misunderstand! Just that so coincidence I chatted with him this 'early' in the morning.

exam

Final examination start next week.. However I really don't get the mood, study in the library only can concentrate. Haihz..

Just a reminder to myself.

CHIN YING, your exam is coming! Is NEXT WEEK! Not next month!

ENG 1060 Computing for Engineers
25th of October (Thursday)
8.30am

ENG 1030 Electrical Systems
2nd of November (Friday)
1.30pm

ENG 1050 Engineering Materials
6th of November (Tuesday)
1.30pm

ENG 1020 Engineering Structures
9th of November(Friday)
8.30am

:P

You know where this thing appeared???? Is on my test paper....
Where got people mark paper still draw such stuff one???
See also know is Mark work lo..

Haha.. but I like that he gave comment on our total mark there. :)
compare to others with nothing.. feel better..

and another thing is his marking not so strict as the lecturer or another tutor..

Phew~ should be glad about that.

haha. but he shouldn't advertise for digi lo.

I think I need you right now.

Your hug,

your smile,

your voice.

I miss you.

Support me!!!

Please support me on FIGHTER CLUB against Jon!

Although I'm the one who picked on the fight, is not me who want it. Coz Jon bully me.

Jon has been threatening me that he will attack my kingdom in Warbook badly. According to him, he will start attack tomorrow. :( After that, he said wan to pick on a fight with me during exam period so that I won't notice. Evil right???

So I said be fair and fight now, so I picked on a fight with him. The fight is for 2 days, so it will end on Wednesday evening, support me okay????

Thanks ya~

precious books

Wee~~~ I'm so happy!!! :) Although I'm not feeling well in the morning, I'm very happy now.

Haha.. why not feeling well in the morning?? Part of the reason, is memang sendiri cari pasal one.. Yesterday midnight, I watched the last episode of "One Litre of Tears" , that's why there are such a late post yesterday night.

Today, really like a pig lo.. I woke up, had my breakfast... sleep again.. till nearly 3pm. I know.. really pig..

We went "Sushi Zanmai" for dinner, didn't snap photos because it doesn't really look nice. Still we prefer "Zen". The foods okay only. Next time will go try "Shogun" when it opens. And we had New Zealand ice-cream. Wee~ I really like it, I find it better than BR. BR is too sweet for me. The Popular in the new sp is super big.. the front part is like a mph, and behind is all the Chinese books that I miss so much. I just walk around , never go to the far behind because I was attracted by my favourite author- 劉墉(Mr. Liu Yong) books. Hehe.. was really happy and excited. I bought 3 of his books.

First is this, RM 16.00. Cheap! I thought I see it wrongly, cause that's like pirated book price. Of coz pirated one even cheaper. Normally his book sells around RM 28 the cheapest.



Next is this.. only RM 15.00. However, the one I bought has different cover. Then I realize, the publisher might be different. I prefer the cover below, cause the other collection I have is this kind of cover.



The last and most precious one, "ta da"



This is the book that make him famous, his very first book when he was young. When he finish this book, no publisher want to publish for him. So he published himself, and it was a great success. This book is something like the literature we study in secondary school. In Taiwan, they suggest the students to read this book. I have always wanted to have it. This book is the re-published which compile the selected article from the previous one. This book is only RM 35.75. I thought it will cost around RM 50.00. I really thought I'm in the wrong bookshop, is this really Popular??? Why so cheap one?

However, I have to hide all these precious books somewhere.. Exam coming. Argh!!! Feel so sad I can't read it now. I can't wait to finish all his books.