Yeah!!!!!!!!!! SPM is over(long time ago).....
But holiday for this year seem so short ..only one month.. Maybe i should feel relief coz is only one month.. I'm sooooooooooooo bored at home.. OK, i know u guys might not agree with me.. There is so many tv programme , from korea, japanese , taiwan and so on... and from the internet... However, i still feel is like meaningless to waste my time on watching tv .. Sigh, but other then that , i got nothing to do also.. (sound like complain for nothing)
This week my mom is not around, only my dad n my elder sis are home.. is so peacefull without the two little kids at home.. haha.. bit uncomfortable coz no one to fight wit me.. hehe..
Actually my sis n i has a mission to complete during this week. We have to clean up the house and cook for my dad( and for us oso lar).. Cleaning the house sound quite okay lar.. just sweep the floor, wipe the cupboard.. But COOKING???? For the 2 girls who never ever cook before( maggie mee sure got cook b4 lar of coz).. em... is sound like mission impossible ....
With the fridge is almost empty .. (only few vege and fish) it make it more difficult for us.. haha.. of coz i not so stupid to try it on my own without help lar.. i phone my aunt , i asked my frens and try to recall back the memory of my mom cook lor...
My dad was actually shock when he knew that his daughter wanted to cook dinner.. Is not his fault to doubt our cooking skill coz we never cook and help in the kitchen... Not much complain that night bout the dinner .Mayb he felt is bad to hurt us kua. haha... only things he complain is we cooked not enough vege.. Lolx.. how would i know how much it will be when is cook.. Nah.. not bad lar.. But after this week,my sis n i will never cook again.. And of coz, wont go learn from my mom.. The only lesson we learnt that is never stay at home without mom.. hehe..
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Thursday, September 29, 2005
好累
对不起，我累了
踏上了休息的阶段
不能一味地付出
抱歉，我受够了
开始学会了不在乎
需要逃离虚拟的世界
对不起，我哭了
我再也承受不住了
对于你的信心 我失去了
不想再让自己受伤害
所以选择了放弃你
放得下吗？
你对于我的恩与爱 我忘不了
对于你的恨与怨 却一瞬间爆发
恨你的不公平 怨你的偏心
更恨自己为什么做不到你的一百分
那遥不可及的梦 我是否该放弃
我累了 真的累了
好想倒下 从此远离这繁人世界
但我舍不得 放不下 因为你是我的最爱
踏上了休息的阶段
不能一味地付出
抱歉，我受够了
开始学会了不在乎
需要逃离虚拟的世界
对不起，我哭了
我再也承受不住了
对于你的信心 我失去了
不想再让自己受伤害
所以选择了放弃你
放得下吗？
你对于我的恩与爱 我忘不了
对于你的恨与怨 却一瞬间爆发
恨你的不公平 怨你的偏心
更恨自己为什么做不到你的一百分
那遥不可及的梦 我是否该放弃
我累了 真的累了
好想倒下 从此远离这繁人世界
但我舍不得 放不下 因为你是我的最爱
BAck!!!
So longgggg din post anything .. same to all my friends...
hahaha.. all busy with the non-stop exam....damn sien with study d..
Just finish exam 2 weeks ago, next week exan again...Sien larrrrrrrrrr
Need to burn mid nite oil again.. Sigh.. Need to gambate d..
Must work hard everyone.. 40 more days to go.. i know we can do it..(like going to war like dat)
aikz... my anime download finish d..
so tata lor..
take care everyone..
hahaha.. all busy with the non-stop exam....damn sien with study d..
Just finish exam 2 weeks ago, next week exan again...Sien larrrrrrrrrr
Need to burn mid nite oil again.. Sigh.. Need to gambate d..
Must work hard everyone.. 40 more days to go.. i know we can do it..(like going to war like dat)
aikz... my anime download finish d..
so tata lor..
take care everyone..
Monday, July 18, 2005
We are all Rich!!
I am back from Malacca.. actually not really go holiday in Malacca also.. is a small island located in Malacca.. The main purpose for this trip is to donate and visit the mentally disabled children...
There are 35 of them ... and all are physically or mentally disabled.They are not able to fend for themselves,even for their most basic needs. Most of them were lying on the baby court, except few sitting on the wheel chair.. and one can move freely..
The one who can played and most active( most of them just lay on the bed) ,his body is half paralyse and he has a hole in his heart.. plus he is also a down syndrom... His body paralyse coz of the failure of his heart operation...
They are so pity.. some of them are blind,palsy,polio and mental disorders..
I am a tought girl this time.. i didn't cry, they are so innocent .. how could you cry infront of them..
So my friends.. Never ever say you are poor... Never ever say you are unlucky....
We are rich.. coz we are healthy... we still can think and learn...
When you feel the tears or pain, be gratefull coz u still can feel them...
Think of those poor innocent children whenever you feel you are unlucky..
YOu will feel grateful!!!
There are 35 of them ... and all are physically or mentally disabled.They are not able to fend for themselves,even for their most basic needs. Most of them were lying on the baby court, except few sitting on the wheel chair.. and one can move freely..
The one who can played and most active( most of them just lay on the bed) ,his body is half paralyse and he has a hole in his heart.. plus he is also a down syndrom... His body paralyse coz of the failure of his heart operation...
They are so pity.. some of them are blind,palsy,polio and mental disorders..
I am a tought girl this time.. i didn't cry, they are so innocent .. how could you cry infront of them..
So my friends.. Never ever say you are poor... Never ever say you are unlucky....
We are rich.. coz we are healthy... we still can think and learn...
When you feel the tears or pain, be gratefull coz u still can feel them...
Think of those poor innocent children whenever you feel you are unlucky..
YOu will feel grateful!!!
Friday, July 15, 2005
Class magazine
Today i had argument with one of my friends...it is because the class magazine...and all becaues of money...For the magazine , our class have the choice to choose either 4 pages colours or 3 pages colours.. Obviuosly,more colour pages means more expensive...and the different between this 2 choice is actually 20 ringgit malaysia...
Majority of the class agree to take 4 colour pages, coz is already last year.. and the last time.. and mayb the last time in our entire life... So .. money matter, doesn't affect us to take the 4 colour pages.. However, there is a few person in our class said they can't afford to pay the money which is less than 100 ringgit malaysia.. Okay i understand some of them , coz i know they having financial problem and they really can't waste their money on this type of thins.. Our classmate agree to find some way to solve it such as they have to find sponser and if they really can't we will help them to find...
But something i can't really understand, some of them is not poor... i know they said they are from average family .. so do i.... but how come i can afford it??The truth is they are stingy and selfish....
I know they care for their family... they don't want to burden their family... but can they think from our stand too... We also got family.. Our family also earn the income by working hard.. So how could you so selfish to want us to pay for u all???( coz i knew some of them think like dat)
For their information... i will pay the money with my own money.. the money is not take from my dad or mom.. is from my really own money.. not ang pau money oso.. is the money earn by myself...
So can u all don't be so selfish???? When u think for ur family.. think for us too.... I am not rich anyway... but i appreciate our memory .. dat's y i am willing to pay.. Please be co-operative..
Don't make our class monitor to be so worry about u all.. U all should grow up lar... don't always burden ur friends!!!!
Majority of the class agree to take 4 colour pages, coz is already last year.. and the last time.. and mayb the last time in our entire life... So .. money matter, doesn't affect us to take the 4 colour pages.. However, there is a few person in our class said they can't afford to pay the money which is less than 100 ringgit malaysia.. Okay i understand some of them , coz i know they having financial problem and they really can't waste their money on this type of thins.. Our classmate agree to find some way to solve it such as they have to find sponser and if they really can't we will help them to find...
But something i can't really understand, some of them is not poor... i know they said they are from average family .. so do i.... but how come i can afford it??The truth is they are stingy and selfish....
I know they care for their family... they don't want to burden their family... but can they think from our stand too... We also got family.. Our family also earn the income by working hard.. So how could you so selfish to want us to pay for u all???( coz i knew some of them think like dat)
For their information... i will pay the money with my own money.. the money is not take from my dad or mom.. is from my really own money.. not ang pau money oso.. is the money earn by myself...
So can u all don't be so selfish???? When u think for ur family.. think for us too.... I am not rich anyway... but i appreciate our memory .. dat's y i am willing to pay.. Please be co-operative..
Don't make our class monitor to be so worry about u all.. U all should grow up lar... don't always burden ur friends!!!!
Friday, July 08, 2005
Heart of fencing!!
This few days , i didn't take nap in the evening... Not i don't want to sleep but i am 'glue' with the tv ...hahaha.. wonder what so intersting??? Actually is VCD lar....the show name 'heart of fencing'
Is a contonese show.. I like it coz is not so bored as some of the taiwan show(no offense. some only)
The most important thing is the spirit in the story.. Win is not a matter... the most important thing is you did your best when you are fighting for something..
Do you know 'the four leaves clover'? this type of plants normally only have 3 leaves.However ,when something good going to happen , it will be 4 leaves.. So people believe that the four leaves clover will bring good lucks.. We call it 'sei yip chou' in cantonese..
I like the lyrics of the songs name "shinning friends" which is the theme song for this show..
It got cantonese and english version..
To share with my friends so i put it as my music...If you want to listen.. use Internet Explorer to visit my blog then you might can listen to it..
The lyric for the song:
Care for your friends!!!!
Is a contonese show.. I like it coz is not so bored as some of the taiwan show(no offense. some only)
The most important thing is the spirit in the story.. Win is not a matter... the most important thing is you did your best when you are fighting for something..
Do you know 'the four leaves clover'? this type of plants normally only have 3 leaves.However ,when something good going to happen , it will be 4 leaves.. So people believe that the four leaves clover will bring good lucks.. We call it 'sei yip chou' in cantonese..
I like the lyrics of the songs name "shinning friends" which is the theme song for this show..
It got cantonese and english version..
To share with my friends so i put it as my music...If you want to listen.. use Internet Explorer to visit my blog then you might can listen to it..
The lyric for the song:
| Shining Friends (无线青春剧“当四叶草碰上剑尖时”主题曲) |
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want to know more about this show .. please visit http://www.spcnet.tv/reviews/review.php?rID=223
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
someone special that influence me
There are someone who make me who i am now... the person i mean is neither my dad nor my mom... And that person don't know me at all.. However , he did influence me .. especially my character and my mind..
That person is an author. I love his books a lot. To me , reading his work is a type of fun for me.
He is not a love story writer , which some of you might think so..because i am a teenager girl...
He wrote a lot about love, life, society, human's evil and some story.He is also good at art..
What impress me is him and his story. He lost his dad when he was young and their house was burnt . However, he is a tough person .He endure the difficulty of life.. and he is now a succesful person..
The first time i read his book ,i was a primary student. I was attract by the title of the book, "To be a happy student".. This book is form out from the letter which he wrote for his daughter. His daughter is currently 16 years old and has a elder brother which is 17 years older than her..
The method the author treat and teach his daughter and son is definitely different. He trained his son to be tough and be independent. He want him to know the real society . However, he treat his daughter in the other way.
I learnt a lot from his work.. I learnt to think from others people shoes, learnt to think positive, learnt to think from different angle . The most important thing i learnt is whatever you did ,you must not do something which go against your heart.
There are some of his word have become my philosophy.
"You have to be success, because you can't fail!"
I used to be someone who like to compare with the others..
However, the truth enemy is my self, what i have to overcome is my weakness..
and who i am compete with ??? My self..
*The author is a chinese, name Liu Yong. He wrote a lot of books which is always the best seller.
He is coming to Malaysia in August. However, too bad.. i didn't get the ticket... And all his talk in Asia is for charity. There is a link about this author in my " favourite links" (shui yun zai) which you can contact to him..^-^
That person is an author. I love his books a lot. To me , reading his work is a type of fun for me.
He is not a love story writer , which some of you might think so..because i am a teenager girl...
He wrote a lot about love, life, society, human's evil and some story.He is also good at art..
What impress me is him and his story. He lost his dad when he was young and their house was burnt . However, he is a tough person .He endure the difficulty of life.. and he is now a succesful person..
The first time i read his book ,i was a primary student. I was attract by the title of the book, "To be a happy student".. This book is form out from the letter which he wrote for his daughter. His daughter is currently 16 years old and has a elder brother which is 17 years older than her..
The method the author treat and teach his daughter and son is definitely different. He trained his son to be tough and be independent. He want him to know the real society . However, he treat his daughter in the other way.
I learnt a lot from his work.. I learnt to think from others people shoes, learnt to think positive, learnt to think from different angle . The most important thing i learnt is whatever you did ,you must not do something which go against your heart.
There are some of his word have become my philosophy.
"You have to be success, because you can't fail!"
I used to be someone who like to compare with the others..
However, the truth enemy is my self, what i have to overcome is my weakness..
and who i am compete with ??? My self..
*The author is a chinese, name Liu Yong. He wrote a lot of books which is always the best seller.
He is coming to Malaysia in August. However, too bad.. i didn't get the ticket... And all his talk in Asia is for charity. There is a link about this author in my " favourite links" (shui yun zai) which you can contact to him..^-^
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Smile
coz of some reason.. i flipped through the family's photo album ... I am feeling sad .. so when i saw the smile and laughter in the photo.. especially myself... i start to wonder.. When did that smile gone from me??? In those photo, the smile show no worry.. only fun and laughter..... with my sis and cousin.. Those smile is sooooooo nice.... But i can't have the smile d...
Now.. i always full with worry and more i expose to the world.. every breath of air i breath in made me more sad.. I am show with the cruelty of the world..
the cruelty and disspointment i discover.. made my innocent smile fade away.. wat take over, is a cool face with no espression which wearing a mask.. don't want who to discover the feeling under it....
Tons of unfinish homework.. tons of unfinish revise books... tons of assignment.. tons of worry and tons of hope on myself....
Is giving pressure dat i feel i can't take it anymore.. tears start to take over me sometimes.... sometimes tears is force not to drop by my heart... i must b tough....
Give up???? thought of it b4...even thought of give up my life... but when i think further ... i start to blink.. it can't solve the problem....and i still have lotz of things i want to archive.. my wish, my dreams..
I hope i can smile like when i was a kid.. no worry ... no need to be so rasional.. no need to always think for others.. no need to care about pp's hope on u..
Now.. i always full with worry and more i expose to the world.. every breath of air i breath in made me more sad.. I am show with the cruelty of the world..
the cruelty and disspointment i discover.. made my innocent smile fade away.. wat take over, is a cool face with no espression which wearing a mask.. don't want who to discover the feeling under it....
Tons of unfinish homework.. tons of unfinish revise books... tons of assignment.. tons of worry and tons of hope on myself....
Is giving pressure dat i feel i can't take it anymore.. tears start to take over me sometimes.... sometimes tears is force not to drop by my heart... i must b tough....
Give up???? thought of it b4...even thought of give up my life... but when i think further ... i start to blink.. it can't solve the problem....and i still have lotz of things i want to archive.. my wish, my dreams..
I hope i can smile like when i was a kid.. no worry ... no need to be so rasional.. no need to always think for others.. no need to care about pp's hope on u..
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Don't make me dissapointed on u..
Duno y this few days i always get angry... at last i come up with a conclusion.. y people always made me feel mad.. coz i put too high expectation on others people...
when i put high expectation others people... but people fail to do it.. i felt dissapointed and it make me start not to trust people.. when i wan to do a work or anything.. i don't want others to do or hope on others d.. i want to on my own d.. coz i scare they fail to do it on the dateline... the effect is i will get it coz i fail to finish my job on time.. so sometimes i don't like to work with others... but it depends on who is dat person..and what work is dat.. But now adays i don't really depends on people d.. If i really work with others.. but i will have a backup or a standby work do by me.. coz i really scare that person can't do it... that is really scary when u find out ur team mate can't finish his or her job n the next day is the date line... i tried it b4.. n the dateline is not tmr but on that day!!!
When i know that my team mate didn't finish the only 2% of the whole project i gave her.. and we need to pass up on that day.. U know how angry .. how dissapointed and worry i am?? And yes the 1st time i dropped my tears in class... Lucky only few of my frens saw and realise what really happen on me... is so shame i cry bcoz of the project... but i really very dissapointed that time.. i am so sad and think how could they did that to me...
So from that day onward , i judge my team mate and choose it carefully .. but now is not a matter for me ... coz i noe i can finish all the work by myself.. I m so glad i m Aquarius.. coz Aquarius will forget something after she think propely and get the answer she want. Aquarius always believe that they can n they are rasional...and i noe i can do it .. N i will keep telling my self .. people can dissapoint you.. but u can't dissapoint ur self. coz when u oso can't complete the job u give to urself and trust ur self .. who u expected to trust on??? or u wan to get another disspointed on trusting others???
No way.. i don't wan to take such rick anymore.. mayb pp might say i m so sombong and over confident.. but u noe wat?? i don't really mind wat pp say.. n i noe i m not those pp.. coz sometimes u really need to trust ur self 100% and give ur self 100% of confident.. coz when u don't even support urself who will support u??plus i need team mate oso lar.. just i will still do the standby work....
and there is some sign of my angry mood.. so just leave me alone when i m not in a good mood..
i will b full of torn on that moment.. i just don't wan anyone to get hurt when i m in a bad mood..
I will be very quiet and show no interstet on anything .. sometime i might make myself bz doing work ..or sometimes i just sit day keep thinking something.....
When i feel a bit better i will tell my problem to my trusted frens.....coz i want to c the situation from diff angle and think from diff way...
But something weird is .. when i am angry .. i will like to look for a ice coffee or a piece of chocolate.. coz duno y.. it just make me feel better.. haha... weird hor????
and yup.. don't make me dissapointed on u .. coz when there is once.. i won't let u have the 2nd chances.. coz once is enough to hurt me..
when i put high expectation others people... but people fail to do it.. i felt dissapointed and it make me start not to trust people.. when i wan to do a work or anything.. i don't want others to do or hope on others d.. i want to on my own d.. coz i scare they fail to do it on the dateline... the effect is i will get it coz i fail to finish my job on time.. so sometimes i don't like to work with others... but it depends on who is dat person..and what work is dat.. But now adays i don't really depends on people d.. If i really work with others.. but i will have a backup or a standby work do by me.. coz i really scare that person can't do it... that is really scary when u find out ur team mate can't finish his or her job n the next day is the date line... i tried it b4.. n the dateline is not tmr but on that day!!!
When i know that my team mate didn't finish the only 2% of the whole project i gave her.. and we need to pass up on that day.. U know how angry .. how dissapointed and worry i am?? And yes the 1st time i dropped my tears in class... Lucky only few of my frens saw and realise what really happen on me... is so shame i cry bcoz of the project... but i really very dissapointed that time.. i am so sad and think how could they did that to me...
So from that day onward , i judge my team mate and choose it carefully .. but now is not a matter for me ... coz i noe i can finish all the work by myself.. I m so glad i m Aquarius.. coz Aquarius will forget something after she think propely and get the answer she want. Aquarius always believe that they can n they are rasional...and i noe i can do it .. N i will keep telling my self .. people can dissapoint you.. but u can't dissapoint ur self. coz when u oso can't complete the job u give to urself and trust ur self .. who u expected to trust on??? or u wan to get another disspointed on trusting others???
No way.. i don't wan to take such rick anymore.. mayb pp might say i m so sombong and over confident.. but u noe wat?? i don't really mind wat pp say.. n i noe i m not those pp.. coz sometimes u really need to trust ur self 100% and give ur self 100% of confident.. coz when u don't even support urself who will support u??plus i need team mate oso lar.. just i will still do the standby work....
and there is some sign of my angry mood.. so just leave me alone when i m not in a good mood..
i will b full of torn on that moment.. i just don't wan anyone to get hurt when i m in a bad mood..
I will be very quiet and show no interstet on anything .. sometime i might make myself bz doing work ..or sometimes i just sit day keep thinking something.....
When i feel a bit better i will tell my problem to my trusted frens.....coz i want to c the situation from diff angle and think from diff way...
But something weird is .. when i am angry .. i will like to look for a ice coffee or a piece of chocolate.. coz duno y.. it just make me feel better.. haha... weird hor????
and yup.. don't make me dissapointed on u .. coz when there is once.. i won't let u have the 2nd chances.. coz once is enough to hurt me..
Monday, June 20, 2005
Study so hard ... just to get a Cert???
My aunt.. which is now i think redi 50 years old kua... something around this age lar... She has a debate...which is coming soon.. as her niece... we need to help her to think point for this topic.. the topic is quite intersting.. atleast is related to us.. so i think is time for us to think deeply...
Start from kindergarden.. we as a student , always be advise to study hard...but how many of us really think of why?? izit just to get the reward from ur papa n mama or get praise by teacher n adults???
I think i am a weird child maybe.. when i was young , i didn't been force to study but i love to study.. Story book is the best.. but when i was 5 years, i started to intersted of my elder sister standard one teks book.. i really wierd lar..i oso duno y?? just very excited to noe more words...
Other then that, i like to think.. don't c me just staring at something.. like i m day dreaming.. actually my brain is running... (but sometimes really day dreaming lar:p) I started to think for my future since i was young... i noe there got something call government exam ..which is very important for my future.. and i tell my self if i can't do well in this exam .. my future is gone.. the whole world going to be dark n evil.. So i push my self very hard .. just to get my cert pass with flying colors...
Actually how important is all this cert??? Study so much and so hard... give up my favourite tv show n computer games and all the fun....izit worth??? only a cert.....which determin my future..
some might say it is only a cert.. don't have a cert with good result doesn't means u r a failure in the future... however... with this cert.. atleast ..i will have more opportunity to get a better job in the future... For example, if i didn't get good result for PMR.. i can't go to the science class... N the skop of my future course i can take will reduce.... all those science subject will be out ....
if my SPM, i can't get atleast 5 credits.. i can't even go to a college..... Or if i can get atleast 5 credits but the result is not good...The confident on my self oso will bcome low.. and the spirit to fight and battle will be low too... plus ..if my result not good it oso means i didn't master the knowledge i study in secondary school.. So if i go to the coll, i will face the diff in study....
After we study and pass our exam ..only we can graduate from Uni....and get the Cert which is only a paper...
So izit all is study about??? Just to get a cert????Tell me everything on ur mind...
yup... for my aunt rite... she is the opponent...the topic is 'Study just for a cert?'
Study...izit just to get a cert???
Start from kindergarden.. we as a student , always be advise to study hard...but how many of us really think of why?? izit just to get the reward from ur papa n mama or get praise by teacher n adults???
I think i am a weird child maybe.. when i was young , i didn't been force to study but i love to study.. Story book is the best.. but when i was 5 years, i started to intersted of my elder sister standard one teks book.. i really wierd lar..i oso duno y?? just very excited to noe more words...
Other then that, i like to think.. don't c me just staring at something.. like i m day dreaming.. actually my brain is running... (but sometimes really day dreaming lar:p) I started to think for my future since i was young... i noe there got something call government exam ..which is very important for my future.. and i tell my self if i can't do well in this exam .. my future is gone.. the whole world going to be dark n evil.. So i push my self very hard .. just to get my cert pass with flying colors...
Actually how important is all this cert??? Study so much and so hard... give up my favourite tv show n computer games and all the fun....izit worth??? only a cert.....which determin my future..
some might say it is only a cert.. don't have a cert with good result doesn't means u r a failure in the future... however... with this cert.. atleast ..i will have more opportunity to get a better job in the future... For example, if i didn't get good result for PMR.. i can't go to the science class... N the skop of my future course i can take will reduce.... all those science subject will be out ....
if my SPM, i can't get atleast 5 credits.. i can't even go to a college..... Or if i can get atleast 5 credits but the result is not good...The confident on my self oso will bcome low.. and the spirit to fight and battle will be low too... plus ..if my result not good it oso means i didn't master the knowledge i study in secondary school.. So if i go to the coll, i will face the diff in study....
After we study and pass our exam ..only we can graduate from Uni....and get the Cert which is only a paper...
So izit all is study about??? Just to get a cert????Tell me everything on ur mind...
yup... for my aunt rite... she is the opponent...the topic is 'Study just for a cert?'
Study...izit just to get a cert???
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Girls, do you mind your boyfriend to be shorter then you???
Recently i watched a tv show 'All about Eve'Hahaha.. don't misunderstood. is not the Korean tv show...is the 8tv ... I seldom watch tv now a days except those drama lor... girl mar...
That day i just tooo bored ( holiday lor) n sat infront the tv...That the topic they discuss about..
"Do short guys don't look cool or man?" When the audience called in the studio, the host asked the same question..."Do you mind if your boyfriend shorter then you?"
I not sure is't bcoz is show on the tv or what... 99% of the girls said they don't mind.. only one girl, very honestly... she said she mind the height of her boyfriend...Actually i think most of the girls mind isn't it??? I mean for the first impression, sure the taller guys will get the attention...However when time pass, the character of the man will become the attention of the girls...Such as, this guy is short but he is talented... and that guy is tall but he is a very bad temperate person... think when come to this the girl will choose the shorty rite?? But inside the girls heart i think they still mind... atleast for me ..honestly speaking... i think i will mind if my boyfriend is shorter then me...haha.. but not yet in love with someone shorter then me yet, so the real answer is .. duno...
When come to reality , is still a unknown fact... coz as those girls said, if he is a shorty and i love him.. everything physically is doesn't matter anymore... hmmmm.. actuallly it sound like if my boyfriend is as old as my grandpa but i love him.. i will still be with him... hahaha....So mayb a shorty as boyfriend is nothing so bad also rite??? I think not as bad as my boyfriend age is as old as my grandpa...come till the end i think i have put my self on the middle stand.. coz i think is depends on individual opinion for this type of question...Tell me what you think ,k??
Girls, do you mind your boyfriend shorter then you???
Boys, do you mind your girlfriend taller then you???
*NO offense to anyone
That day i just tooo bored ( holiday lor) n sat infront the tv...That the topic they discuss about..
"Do short guys don't look cool or man?" When the audience called in the studio, the host asked the same question..."Do you mind if your boyfriend shorter then you?"
I not sure is't bcoz is show on the tv or what... 99% of the girls said they don't mind.. only one girl, very honestly... she said she mind the height of her boyfriend...Actually i think most of the girls mind isn't it??? I mean for the first impression, sure the taller guys will get the attention...However when time pass, the character of the man will become the attention of the girls...Such as, this guy is short but he is talented... and that guy is tall but he is a very bad temperate person... think when come to this the girl will choose the shorty rite?? But inside the girls heart i think they still mind... atleast for me ..honestly speaking... i think i will mind if my boyfriend is shorter then me...haha.. but not yet in love with someone shorter then me yet, so the real answer is .. duno...
When come to reality , is still a unknown fact... coz as those girls said, if he is a shorty and i love him.. everything physically is doesn't matter anymore... hmmmm.. actuallly it sound like if my boyfriend is as old as my grandpa but i love him.. i will still be with him... hahaha....So mayb a shorty as boyfriend is nothing so bad also rite??? I think not as bad as my boyfriend age is as old as my grandpa...come till the end i think i have put my self on the middle stand.. coz i think is depends on individual opinion for this type of question...Tell me what you think ,k??
Girls, do you mind your boyfriend shorter then you???
Boys, do you mind your girlfriend taller then you???
*NO offense to anyone
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Tire but FUN!!!!
Yesterday nite... i didn't sleep the whole night.. What i did?? checking what is the time every hours past... When time pass every hours, i get more nervous.. coz i can't fall asleep!!!! My stomach lor.. something wrong.... what's wrong?? i also duno.... The only thing i know ... i can't sleep the whole night.. Finally i fall asleep, but you noe wat time is that??? is 6 am in the morning... 7.30 am i was waken up by my sister stupid alarm clock.. Dunno what she want to do so early in the morning.. but she didn't wake up at last...coz i shut the alarm clock..^.^ haha.. so bad of me... Once i wake up, i can't continue sleep... haihz.. never mind lar... today going Sunway Lagoon with my friends.. to celebrate yo-yo birthday lor....
Most of us went for both park...is Fun.. We get wet before we went to the wet park...Aikz... our skirt all wet!!! And we didn't bring extra skirt or pants... Dat's is terrible!!! But we didn't think much that time... just a bit worry...We played alotz of games.. but when reach the Tomahawk, i don't dare to play.. coz i scare i will vomite.. I feel sick the whole day.. not enough sleep kot...
After they played few times of the Tomahawk, some started to vomite.. and they feeling sick d.. so we went to the wet park...
That time is around 12pm.. afternoon... so hot!!! Some of them was already there the wh0le morning coz they didn't go for the dry park... It is fun.. i totally forget all the homework i not yet done.. and my moral project.. haihz.. Lotz of them get sunburn coz din put sunblock.. I very stupid .. i forget to put sunblock on my shoulder.. so is damn red now... but lucky not really pain.
Get darker.. i think everyone also get darker lor... We played till dont want to go back ..haha.. but i think most of them the stomach protest d... so must go have lunch... My leg is soooo tire.. to me.. the way from lagoon to sunway pyramid is damnnn long... and hot...
I didn't eat much for my lunch.. no appetite to eat... gastric lor... i think my stomach out of function.. i didn't feel hungry also... but gastric pula.. sigh...and my legs also.. is killing me...
The movie we watch was very funny... haha... but a bit like the 'square pegs' coz of the actor kua.....After the movie, we go lepak for a while.. wait for my parents to come n fetch us to dinner..
Today is sooooooo tire... but so much of fun!!!
Most of us went for both park...is Fun.. We get wet before we went to the wet park...Aikz... our skirt all wet!!! And we didn't bring extra skirt or pants... Dat's is terrible!!! But we didn't think much that time... just a bit worry...We played alotz of games.. but when reach the Tomahawk, i don't dare to play.. coz i scare i will vomite.. I feel sick the whole day.. not enough sleep kot...
After they played few times of the Tomahawk, some started to vomite.. and they feeling sick d.. so we went to the wet park...
That time is around 12pm.. afternoon... so hot!!! Some of them was already there the wh0le morning coz they didn't go for the dry park... It is fun.. i totally forget all the homework i not yet done.. and my moral project.. haihz.. Lotz of them get sunburn coz din put sunblock.. I very stupid .. i forget to put sunblock on my shoulder.. so is damn red now... but lucky not really pain.
Get darker.. i think everyone also get darker lor... We played till dont want to go back ..haha.. but i think most of them the stomach protest d... so must go have lunch... My leg is soooo tire.. to me.. the way from lagoon to sunway pyramid is damnnn long... and hot...
I didn't eat much for my lunch.. no appetite to eat... gastric lor... i think my stomach out of function.. i didn't feel hungry also... but gastric pula.. sigh...and my legs also.. is killing me...
The movie we watch was very funny... haha... but a bit like the 'square pegs' coz of the actor kua.....After the movie, we go lepak for a while.. wait for my parents to come n fetch us to dinner..
Today is sooooooo tire... but so much of fun!!!
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Apology to my sis...
This post is to say sorry to my sis n my mom... coz the previous post .. i was too angry.. and said something stupid.. sorry.. thx for the care of my friends.. is nothing serius.. but thx coz u care bout me...
Bored... HOliday!!!!
holiday... everyday almost do the same things...
online... chat .... eat.... sleep.... read novel.... play games....watch tv....tuition
sound so bored right??? imagine i do all this activity everyday... so bored...
And it sound like a pig life style..... Didn't go to school.. but the body is even more easy tire.. i can just sit on my study chair for 10 minit... then i start to feel tire.. and the nex thing i do is....... go lay on my bed... and read novel... or sometime just roll here and there.. doing nothing...
Something so bored... why would i like to write it on my blog????
But i get complaint d lar... someone started to ngam ngam cham cham( like my mom) said i didn't update my blog... Eiiii.. I just remember .. you didn't update ur blog also wet... how could u say me?
The only thing sound fun in this holiday is i can go play with my friends tomorow!!!!
Long time didn't go out with 3cinr3b..... too bad.. ping don't want to join us....
Yeah!!! Finally can go play water... i long time didn't go play water d lar.. not even go swimming.. bz lor... Some boys wonder we gals will wear bikini or not??? hahaha... too bad.. we don't have this thought in our mind.. so sorry guys.... We gals going to wear swimming suit.. plus we going to wear a T-shirt also.. hahaha... too bad boys... We not really sooo close to u guys.... sooo....
don't put too much of hope to c v gals wear bikini....We won't as long as you boys there...
The game i always play in this such boring holiday is Hexic... coz can play with friends mar...
And i found out in our geng.. someone very good in playing games.. when i check the buddy score , he always the top... and he already play lotz of times... Sigh... izit he play the games 24 hours??? For the highest score in Hexic he get 350000++ !!!! It is so far from my highest score.. mine only90000++ and in our buddy score i am the 2nd place.. the distance is sooooo far...
Sigh... but he said he saw one guy get 600000++ score!!! Omg... how that guy did it??? did he really sit infront of his com for 24 hours???
online... chat .... eat.... sleep.... read novel.... play games....watch tv....tuition
sound so bored right??? imagine i do all this activity everyday... so bored...
And it sound like a pig life style..... Didn't go to school.. but the body is even more easy tire.. i can just sit on my study chair for 10 minit... then i start to feel tire.. and the nex thing i do is....... go lay on my bed... and read novel... or sometime just roll here and there.. doing nothing...
Something so bored... why would i like to write it on my blog????
But i get complaint d lar... someone started to ngam ngam cham cham( like my mom) said i didn't update my blog... Eiiii.. I just remember .. you didn't update ur blog also wet... how could u say me?
The only thing sound fun in this holiday is i can go play with my friends tomorow!!!!
Long time didn't go out with 3cinr3b..... too bad.. ping don't want to join us....
Yeah!!! Finally can go play water... i long time didn't go play water d lar.. not even go swimming.. bz lor... Some boys wonder we gals will wear bikini or not??? hahaha... too bad.. we don't have this thought in our mind.. so sorry guys.... We gals going to wear swimming suit.. plus we going to wear a T-shirt also.. hahaha... too bad boys... We not really sooo close to u guys.... sooo....
don't put too much of hope to c v gals wear bikini....We won't as long as you boys there...
The game i always play in this such boring holiday is Hexic... coz can play with friends mar...
And i found out in our geng.. someone very good in playing games.. when i check the buddy score , he always the top... and he already play lotz of times... Sigh... izit he play the games 24 hours??? For the highest score in Hexic he get 350000++ !!!! It is so far from my highest score.. mine only90000++ and in our buddy score i am the 2nd place.. the distance is sooooo far...
Sigh... but he said he saw one guy get 600000++ score!!! Omg... how that guy did it??? did he really sit infront of his com for 24 hours???
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Don't want to b at home!!! Hate home!!!
I hate my elder sister .. she is sux... i hate to say pp like dat.. but she really sux.
I hate her.. she always bully me.. she duno wat going on and she just scold me .. n the fact is .. she is wrong.. I hate her!!! i hate her!!! i hate her at home... why don't she just stay for the national service for longer or don't come back forever... i don't want to c her face.. don wan to listen to her..
Although she elder than me doesn't mean she noe everything n she must b right..
n my mom too.. i noe she pilih kasih.. i been so quiet .. i always diff opinion wit her .. mayb dat make her feel that i always like to go against her.. n when time pass.. i bcome lazier to explain to her.. the only thing i can say is she don understand me..
N no one do in this house ... no one really noe wat happening to me...
When i cry at nite.. who will bother??? I couple, i break with my boyfriend.. who noe??? NONe of them...........none...i been so sad for so long... n no one seems to care y i feel sad.. NO one...
I just hate to stay at home... i hate to stay at home... i hate them!!!!
I hate her.. she always bully me.. she duno wat going on and she just scold me .. n the fact is .. she is wrong.. I hate her!!! i hate her!!! i hate her at home... why don't she just stay for the national service for longer or don't come back forever... i don't want to c her face.. don wan to listen to her..
Although she elder than me doesn't mean she noe everything n she must b right..
n my mom too.. i noe she pilih kasih.. i been so quiet .. i always diff opinion wit her .. mayb dat make her feel that i always like to go against her.. n when time pass.. i bcome lazier to explain to her.. the only thing i can say is she don understand me..
N no one do in this house ... no one really noe wat happening to me...
When i cry at nite.. who will bother??? I couple, i break with my boyfriend.. who noe??? NONe of them...........none...i been so sad for so long... n no one seems to care y i feel sad.. NO one...
I just hate to stay at home... i hate to stay at home... i hate them!!!!
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Holiday!!!
HI!!!!Long time no 'c'....
Holiday lor.. start to become lazy...
actually holiday or not.. it start to become not a matter for me...
still got tuition... still got holiday homework..
It just as same as the normal day...only different is i can on9 till very late n wake up late... haha..
Actually not very late sleep oso.. since my mom will scold me if i sleep late.. Or i wake up late she oso will scold me.. so ...is still the same as normal day...
I found myself change. If is last time , i may be is the one cheering when come to holiday... last year the loonnnggg holiday is the only one i felt sad... coz after that holiday ..i will never ever have chance to have a long holiday as a student..n i cant c all my frens...N now... NO feeling at all.. really 4get about holiday..n don't even countdown for it anymore...
Last time if i lost something or i forget to bring something, i will b very worry .. but now i will just think every things going to be okay atlast .. no need to worry so much.. i felt that my heart start to become calm... Like nothing can really make me angry... nothing can make me feel worry anymore.. but sad... i still will feel it..
Aikz... so bad lar... don wan to feel sad..but sad is the only mood is remain in me now...
SCare....sometimes..mayb got few experience at home alone d... not so scare d..
People problems i start not to care so much( i don't think i care much last time oso ..haha.. if i wrong tell me lar har) N don't wan to give comment so much...
Lucky i still can feel happy n the only moment i feel happy is wit my frens..
HOme i only feel sad... sometime really hate to stay at home..
V need to grow up... n i dunno izit i bcome more mature or wat.. or not y i don wan to care so much d???? Or is my heart frozen...bcome ice d.. dat's y don hav feeling??? Or mayb is bcoz i had go thru the pain?? dat make me grow up a lotz???
(0f course i talking mentally lar.. physical still a shorty)
Holiday lor.. start to become lazy...
actually holiday or not.. it start to become not a matter for me...
still got tuition... still got holiday homework..
It just as same as the normal day...only different is i can on9 till very late n wake up late... haha..
Actually not very late sleep oso.. since my mom will scold me if i sleep late.. Or i wake up late she oso will scold me.. so ...is still the same as normal day...
I found myself change. If is last time , i may be is the one cheering when come to holiday... last year the loonnnggg holiday is the only one i felt sad... coz after that holiday ..i will never ever have chance to have a long holiday as a student..n i cant c all my frens...N now... NO feeling at all.. really 4get about holiday..n don't even countdown for it anymore...
Last time if i lost something or i forget to bring something, i will b very worry .. but now i will just think every things going to be okay atlast .. no need to worry so much.. i felt that my heart start to become calm... Like nothing can really make me angry... nothing can make me feel worry anymore.. but sad... i still will feel it..
Aikz... so bad lar... don wan to feel sad..but sad is the only mood is remain in me now...
SCare....sometimes..mayb got few experience at home alone d... not so scare d..
People problems i start not to care so much( i don't think i care much last time oso ..haha.. if i wrong tell me lar har) N don't wan to give comment so much...
Lucky i still can feel happy n the only moment i feel happy is wit my frens..
HOme i only feel sad... sometime really hate to stay at home..
V need to grow up... n i dunno izit i bcome more mature or wat.. or not y i don wan to care so much d???? Or is my heart frozen...bcome ice d.. dat's y don hav feeling??? Or mayb is bcoz i had go thru the pain?? dat make me grow up a lotz???
(0f course i talking mentally lar.. physical still a shorty)
Saturday, May 28, 2005
不想长大
在这寂静的夜晚,心里头涌出了一股无奈...
这人世间, 有多少人真的能做到与世无争...
又有多少人真的能不在乎他人的想法...
又有多少人真的做事周到...
又有多少人背负着多少人的期望...
又有多少人去了解他人的想法...
又有多少人去体谅他们...
又有多少人骄傲自大的认为自己是最好的...
又有多少人为了利益出卖他人...
又有多少人人前人后两个样...
当我逐渐长大...
我看见的是人类的丑恶...
社会的残酷...
在我小小的心里...构成一幅多难看的一幅画...
人类真的是如此的丑恶吗???
我宁愿不要长大...
不想踏入那灰色的社会...
不想我的心灵受到污染...
我不要长大...
长大有太多的忧虑...
我不想长大... 不要长大...
这人世间, 有多少人真的能做到与世无争...
又有多少人真的能不在乎他人的想法...
又有多少人真的做事周到...
又有多少人背负着多少人的期望...
又有多少人去了解他人的想法...
又有多少人去体谅他们...
又有多少人骄傲自大的认为自己是最好的...
又有多少人为了利益出卖他人...
又有多少人人前人后两个样...
当我逐渐长大...
我看见的是人类的丑恶...
社会的残酷...
在我小小的心里...构成一幅多难看的一幅画...
人类真的是如此的丑恶吗???
我宁愿不要长大...
不想踏入那灰色的社会...
不想我的心灵受到污染...
我不要长大...
长大有太多的忧虑...
我不想长大... 不要长大...
Friday, May 27, 2005
Don't judge a book by it cover
Actually i not angry with anyone anymore... i mean not mad or black listed in my heart.
To get mad or angry with someone ... the feeling is not nice... and i very fast will forget bout it.... N really is forgive n forget...coz when i calm down..i will start to think from other pp view... then i will try to understand their feeling n situation.. slowly i will noe that y they make such choices or do such things... Although sometimes i still feel that the person is wrong .. i will just tell my self not to care so much.. coz i only get angry , worry or judge pp that i noe..
Judging pp that i duno or get noe the real them... is unfair...
Coz i hav no prove... no reason to judge them .. To me .. look is just nothing... so i seldom judge pp look.. What is the most important things is the inside of the person..
His or her attitude and characteristic...
SO never judge a person with his or her look... c their personality.. their behaviour.. their character... that is most important..coz how beautiful it is someone is... ONe day they will old too..But the wisdom and good in the person heart will never change.. it is forever...
To get mad or angry with someone ... the feeling is not nice... and i very fast will forget bout it.... N really is forgive n forget...coz when i calm down..i will start to think from other pp view... then i will try to understand their feeling n situation.. slowly i will noe that y they make such choices or do such things... Although sometimes i still feel that the person is wrong .. i will just tell my self not to care so much.. coz i only get angry , worry or judge pp that i noe..
Judging pp that i duno or get noe the real them... is unfair...
Coz i hav no prove... no reason to judge them .. To me .. look is just nothing... so i seldom judge pp look.. What is the most important things is the inside of the person..
His or her attitude and characteristic...
SO never judge a person with his or her look... c their personality.. their behaviour.. their character... that is most important..coz how beautiful it is someone is... ONe day they will old too..But the wisdom and good in the person heart will never change.. it is forever...
Thursday, May 26, 2005
| INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population. |
| Big Five Test Results |
| Extroversion (44%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private. Friendliness (70%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex). Orderliness (61%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun. Emotional Stability (32%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Openmindedness (72%) high which suggests you are very intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical. |
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你又是哪一种花??
花有千万多种…
有些要成双成对才美…
有些要五颜六色才美…
有些要多多才美…
有些着要有其它花儿的衬托才美…
例如玫瑰配上满天星…
但有些花儿要独个儿才美…
就像玫瑰…
当它独个儿的时候…
显得非常高贵…
虽然孤独…
但它不怕…
因为孤独也是一种美…
Choices
Life is full of choices
You can choose to tell or keep it as a secret
You can choose to love him or hate him
You can choose to be friends or enemy
You can choose to be happy or sad
You can choose to be good or bad
Every decision is on your hands
When the earth will still keep going on
The sun will still rise in the morning
Why should you choose the negative choices?
Why don’t you choose to be positive and happy?
Remember every choice you have,
Every decision you make,
May change the world or the world might be still the same.
You can choose to tell or keep it as a secret
You can choose to love him or hate him
You can choose to be friends or enemy
You can choose to be happy or sad
You can choose to be good or bad
Every decision is on your hands
When the earth will still keep going on
The sun will still rise in the morning
Why should you choose the negative choices?
Why don’t you choose to be positive and happy?
Remember every choice you have,
Every decision you make,
May change the world or the world might be still the same.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Wind and the cloud
Wind..
Where are you ...
Do you know that the cloud is waiting here...
Wind..
Can you hear.....
The cloud is calling for you...
Wind..
Can you see ....
the cloud is always here...
Wind..
Can you feel ...
The cloud is missing you...
Wind..
Do you know...
The cloud always love you..
Wind..
Have you found...your happiness...
Have you found...
Wind..
Do you know..
The cloud hope you will be happy...
Always happy ........
Actually this is the translation for the chinese below.. I didn't purposely go translate it.. coz the stupid yo-yo lar... he cheated me... he called me to translate ...coz he want to know the meaning. after that only i found out.. he put my translation on my comment... Since he did that ... i mar just post it to let u guys see lor....Hahaha.. How's my stupid work??? very sad??? very bad??? meaningless???? Just post a comment and tell me.... thx...
Where are you ...
Do you know that the cloud is waiting here...
Wind..
Can you hear.....
The cloud is calling for you...
Wind..
Can you see ....
the cloud is always here...
Wind..
Can you feel ...
The cloud is missing you...
Wind..
Do you know...
The cloud always love you..
Wind..
Have you found...your happiness...
Have you found...
Wind..
Do you know..
The cloud hope you will be happy...
Always happy ........
Actually this is the translation for the chinese below.. I didn't purposely go translate it.. coz the stupid yo-yo lar... he cheated me... he called me to translate ...coz he want to know the meaning. after that only i found out.. he put my translation on my comment... Since he did that ... i mar just post it to let u guys see lor....Hahaha.. How's my stupid work??? very sad??? very bad??? meaningless???? Just post a comment and tell me.... thx...
风云????
风儿…
你在那儿…
你知道云儿在等你吗…
风儿…
你听到吗…
云儿在呼喊你…
风儿….
你看到了吗…
云儿一直在这儿…
风儿…
你感受到了吗…
云儿在想你…
风儿….
你知道了吗…
云儿一直爱着你…
风儿…
你找到了吗…
你要的幸福…
你找到了吗…
风儿….
你知道吗…
云儿希望你幸福…
永远幸福…
你在那儿…
你知道云儿在等你吗…
风儿…
你听到吗…
云儿在呼喊你…
风儿….
你看到了吗…
云儿一直在这儿…
风儿…
你感受到了吗…
云儿在想你…
风儿….
你知道了吗…
云儿一直爱着你…
风儿…
你找到了吗…
你要的幸福…
你找到了吗…
风儿….
你知道吗…
云儿希望你幸福…
永远幸福…
Sunday, May 22, 2005
我又哭了…
我又哭了…
我曾经以为我是真的好了…不会再想念… 不会再后悔…
但就在夜深人静的时候…
我的眼泪决堤了….
看着别人的故事.. 我的心在痛… 眼泪一直滑落..
曾经我沉浸在恋爱的甜蜜里…
当我的心对于平淡的一切开始厌烦的时候…
我以为我不再爱他了….
我说出了那句话…
伤了他的心… 也在不知不觉中伤了自己
我后悔了… 但已无路可退
我开始寻找疗伤的方法…
当眼泪滑落的时候…
疗伤的方法就被宣告无效…
试了一次又一次…
当我以为我找到了方法的时候…
我又被自己的眼泪给推翻了…
我才发现麻痹药的期限已过…
我又得去感受那令人难受的感觉…
我的心告诉我..
我不是为了那些毫无关系的角色哭泣…
我是在难过…
我的感觉他永远不会明白..更不会了解..
因为他读不懂我的言语…
我很感激我的好友…
VV, 3cinreb, Aby,Stephen,my hengdai, Jacky… n tailo
谢谢你们一直在我身边…
我会好起来的…
我一定会的…
谢谢你们!!!
我曾经以为我是真的好了…不会再想念… 不会再后悔…
但就在夜深人静的时候…
我的眼泪决堤了….
看着别人的故事.. 我的心在痛… 眼泪一直滑落..
曾经我沉浸在恋爱的甜蜜里…
当我的心对于平淡的一切开始厌烦的时候…
我以为我不再爱他了….
我说出了那句话…
伤了他的心… 也在不知不觉中伤了自己
我后悔了… 但已无路可退
我开始寻找疗伤的方法…
当眼泪滑落的时候…
疗伤的方法就被宣告无效…
试了一次又一次…
当我以为我找到了方法的时候…
我又被自己的眼泪给推翻了…
我才发现麻痹药的期限已过…
我又得去感受那令人难受的感觉…
我的心告诉我..
我不是为了那些毫无关系的角色哭泣…
我是在难过…
我的感觉他永远不会明白..更不会了解..
因为他读不懂我的言语…
我很感激我的好友…
VV, 3cinreb, Aby,Stephen,my hengdai, Jacky… n tailo
谢谢你们一直在我身边…
我会好起来的…
我一定会的…
谢谢你们!!!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Why it must be so sad??
Why most of the love story must be so sad???
Izit because when is sad , people will remember it more???
Why girls like to read love story so much???
Izit this world don't have true love , so we need to find in the story??
Why those famous love story always have sad ending???
Izit it will be more touch and feeling with a sad ending???
Why the one we love not the one who love us the most??
Izit the one will be always the diff person???
Why girls will feel sad for the sad love story although the people doesn't related to them???
Izit because they have feel it before and feel the same pain and do the same stupid things before??
Why girls will cry just for a sad love story???
Izit because they can't find their true love too??
Why am i crying when i read those sad story??
Why am i crying on the lonely night???
Why am i crying front the com???
Why am i crying for the character that doesn't really exist??
Why am i crying when i listening to the music???
Why am i still crying now???
Why i feel so sad ???
Why am i so soft??
Why can't i just forget the past??
Why i can't find anyone to support me in this moment??
Why can't i stop crying???
Why i so stupid ??
Can anyone teach me how to forget??
I thought i have forget ... but why am i crying now???
I need a shoulder now..but i can't find any...
Izit because when is sad , people will remember it more???
Why girls like to read love story so much???
Izit this world don't have true love , so we need to find in the story??
Why those famous love story always have sad ending???
Izit it will be more touch and feeling with a sad ending???
Why the one we love not the one who love us the most??
Izit the one will be always the diff person???
Why girls will feel sad for the sad love story although the people doesn't related to them???
Izit because they have feel it before and feel the same pain and do the same stupid things before??
Why girls will cry just for a sad love story???
Izit because they can't find their true love too??
Why am i crying when i read those sad story??
Why am i crying on the lonely night???
Why am i crying front the com???
Why am i crying for the character that doesn't really exist??
Why am i crying when i listening to the music???
Why am i still crying now???
Why i feel so sad ???
Why am i so soft??
Why can't i just forget the past??
Why i can't find anyone to support me in this moment??
Why can't i stop crying???
Why i so stupid ??
Can anyone teach me how to forget??
I thought i have forget ... but why am i crying now???
I need a shoulder now..but i can't find any...
Friday, May 20, 2005
I'm so happy!!!
When i know that my 1st paper for chinese i got 90% ... i was really very happy..
Paper one ler... the essay paper... u can imagine .. dat's the most happy time for today... n the essay question is to write about fact.. My tuition teacher warn me before not to write this type of essay coz i suck on it...
This time i just take the risk and do the question about National Service.. think coz my sis ..hahaha.. jk lar...
Out of my expectation i get 64 /70 for that essay... i really very happy...
Plus the 2nd paper .. i got 86 for my chinese paper but not yet plus 20% from Mac... If plus that together i will get 87 for my chinese paper.. Although is lower then my Mac marks... it is sure better then mac coz this exam is full paper.. got essay somemore...
Think i m those who can change mood very fast... before teacher came in .. my mood not say become sad lar.. not happy oso .. just cool...feel a bit of depress
Today exam over... add mm 2 quite okay.. but how izit ? need to wait for result.
coz the 1st paper i thought i done quite well, but the result not really good.. teacher said i got lotz of careless mistake... such as???
3 + 3 =? 6 rite? but u noe wat the dummy here put??
I put 9.... wasted one marks...
alotz of careless mistake in this exam .. my kimia paper oso... etana is C2H4 .. i thought is metana... then bio lotz of spelling mistake ... god !!!!
Everyone sure hope to get good gred in this exam... me too.. but in the same time .. i hope i get the lowest marks in my life... coz i hope it will bcome a thight slap on my face .. n make me awake that SPM is not far... and i m not prepare for it yet...
Paper one ler... the essay paper... u can imagine .. dat's the most happy time for today... n the essay question is to write about fact.. My tuition teacher warn me before not to write this type of essay coz i suck on it...
This time i just take the risk and do the question about National Service.. think coz my sis ..hahaha.. jk lar...
Out of my expectation i get 64 /70 for that essay... i really very happy...
Plus the 2nd paper .. i got 86 for my chinese paper but not yet plus 20% from Mac... If plus that together i will get 87 for my chinese paper.. Although is lower then my Mac marks... it is sure better then mac coz this exam is full paper.. got essay somemore...
Think i m those who can change mood very fast... before teacher came in .. my mood not say become sad lar.. not happy oso .. just cool...feel a bit of depress
Today exam over... add mm 2 quite okay.. but how izit ? need to wait for result.
coz the 1st paper i thought i done quite well, but the result not really good.. teacher said i got lotz of careless mistake... such as???
3 + 3 =? 6 rite? but u noe wat the dummy here put??
I put 9.... wasted one marks...
alotz of careless mistake in this exam .. my kimia paper oso... etana is C2H4 .. i thought is metana... then bio lotz of spelling mistake ... god !!!!
Everyone sure hope to get good gred in this exam... me too.. but in the same time .. i hope i get the lowest marks in my life... coz i hope it will bcome a thight slap on my face .. n make me awake that SPM is not far... and i m not prepare for it yet...
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Friday, May 13, 2005
I need a DOC!!!
Dunno why... Lately ...my heart always felt something wrong.... like something missing .... feel like something not done ... but not really also... then the heart felt so empty ... ( not lonely).... Then got few times the heart will pain for few second ...( don't think is heart health problem) coz i got experience once before . it happen when something bad happen or something connected to my six sense.
Most of the time i want to be lonely ...want to stay away from people...lazy to talk ... only want to talk to specific people ...don want to talk to specific people..
is like if u are the one i don want to talk to... i will keep silent whatever u say or u do.... but the specific people that i don like's name list ..now only got one name only...hahaha.. so my frens ...don't so scare ler.... only one.... n who is dat ??? i not going to tell u here ... hurt people lor.... actually nothing oso lar..just i don like that person attitude so ...that person is black listed in my heart.... my heart say wan...so the body must cooperate....don't talk to that person...don't listen to that person..
hahaha...very bad hor.... No lar that person still frens lar...just my heart can't forgive such 2 head snake.... n i dont say or do things that will go against my heart... i don talk to that person because i don't want to go against n tell lie on anyone... So sorry if that person find it out....coz if i really talk to that person i going to hurt that person with my words...
Coz i communicate with people with my heart... my heart hate 'black n dirty' things... so my heart say don't want to follow those bad attitude mar... if i talk to that person ... my heart will feel bad lor... i don want to be bad people ler..
WAit!!! go back to my heart sickness... still can't find out what the reason...
Hmmmm....any doctor to cure this type of unknown heart problem???
If got please inform me before my heart die because of this heart sickness...
DOCTOR.... HElp
Most of the time i want to be lonely ...want to stay away from people...lazy to talk ... only want to talk to specific people ...don want to talk to specific people..
is like if u are the one i don want to talk to... i will keep silent whatever u say or u do.... but the specific people that i don like's name list ..now only got one name only...hahaha.. so my frens ...don't so scare ler.... only one.... n who is dat ??? i not going to tell u here ... hurt people lor.... actually nothing oso lar..just i don like that person attitude so ...that person is black listed in my heart.... my heart say wan...so the body must cooperate....don't talk to that person...don't listen to that person..
hahaha...very bad hor.... No lar that person still frens lar...just my heart can't forgive such 2 head snake.... n i dont say or do things that will go against my heart... i don talk to that person because i don't want to go against n tell lie on anyone... So sorry if that person find it out....coz if i really talk to that person i going to hurt that person with my words...
Coz i communicate with people with my heart... my heart hate 'black n dirty' things... so my heart say don't want to follow those bad attitude mar... if i talk to that person ... my heart will feel bad lor... i don want to be bad people ler..
WAit!!! go back to my heart sickness... still can't find out what the reason...
Hmmmm....any doctor to cure this type of unknown heart problem???
If got please inform me before my heart die because of this heart sickness...
DOCTOR.... HElp
Thursday, May 12, 2005
still love her
I just complaint abit bout my sis then everyone like so care bout her ....hmmm
K lar ...that time i just too angry lar...actually nothing ...
I know she scold me coz she care for me mar....
ahhaaha...so sure lar i still love my sister...
COz our thinking very different mar...and she don't really understand me..
some quarrel may happen lor....
Stay cool .... she will always be my lovely sister...
K lar ...that time i just too angry lar...actually nothing ...
I know she scold me coz she care for me mar....
ahhaaha...so sure lar i still love my sister...
COz our thinking very different mar...and she don't really understand me..
some quarrel may happen lor....
Stay cool .... she will always be my lovely sister...
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
THX VV..
Hai.... today exam quite relax... no science subject lor...
but tomorow got chemistry paper 3... haih... lucky tonight don't have tuition
But i stomachache after the moral paper....don't know why....
After went to toilet d...is still the same....hmmmmm
Think is gastrick kua.... coz i forget to have my breakfast in the morning...
i remember i drink a cup of milo in the morning.....normally can stand till the lunch times....
haihz....maybe stress or tenxion kua....
it made me can't concentrate on my essay....
so is like bad.... i finished my english paper just on time....
the 2nd essay i just simply write only ... no time to think d
i also duno what i wrote .....hahaha....
hehehe ... vv , i very good girl d... only the 1st 2 day exam i got drink coffee only.
trying to stop depending on it... So...THX for ur caring...
but tomorow got chemistry paper 3... haih... lucky tonight don't have tuition
But i stomachache after the moral paper....don't know why....
After went to toilet d...is still the same....hmmmmm
Think is gastrick kua.... coz i forget to have my breakfast in the morning...
i remember i drink a cup of milo in the morning.....normally can stand till the lunch times....
haihz....maybe stress or tenxion kua....
it made me can't concentrate on my essay....
so is like bad.... i finished my english paper just on time....
the 2nd essay i just simply write only ... no time to think d
i also duno what i wrote .....hahaha....
hehehe ... vv , i very good girl d... only the 1st 2 day exam i got drink coffee only.
trying to stop depending on it... So...THX for ur caring...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
也许...
别再做梦!!
不可能再回到从前...
要是你现在还在..那该有多好…
在我最需要你的时候....
也许再也见不到你..
也许几十年以后...
也许已经结了婚..也许已经有了孩子...
然后慢慢老去..
那时我还会记得你吗?
也许会忘了吧....
也许会记得....
我希望我会记得....
要不然我会觉得很孤单...
Find a lotz of this things appear in my blog???
Hehehe... actually is my work..... is what i think...and my english quite lousy... so is in chinese lor...my chinese better mar....hehehe
those sentences just fly into my brain....some can remember ..so mar complete it and post it here...some just fly in and i just forget it the next minit...( lost memory)
This work is special a bitz... actually i caught this few words in the "Holland Village" noe the jingjing?? she said something like that lar... to her own.... poor girl...she have to marry a man that she don't like...
When i heard what she said... my tear drop... it is so sad .. to see a girl in her situation ....especially she still pretended to be okay....
But for sure is.... i just take the idea from what she said...so is still my work ..:P
不可能再回到从前...
要是你现在还在..那该有多好…
在我最需要你的时候....
也许再也见不到你..
也许几十年以后...
也许已经结了婚..也许已经有了孩子...
然后慢慢老去..
那时我还会记得你吗?
也许会忘了吧....
也许会记得....
我希望我会记得....
要不然我会觉得很孤单...
Find a lotz of this things appear in my blog???
Hehehe... actually is my work..... is what i think...and my english quite lousy... so is in chinese lor...my chinese better mar....hehehe
those sentences just fly into my brain....some can remember ..so mar complete it and post it here...some just fly in and i just forget it the next minit...( lost memory)
This work is special a bitz... actually i caught this few words in the "Holland Village" noe the jingjing?? she said something like that lar... to her own.... poor girl...she have to marry a man that she don't like...
When i heard what she said... my tear drop... it is so sad .. to see a girl in her situation ....especially she still pretended to be okay....
But for sure is.... i just take the idea from what she said...so is still my work ..:P
Maybe...
My sis is back.... but i think the feeling of excited had fade away from me...
She is worst than mom... mom called me not to study so hard... and you know what ?? she come back not till 48 hours...she already show unhappy to my study method... I don't know izit bcoz cousin are here ...she want to show her ego or what ...but she just make me feel she is sooooo annoying... After she scolded me, she went in mom's room and watch tv ...chat with cousin...they are soooooooo noisy ...i can't concentrate on my study...it seems like amess for me... that's y i m here now writing this...i really can't stand it on this type of study situation...
I just hate her to be back now... she shouldn't come back so early...if she really come back after 3 months full ... that will be after my mid year exam...how nice it will b.... but she is now back...and my best environment to study had spoilt by her... I just hate her to be home... she really should start her pre-u study earlier.. so she will be busy of her study in college...and i will get back my peacefull life... maybe not fully peace...but atleast give me sometimes to free from her useless guidance that want to show her ego... which is totally making me feeling annoying now...
She is worst than mom... mom called me not to study so hard... and you know what ?? she come back not till 48 hours...she already show unhappy to my study method... I don't know izit bcoz cousin are here ...she want to show her ego or what ...but she just make me feel she is sooooo annoying... After she scolded me, she went in mom's room and watch tv ...chat with cousin...they are soooooooo noisy ...i can't concentrate on my study...it seems like amess for me... that's y i m here now writing this...i really can't stand it on this type of study situation...
I just hate her to be back now... she shouldn't come back so early...if she really come back after 3 months full ... that will be after my mid year exam...how nice it will b.... but she is now back...and my best environment to study had spoilt by her... I just hate her to be home... she really should start her pre-u study earlier.. so she will be busy of her study in college...and i will get back my peacefull life... maybe not fully peace...but atleast give me sometimes to free from her useless guidance that want to show her ego... which is totally making me feeling annoying now...
Monday, May 09, 2005
SLeePlesS NIghT
Oh My GOD!!!! Today history 2nd paper... that is killing me...
I not yet finish my revision for history.....
yesterday evening i had account tuition..NOt bad.. can answer but 4hours sitting there and face all those number is just sooooooooooooo tired....
When i reached home ...my sister is BACK from national service...
Hahaha...her face is soooo red ...sunburn kot....her voice also sound like soar throat... she came back just nice....yesterday is MOTHER DAY!!!
I'm so excited... i kept talking with her...but looked like she like the computer more than me ...sob....
Then i started my history revision...actually is not revision also...i just wrote those note in my examination pad...that's all.... actually can't remember and understand what i wrote also...but if i don't write ...i also don't know what i doing.... Haihz ...look like i not yet find the best study way for my self....
I didn't go out for dinner ....can't finish my revision d lor....
around 10++ pm only i had my dinner....
Aikz.... till 12 am i also not yet finish revise the form 4....Give up!!!
I changed to form 5 ...just read through lor....
1 am .... too sleepy... i went to my bed...
Howver...I can't fall asleep!!!till 2 am i still awake ...OMG!!! how i going to sit my exam in the morning???? Sob....
So i took a cup of coffee in the morning with empty stomach.... coz i think is more effective ... The history exam okay okay lor.....still can answer some.. c the result lar... very sleepy now..need to take nap... NItezzzzzzzzzz
I not yet finish my revision for history.....
yesterday evening i had account tuition..NOt bad.. can answer but 4hours sitting there and face all those number is just sooooooooooooo tired....
When i reached home ...my sister is BACK from national service...
Hahaha...her face is soooo red ...sunburn kot....her voice also sound like soar throat... she came back just nice....yesterday is MOTHER DAY!!!
I'm so excited... i kept talking with her...but looked like she like the computer more than me ...sob....
Then i started my history revision...actually is not revision also...i just wrote those note in my examination pad...that's all.... actually can't remember and understand what i wrote also...but if i don't write ...i also don't know what i doing.... Haihz ...look like i not yet find the best study way for my self....
I didn't go out for dinner ....can't finish my revision d lor....
around 10++ pm only i had my dinner....
Aikz.... till 12 am i also not yet finish revise the form 4....Give up!!!
I changed to form 5 ...just read through lor....
1 am .... too sleepy... i went to my bed...
Howver...I can't fall asleep!!!till 2 am i still awake ...OMG!!! how i going to sit my exam in the morning???? Sob....
So i took a cup of coffee in the morning with empty stomach.... coz i think is more effective ... The history exam okay okay lor.....still can answer some.. c the result lar... very sleepy now..need to take nap... NItezzzzzzzzzz
Saturday, May 07, 2005
我爱你
若有一天,我就这样离开了.....
我这一生最后悔的事...
是我忘了告诉你....
.........我爱你...............
但我已经没有这种机会....
更没有这种勇气....
这句话将永远藏在我心里最深处....
我这一生最后悔的事...
是我忘了告诉你....
.........我爱你...............
但我已经没有这种机会....
更没有这种勇气....
这句话将永远藏在我心里最深处....
Friday, May 06, 2005
MID year Exam!!!
Today is the 1st day of mid term exam...this time we going to sit for full paper...
Haihz...Lotz of stuff to study ....things for 2 years... Lazy bum here get it now...
We should study consistently...but every time after exam ...i still will throw all my books away.... can't change it.... LOok like i have to burn mid night oil for this mid term exam...
Dunno y some people very annoying.... They like to ask others what they did yesterday to check others got study or not... Or not... that person will call u in the evening...Why that people call ??? Know lar... to disturb ur study lor... to check wheter u study or not lor.... So kiasu.... and yet very bad hearted..coz purposely interupt people study...is good also ... atleast i know what kind of person is that person is... can prevent from getting stab by this type of "small person"....
Haiya...need to concentrate on study.... end here...
Haihz...Lotz of stuff to study ....things for 2 years... Lazy bum here get it now...
We should study consistently...but every time after exam ...i still will throw all my books away.... can't change it.... LOok like i have to burn mid night oil for this mid term exam...
Dunno y some people very annoying.... They like to ask others what they did yesterday to check others got study or not... Or not... that person will call u in the evening...Why that people call ??? Know lar... to disturb ur study lor... to check wheter u study or not lor.... So kiasu.... and yet very bad hearted..coz purposely interupt people study...is good also ... atleast i know what kind of person is that person is... can prevent from getting stab by this type of "small person"....
Haiya...need to concentrate on study.... end here...
If
If one day i just leave without saying anything,
i will regret......
regret i didn't tell you that i really love you...
I LovE You!!!
i will regret......
regret i didn't tell you that i really love you...
I LovE You!!!
Thursday, May 05, 2005
NO Electricity!!!!
Mid year exam is just round the corner... I decided to start my history revision today ...or not i think i will pass up a blank paper for my history paper...
I was so hardworking...( even i also shocked by my hardworking) I sat on my study table and did note for history...
However, the god mayb don't like the hardworking me...
My house area had cut down electricity for 2 hours!!!!
Sob.... The God just hate me study izit? okay... the night already reach...it is so dark... What can i do in such situation??? Can't continue my study ..obviously..
Can you imagine in a very peacefull and full with darkness house area... music play by piano is on the air... HAhaha ...not telling ghost story lar... The music played by the piano also wrong here and there ... Coz it is me who was playing the piano...HAahah...coz no light ... so i just tried to play without manuskrip..
Some songs okay ...some break here and there.... Haihz ...Lack of practice and talent ... Playing piano helped me to pass my lonely night... after 2 hours ...the eletricity is back!!!! I rushed to my computer...on the music and sat on my study desk for a while ...then what i do??? hahaha... i wrote this thing lor.... NO mood to study liao lor....
I was so hardworking...( even i also shocked by my hardworking) I sat on my study table and did note for history...
However, the god mayb don't like the hardworking me...
My house area had cut down electricity for 2 hours!!!!
Sob.... The God just hate me study izit? okay... the night already reach...it is so dark... What can i do in such situation??? Can't continue my study ..obviously..
Can you imagine in a very peacefull and full with darkness house area... music play by piano is on the air... HAhaha ...not telling ghost story lar... The music played by the piano also wrong here and there ... Coz it is me who was playing the piano...HAahah...coz no light ... so i just tried to play without manuskrip..
Some songs okay ...some break here and there.... Haihz ...Lack of practice and talent ... Playing piano helped me to pass my lonely night... after 2 hours ...the eletricity is back!!!! I rushed to my computer...on the music and sat on my study desk for a while ...then what i do??? hahaha... i wrote this thing lor.... NO mood to study liao lor....
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
"Leng Lui"
I have one friend let us call her (W)....She is those tom boy type...very funny and very easy to get along with....
She always like to disturb those little girls...
Our school rules is very strict... everyday the prefect need to check our nails...
W felt that a junior of prefect is very pretty and she will be one of those who check our nails...HAha...W very bad...she purposely walked to that little girl( only form 1) and called her "leng lui, check my nails please...." I think all the prefect were looking at her that time.....hahha.... that small little girl also smile and just pretend to check her nails....
Not only this, when malay period...W n i went to toilet ... when we walked along the corridor, we saw two gals walking infront us..... Suddenly she put her hand on my shoulder and said," want to zeng gu the 2 gal or not?" Then she shouted on the corridor..." Leng lui" The 2 gals infront one is Indian one is Chinese... we thought the chinese gal will turn back ....If u also think like that... U guess wrong..... The Indian gal turn back... We pretend that we were not calling her.. and faced the block opposite.... Shit.....our discipline teacher was standing on the opposite block!!!! So , we walked back to class lor.... can't play anymore... coz today we suppose to wear tie ..but we hate the tie alotz so after assembly we sure take it out... just scare discipline teacher catch us bcoz of that... Hahaha.. at last sure nothing lar...she so far...
Next time heard people call Leng lui don't simply look back...
She always like to disturb those little girls...
Our school rules is very strict... everyday the prefect need to check our nails...
W felt that a junior of prefect is very pretty and she will be one of those who check our nails...HAha...W very bad...she purposely walked to that little girl( only form 1) and called her "leng lui, check my nails please...." I think all the prefect were looking at her that time.....hahha.... that small little girl also smile and just pretend to check her nails....
Not only this, when malay period...W n i went to toilet ... when we walked along the corridor, we saw two gals walking infront us..... Suddenly she put her hand on my shoulder and said," want to zeng gu the 2 gal or not?" Then she shouted on the corridor..." Leng lui" The 2 gals infront one is Indian one is Chinese... we thought the chinese gal will turn back ....If u also think like that... U guess wrong..... The Indian gal turn back... We pretend that we were not calling her.. and faced the block opposite.... Shit.....our discipline teacher was standing on the opposite block!!!! So , we walked back to class lor.... can't play anymore... coz today we suppose to wear tie ..but we hate the tie alotz so after assembly we sure take it out... just scare discipline teacher catch us bcoz of that... Hahaha.. at last sure nothing lar...she so far...
Next time heard people call Leng lui don't simply look back...
Monday, May 02, 2005
LUCKY STAR
Do you know what is a star mean?
A star mean a wish, a hope....
I hope all your wish come true....
And you know who are you....
A star mean a wish, a hope....
I hope all your wish come true....
And you know who are you....
Birthday Party!!!!!
Guess.... atlast did i go??? Ya .... i did...
Around 6 pm , my cousin fetch me back home.She was going to a dinner ...
I online while waiting my frens mom come n fetch me... then i saw my tailo online...He was already there.... When i saw my ex boyfriend(T)using the webcam.i said shit.Not lar i surprise he was there...but he was wearing the same colour shirt as me...N it is same as last time we both wear the same colour shirt.... I faster changed away the orange colour shirt... Is quite fun there...We played PS 2 ...i always lose lor...coz duno how to play mar...They played mahjong ...i just sat there and watch lor,.....coz i also duno how to play.... after the birthday boy gf n my ex left... i online... then i chat with my ex and the person that same name as my ex (J)bout this person ...all my frens don't really noe who is him... but too me he is a good advisor... I on the webcam... when i smile , J said i look sweet ...hmmmm.1st time i 'heard' people said me look sweet when i smile... then when i laught, T said i looked pretty ( don't remember is pretty or nice) ...HAhaha.... really 1st time in one night got people said i look sweet when i smile n laught... Never ever anyone said that to me in my life( till today lar)... coz i always thaught i very ugly...even smile or laught also look very ugly... Hahaha...anyway..thx to their compliment....
Around 6 pm , my cousin fetch me back home.She was going to a dinner ...
I online while waiting my frens mom come n fetch me... then i saw my tailo online...He was already there.... When i saw my ex boyfriend(T)using the webcam.i said shit.Not lar i surprise he was there...but he was wearing the same colour shirt as me...N it is same as last time we both wear the same colour shirt.... I faster changed away the orange colour shirt... Is quite fun there...We played PS 2 ...i always lose lor...coz duno how to play mar...They played mahjong ...i just sat there and watch lor,.....coz i also duno how to play.... after the birthday boy gf n my ex left... i online... then i chat with my ex and the person that same name as my ex (J)bout this person ...all my frens don't really noe who is him... but too me he is a good advisor... I on the webcam... when i smile , J said i look sweet ...hmmmm.1st time i 'heard' people said me look sweet when i smile... then when i laught, T said i looked pretty ( don't remember is pretty or nice) ...HAhaha.... really 1st time in one night got people said i look sweet when i smile n laught... Never ever anyone said that to me in my life( till today lar)... coz i always thaught i very ugly...even smile or laught also look very ugly... Hahaha...anyway..thx to their compliment....
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Birthday's party..........
My good buddy birthday is on may 1st ....yes the labour day.... so ngam rite...the whole world celebrate with him...hhaha ...
Since last year , he started to say that he want to hold his birthday party in 'red box' ....(he like to sing alotz)
Hahaha...so this year he really did and is today...However , i cant go ... additional mathematics tuition is more important than him....hahaha ...no lar....joking only...friend is more important...but i didn't go also...
He also invite us to his house tomorow night...Hmmmmmm...
but i thinking to go or not to.... My daddy lor....yesterday suddenly said want to go Cameron Highland... But i don't want to miss my additional mathematics tuition ler....so i decided not to go with them...Problems come then.... My parents not going to allow me to stay at home alone , that is too dangerous for a girl like me....
So mom arranged me to go tuition as normal then go to my aunt house ....not too bad.... i am here now....
but if i want to go my good buddy birthday's party , i will need my cousin 's help ... so i thinking not to go... although my best friend's mom offered me that she will come and fetch me...i will just think bout it....
My best friend did offer me to stay with her ...but not so nice lorrr... i long time din c my cousin d also...
I have choice here, go to his party with my best friend and stay over night with her or i still go the party ...ask my cousin to send me go and back....hmmm not a bad idea but the next morning he or she will need to send me home again ....that is so mafan.... The best choice is don't go his party ....just stay at my aunt house... Dunno arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......... haiya ask my cousin 1st lar...if they can fetch me then all my problem settle...
Really don wan to disturb my best friend's family .......
The conclusion is ......my buddy very mafan ...why born on such 'nice' day when people want to go holiday...
Since last year , he started to say that he want to hold his birthday party in 'red box' ....(he like to sing alotz)
Hahaha...so this year he really did and is today...However , i cant go ... additional mathematics tuition is more important than him....hahaha ...no lar....joking only...friend is more important...but i didn't go also...
He also invite us to his house tomorow night...Hmmmmmm...
but i thinking to go or not to.... My daddy lor....yesterday suddenly said want to go Cameron Highland... But i don't want to miss my additional mathematics tuition ler....so i decided not to go with them...Problems come then.... My parents not going to allow me to stay at home alone , that is too dangerous for a girl like me....
So mom arranged me to go tuition as normal then go to my aunt house ....not too bad.... i am here now....
but if i want to go my good buddy birthday's party , i will need my cousin 's help ... so i thinking not to go... although my best friend's mom offered me that she will come and fetch me...i will just think bout it....
My best friend did offer me to stay with her ...but not so nice lorrr... i long time din c my cousin d also...
I have choice here, go to his party with my best friend and stay over night with her or i still go the party ...ask my cousin to send me go and back....hmmm not a bad idea but the next morning he or she will need to send me home again ....that is so mafan.... The best choice is don't go his party ....just stay at my aunt house... Dunno arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......... haiya ask my cousin 1st lar...if they can fetch me then all my problem settle...
Really don wan to disturb my best friend's family .......
The conclusion is ......my buddy very mafan ...why born on such 'nice' day when people want to go holiday...
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Cooking contest!!!
Hahaha...look at the title ...don't think i join that cooking competition..
I don't know anything bout cooking... Is my friends ...my two best friends and my so call " tailo "...My "tailo" last year got champion in the cooking contest ... greatttt rite??? hahaha..but this year i think my two best friends are definitely better than him...coz they got creativity ^.^
This year they must cook fried rice... "tailo" one quite ordinary only...pineapple fried rice lor.. I like my best friends idea...they put cheese in the eggs and fried it...
However atlast...because of some problem they didn't manage to do it like their plan....but they still did a grrrreat job!!! Atleast i think better then my "tailo"
I saw them really enjoyed the contest....quite admire them also...coz i don't how to cook mar....Look like i need to ask my mom to teach me d...
Hahaha...but i think she will kick me out from the kitchen.....
Want to tell my best friends...I like your fried rice...can cook only for me one person or not ???( selfish gal) hehehe
I don't know anything bout cooking... Is my friends ...my two best friends and my so call " tailo "...My "tailo" last year got champion in the cooking contest ... greatttt rite??? hahaha..but this year i think my two best friends are definitely better than him...coz they got creativity ^.^
This year they must cook fried rice... "tailo" one quite ordinary only...pineapple fried rice lor.. I like my best friends idea...they put cheese in the eggs and fried it...
However atlast...because of some problem they didn't manage to do it like their plan....but they still did a grrrreat job!!! Atleast i think better then my "tailo"
I saw them really enjoyed the contest....quite admire them also...coz i don't how to cook mar....Look like i need to ask my mom to teach me d...
Hahaha...but i think she will kick me out from the kitchen.....
Want to tell my best friends...I like your fried rice...can cook only for me one person or not ???( selfish gal) hehehe
Happy for a friend!!
I have a friend... last time not quite close with him also ..
This year we are classmates... actually last time also know got the appearence of this guy existing in this world...but not friend mar....
So this year got talk a bit lor... He broke with his girlfriend long time ago..if i not mistaken ..is last year.... Didn't know bout his n his gf 's things..since not close also...
His nickname sometimes really sad ... haih...still missing that gal lor...
what to do??? love is sooooo ......i also don't know how to say...
So long d lar...he still don't want to forget her..he force himself not to forget...
Every relationship got the happy memory....he said he don't want to forget it...
I understand..."human without a past is not a complete human"
However it is , i tried to pull him out of that ...i know nothing much i can do..
I am very happy when he told me he had think bout my words and he will try to forget her....^-^Not lar i like him or wat... but really happy coz a friend jump out from those suffer... To me , he is like making himself suffer ...force himself not to forget...
I hope he don't purposely forget her also, coz i know that method never work....
It will only make you remember that person more and deeper in your heart...
Just wish that he will really find the way out....
This year we are classmates... actually last time also know got the appearence of this guy existing in this world...but not friend mar....
So this year got talk a bit lor... He broke with his girlfriend long time ago..if i not mistaken ..is last year.... Didn't know bout his n his gf 's things..since not close also...
His nickname sometimes really sad ... haih...still missing that gal lor...
what to do??? love is sooooo ......i also don't know how to say...
So long d lar...he still don't want to forget her..he force himself not to forget...
Every relationship got the happy memory....he said he don't want to forget it...
I understand..."human without a past is not a complete human"
However it is , i tried to pull him out of that ...i know nothing much i can do..
I am very happy when he told me he had think bout my words and he will try to forget her....^-^Not lar i like him or wat... but really happy coz a friend jump out from those suffer... To me , he is like making himself suffer ...force himself not to forget...
I hope he don't purposely forget her also, coz i know that method never work....
It will only make you remember that person more and deeper in your heart...
Just wish that he will really find the way out....
Don't study????
Something really weird happen in my house....
Normally this is wat u can hear when there is a student in a family
"Hey....gal ( or boy) is study time, switch off the tv!!!"
I think some of them will like ...
"mom ..please...just few more minutes..then the show will end..Let me finish it.."
But in my house ...u will hear the different things going on....
"Gal...why u study so hard? Haiya..relax....No need to study till so late..gal"
"I oso din force u to study...ur exam still far..just relax..."
Weird rite??? When i am so willing to study ....my mom call me no need to study so hard -.-"
When i was sitting for my UPSR...i am a lazy student...my mom kept calling me to study harder...but i din..
When i was sitting for my PMR...my sister played the role of my mom...
And now...i going to sit for SPM !!!! n my mom call me to relax...n my sis???
She is now in National Service....no comment from her.....
Haih..... Want to study also cannot....Don't want to study one ( my younger bro n sis) ...my mom keep forcing them to study.........
So funny rite???Don't study???
Hahaha...actually she don't really know what i do at night.... I most of the time online and chat with my friends...Study????
Emmmm.....can finish my homework also very happy d lor...but that never ever happen in my form 5 life yet....
However it is ...i really need to start my study ...or not next week mid year exam ..i going to fail my paper...
Normally this is wat u can hear when there is a student in a family
"Hey....gal ( or boy) is study time, switch off the tv!!!"
I think some of them will like ...
"mom ..please...just few more minutes..then the show will end..Let me finish it.."
But in my house ...u will hear the different things going on....
"Gal...why u study so hard? Haiya..relax....No need to study till so late..gal"
"I oso din force u to study...ur exam still far..just relax..."
Weird rite??? When i am so willing to study ....my mom call me no need to study so hard -.-"
When i was sitting for my UPSR...i am a lazy student...my mom kept calling me to study harder...but i din..
When i was sitting for my PMR...my sister played the role of my mom...
And now...i going to sit for SPM !!!! n my mom call me to relax...n my sis???
She is now in National Service....no comment from her.....
Haih..... Want to study also cannot....Don't want to study one ( my younger bro n sis) ...my mom keep forcing them to study.........
So funny rite???Don't study???
Hahaha...actually she don't really know what i do at night.... I most of the time online and chat with my friends...Study????
Emmmm.....can finish my homework also very happy d lor...but that never ever happen in my form 5 life yet....
However it is ...i really need to start my study ...or not next week mid year exam ..i going to fail my paper...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Should always remember the happy moment
I oso duno when d lar...only remember got few days , i kept thinking wat is my character in others people eyes? good or bad or childish ...? I tried to search for my weakness and my bad attitude... This is some of my conclusion:
- moody - i oso duno y, but my mood really can change immediately coz of some small little things....
- selfish - i found myself sometimes quite selfish ..bout wat? i oso can't remember now...^-^
- stupid - i very easy get cheated by other people..got some example..but can't tell u ..hehehee
- blur - i always the blur wan in a conversation, coz i duno wat they talking
- bad temperate - i can b very easy get angry oso..so don kacau me
- bad mood - if i in a bad mood , u will c me sitting alone, doing my own things..wat i say that time will hurt people..so sorry to dos people dat i hurt
- never think twice - i always do thing follow my heart, got good and bad..but mostly regret after dat..
- no commen sense - this one i think my family know better, i always get scolded by my mom coz asking stupid commen sense question.
Forget is when d..i asked him why he said he felt uncomfortable when the time he with me..and the answer i don't think anyone will guess it right.....
He told me he duno when he said that and he don't even remember he said that before!!!sigh....
but one thing he said made me think alotz...He said he don't remember he said that before...dat's means he had forget bout the sad moment..he said we should remember the happy moment...( something like this lar)
Ya...why i so stupid go think dos sad things? Remember the happy moment is better...
I knoe i stil got alotz of weakness..so just tell me if u got the chances..thx
I will continue..........
After discussed with my mom and asked opinion from my friends, finally i make i my mind.... i will continue my piano lesson till 2 months before spm...
Think of SPM is making me crazy...
still left 197 days to spm....and i not yet start my revision...dat is bad ...
so i want to force myself more now...i have too ,or not my result will be ......
Think of SPM is making me crazy...
still left 197 days to spm....and i not yet start my revision...dat is bad ...
so i want to force myself more now...i have too ,or not my result will be ......
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Why i so blur????
I think something wron with me today. Normally when my friends want to put their hands on my shoulder i will escape before they do so.
However, today i don't know why i am not alert bout it.
When i was talking to my 'heng dai', a guy put his hand on my shoulder.
I just turned , looked at him once then continue to talk with my friends.
Then i turned back, cause i felt something wrong.Why is't his hand on my shoulder? i scolded him. My friends started to talk nonsence bout it.
After that , we went to the exhibition. This time even worst..
He did it again and i din't even realise it.. Till he laught only i realise..
Oh my god! How could i become so blur? I normally quite alert bout this type of things....
Maybe because i have not enough sleep yesterday...
And i still don't understand why not only boys but girls also like to put their hands on my shoulder...Is't because i'm short , so they can do it easily?
However, today i don't know why i am not alert bout it.
When i was talking to my 'heng dai', a guy put his hand on my shoulder.
I just turned , looked at him once then continue to talk with my friends.
Then i turned back, cause i felt something wrong.Why is't his hand on my shoulder? i scolded him. My friends started to talk nonsence bout it.
After that , we went to the exhibition. This time even worst..
He did it again and i din't even realise it.. Till he laught only i realise..
Oh my god! How could i become so blur? I normally quite alert bout this type of things....
Maybe because i have not enough sleep yesterday...
And i still don't understand why not only boys but girls also like to put their hands on my shoulder...Is't because i'm short , so they can do it easily?
Thursday, April 14, 2005
All over.....
Today my group did the english oral, dat mean we finished all the oral test....Yahoo!!!!
yes , dis time we oso went out and just talk wat we like...
and our topic is .."should teenager's couple"
2 of us support the topic and another 2 against the topic...
hahaha ..... it is so much of fun..... we did laught non stop again between the oral....
Time is flying so fast.... i felt is like a few second den we finished our oral d....
In the oral test, WP n me acted dat v got bf n the other to are against us....
we like really having fight ...but where got pp fight n kept laughing wan rite?
Hehehe ....however it is , now we no need to worry bout oral test anymore
yes , dis time we oso went out and just talk wat we like...
and our topic is .."should teenager's couple"
2 of us support the topic and another 2 against the topic...
hahaha ..... it is so much of fun..... we did laught non stop again between the oral....
Time is flying so fast.... i felt is like a few second den we finished our oral d....
In the oral test, WP n me acted dat v got bf n the other to are against us....
we like really having fight ...but where got pp fight n kept laughing wan rite?
Hehehe ....however it is , now we no need to worry bout oral test anymore
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Should i stop????????
Today i got my piano lesson again....when ever this day come, i will b not happy...
not i don't like to play piano... i love to play piano....but i don't like my piano teacher...
She is my 2nd piano teacher... but i like my 1st piano teacher...
My 1st piano teacher teached me since i was only 5 years old...
I like her so much...she is the one who teached me how to enjoy the moment when i play piano..
she is the one who teach me how to love the songs....however,she marry to a american when i was 12 years old...so i change to this 2nd piano teacher and stopped my japanese class( she is my japanese teacher too)
From the 1st day , i start to dislike this teacher...she is not so fierce then my 1st piano teacher but...something is wrong... i still dislike her.... she only concentrate on my piano exam pieces..
and i don really like dos songs... okay some i did like it ...but dat is only when my 1st piano teacher said she heard another student played the song ...so i decided to feel the song and play it well.... some bcoz of my private reason so i like it.....
However , now i starting to hate my piano teacher.... i don like dos songs...how u want me to play it romantic ?( the song's title is Romantic) when i am so tire , sleepy and don have the love in my heart anymore..... i noe i just playing dos notes... i not playing dos melody...and yes ....she felt it..
but wat can i do? i really don hav such mood ....
I'm thinking to stop my piano...but now i'm in grade 8 .. the last grade for me if i din further study music... emmmm.... I keep thinking the main purpose i play piano...
When i was young , i play it coz i like it ...but wat about now? i play my piano wit hate... i don like to feel that... coz hate is the worst feeling in the world....
Anyone can tell me.... should i stop my piano?
not i don't like to play piano... i love to play piano....but i don't like my piano teacher...
She is my 2nd piano teacher... but i like my 1st piano teacher...
My 1st piano teacher teached me since i was only 5 years old...
I like her so much...she is the one who teached me how to enjoy the moment when i play piano..
she is the one who teach me how to love the songs....however,she marry to a american when i was 12 years old...so i change to this 2nd piano teacher and stopped my japanese class( she is my japanese teacher too)
From the 1st day , i start to dislike this teacher...she is not so fierce then my 1st piano teacher but...something is wrong... i still dislike her.... she only concentrate on my piano exam pieces..
and i don really like dos songs... okay some i did like it ...but dat is only when my 1st piano teacher said she heard another student played the song ...so i decided to feel the song and play it well.... some bcoz of my private reason so i like it.....
However , now i starting to hate my piano teacher.... i don like dos songs...how u want me to play it romantic ?( the song's title is Romantic) when i am so tire , sleepy and don have the love in my heart anymore..... i noe i just playing dos notes... i not playing dos melody...and yes ....she felt it..
but wat can i do? i really don hav such mood ....
I'm thinking to stop my piano...but now i'm in grade 8 .. the last grade for me if i din further study music... emmmm.... I keep thinking the main purpose i play piano...
When i was young , i play it coz i like it ...but wat about now? i play my piano wit hate... i don like to feel that... coz hate is the worst feeling in the world....
Anyone can tell me.... should i stop my piano?
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Dreams.........
Today morning i dream of something bout him again.....
is totally shit..... in the dream i trying to find him but i can't...
that feeling is soooo bad.... n every body like hate me coz i break with him....
is so bad........ i woke up n my heart was still like worried where is he....
is totally shitttttttt!!!!!!!!!!
This is not the worst....got once i dreams that he got a new girl friend...
and i felt so hurt n my heart was so pain and i woke up early in the morning...
Is already over n my stupid heart still pain.....arrrrrrrrrrr
I really hate my self.........stupid......
Please don't have this type of dreams anymore....
is totally shit..... in the dream i trying to find him but i can't...
that feeling is soooo bad.... n every body like hate me coz i break with him....
is so bad........ i woke up n my heart was still like worried where is he....
is totally shitttttttt!!!!!!!!!!
This is not the worst....got once i dreams that he got a new girl friend...
and i felt so hurt n my heart was so pain and i woke up early in the morning...
Is already over n my stupid heart still pain.....arrrrrrrrrrr
I really hate my self.........stupid......
Please don't have this type of dreams anymore....
Friday, April 08, 2005
I WAN TO GROW TALL!!!!
Today we did the measurement for our weight, height and eye sight...
Haih.... i DIn grow tall at all for the pass one year!!!!
And i lose my weight ...i drop 3.5 kg!!! May b i should happy about that ....but i am not ..
coz if i want to grow tall i must hav the weight also...i don want to b under weight....
I think the measurement got problem ...coz got pp bcome shorter...how could it be....
it is only one year and we are in the growing stage...not the old people stage...
Hahaha...but some of them under weight ...they need to gain weight...
I am quite lucky bout that ...Although i lose my weight ...i still in the balance line....
Hahaha...so i no need to worry bout it...just i need to Grow tall!!!
I wan to b taller ...i dislike people always touch my head and call me shorty....
I 154.5 cm .... not really short also mar...isn't?
Haih.... i DIn grow tall at all for the pass one year!!!!
And i lose my weight ...i drop 3.5 kg!!! May b i should happy about that ....but i am not ..
coz if i want to grow tall i must hav the weight also...i don want to b under weight....
I think the measurement got problem ...coz got pp bcome shorter...how could it be....
it is only one year and we are in the growing stage...not the old people stage...
Hahaha...but some of them under weight ...they need to gain weight...
I am quite lucky bout that ...Although i lose my weight ...i still in the balance line....
Hahaha...so i no need to worry bout it...just i need to Grow tall!!!
I wan to b taller ...i dislike people always touch my head and call me shorty....
I 154.5 cm .... not really short also mar...isn't?
Stupid school!!!!!!!!!!
Today we had a photo section....we took class photo..
Early in the morning..when we took the picture..everyone was so exciting..kept laughing ..smiling... all sort of idea and possing they did....coz is free style.....
However ..the school disciplin teacher was not happy bout that...she want us to retake the photo.
The reason she gave us is the prefect must wear their blazer.....
Haih....everyone was so unhappy to hear that....When we took the 2nd time...we were not happy I can felt that the laughing and smile is so fake...
Why can't the school just let it be... it is already the last year for us in this school...
All of us also thought that the 1st photo is the best photo...coz is the most natural smile...is come from our heart..and show wat we feel....
the 2nd picture is sooooooo fake.........
Early in the morning..when we took the picture..everyone was so exciting..kept laughing ..smiling... all sort of idea and possing they did....coz is free style.....
However ..the school disciplin teacher was not happy bout that...she want us to retake the photo.
The reason she gave us is the prefect must wear their blazer.....
Haih....everyone was so unhappy to hear that....When we took the 2nd time...we were not happy I can felt that the laughing and smile is so fake...
Why can't the school just let it be... it is already the last year for us in this school...
All of us also thought that the 1st photo is the best photo...coz is the most natural smile...is come from our heart..and show wat we feel....
the 2nd picture is sooooooo fake.........
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Thanks to my Dear...
Already very late...Although i am very tire d, i still need to pack my bag... When i was checking my fail, i saw my piano exam assessment record..I have keep it for a long time since i got back from my piano teacher.. i didn't really sit down and read the comment gave by the examiner... Since i had notice it that time, so i decided to take few minutes to read the comment....
My final mark is quite ok...atleast get a pass...left few marks to get a merit... My piano teacher was not quite happy with that coz she think i should get the merit...
When come to the 3rd piece..i read through few times...the examiner said i played it with rich of love...and it was the highest mark i got among the 3 pieces....
I went back to my memory of last year october...ya....that time i fall in love ..i love him...
When i was playing the song in the exam.... my mind was thinking bout him...
However it is .. now we already break.. no matter what it is ..i want to thanks him...
bcoz of him...i grow up a lotz.. i start to feel the songs i play.... i learn a lotz...
Thanks to him....
My final mark is quite ok...atleast get a pass...left few marks to get a merit... My piano teacher was not quite happy with that coz she think i should get the merit...
When come to the 3rd piece..i read through few times...the examiner said i played it with rich of love...and it was the highest mark i got among the 3 pieces....
I went back to my memory of last year october...ya....that time i fall in love ..i love him...
When i was playing the song in the exam.... my mind was thinking bout him...
However it is .. now we already break.. no matter what it is ..i want to thanks him...
bcoz of him...i grow up a lotz.. i start to feel the songs i play.... i learn a lotz...
Thanks to him....
Oral test!!!
Today we had oral test..actually we should prepare it already.. coz one of our member not around for few days ..so we can't discuss about the oral..
Today all of us are there so they decided to do in today without any preparation!!!
We just thinked for the point for a few periods then we really just walk out and did our oral test..
Our topic is quite intersting..is about rape...There are 4 of us in a team...one acted as police..one is the doctor..one victim n me as a host!!! We just simply said out what is on our mind... The 'victim' is a optimist..kept laughing... It is suppose to be a very serius topic in our plan n the audience should be the one who laughing...haihhhh... However our classmates were busy doing their homework ...only few of them were listening to our oral test...quite dissapointed..
But i'm proud of my team mates , they really did a gggrreat job.. Hahaha..however it is our bm oral test is over!!!! But english oral test is next week.....haih...so need to think of some intersting topic again..By the way , it sure will be a lots of fun , coz i know my team mates got lot of crazy ideas...
Today all of us are there so they decided to do in today without any preparation!!!
We just thinked for the point for a few periods then we really just walk out and did our oral test..
Our topic is quite intersting..is about rape...There are 4 of us in a team...one acted as police..one is the doctor..one victim n me as a host!!! We just simply said out what is on our mind... The 'victim' is a optimist..kept laughing... It is suppose to be a very serius topic in our plan n the audience should be the one who laughing...haihhhh... However our classmates were busy doing their homework ...only few of them were listening to our oral test...quite dissapointed..
But i'm proud of my team mates , they really did a gggrreat job.. Hahaha..however it is our bm oral test is over!!!! But english oral test is next week.....haih...so need to think of some intersting topic again..By the way , it sure will be a lots of fun , coz i know my team mates got lot of crazy ideas...
Monday, April 04, 2005
Poor little doggie!
Tomorow my sister will go back to the national service camp..so my sister want to eat some pork since in the camp you can't get any ...On the way, we saw something very cruel....
A car drove over a little doggie!!!! I can't see it clearly, but i saw the poor little doggie jumping coz of pain ... as my dad describe the dog head became flat..n the little doggie jumping coz of pain n it will die on the road..How cruel is the driver... how could the driver just drove over the little doggie..if he or she drive carefully, the little doggie may be will still alive . Although is only a doggie which don't have owner, but is still a life.. Those who have pets..Please treat ur little pet with more care n love... they are also a living things..they have feeling too . Just that we don't understand their languege..
A car drove over a little doggie!!!! I can't see it clearly, but i saw the poor little doggie jumping coz of pain ... as my dad describe the dog head became flat..n the little doggie jumping coz of pain n it will die on the road..How cruel is the driver... how could the driver just drove over the little doggie..if he or she drive carefully, the little doggie may be will still alive . Although is only a doggie which don't have owner, but is still a life.. Those who have pets..Please treat ur little pet with more care n love... they are also a living things..they have feeling too . Just that we don't understand their languege..
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Lonely night
Haih....tonight is so bored...coz most of them need to go to'visit' thier ancestors.. only few friends online n chat... really miss my friends alotz ...
i'm so thanks god that my grandparents are still healthy... or not i may be don have time to sit infront the computer n writing this... my mother side grandparents had pass away few years ago ..Dunno y ? when my mom's dad pass away , i was a primary standard 2 kid.When my mom's mother pass away, i was a secondary form 2 student... Y all is 2? so coincident....
However is it..i really hope my healthy grandparents will maintain their health..
i can't afford to lose them... I still remember the night i thought that one day ....both of them will also leave us ... i cried the whole night... the next day ...my eyes are just like a gold fish...
The lucky things is ...i wear spec..so it is not so obvious ... Let us appriciate our love one when we can.... don't get regret when they leave us one day.... bcoz it mayb the next moment..
i'm so thanks god that my grandparents are still healthy... or not i may be don have time to sit infront the computer n writing this... my mother side grandparents had pass away few years ago ..Dunno y ? when my mom's dad pass away , i was a primary standard 2 kid.When my mom's mother pass away, i was a secondary form 2 student... Y all is 2? so coincident....
However is it..i really hope my healthy grandparents will maintain their health..
i can't afford to lose them... I still remember the night i thought that one day ....both of them will also leave us ... i cried the whole night... the next day ...my eyes are just like a gold fish...
The lucky things is ...i wear spec..so it is not so obvious ... Let us appriciate our love one when we can.... don't get regret when they leave us one day.... bcoz it mayb the next moment..
ahhhh...Finally i did it!!!
When the 1st time i saw my friend,B did a blog...i was so impressed..
Let me just introduce a bit bout my self..i 'm a normal girl in secondary school...
Got lotz of loving n caring friends... n the teacher i like n i hate ...
Hate my school n love it at the same time...
Hate the rules that is nonsences to me...
Love it coz i got lotz of friends in school....
So i still love my school.... i had 2 friends that very close with me.. we go to school together..go tuition together.... may be i face them more then my own family members..haha
they r such a nice friends to have ... if is not them i dunno wat will happen to me... may be i will b a different person now.... i want to say thanks to them.....THANKS YOU....can u all hear it?
Let me just introduce a bit bout my self..i 'm a normal girl in secondary school...
Got lotz of loving n caring friends... n the teacher i like n i hate ...
Hate my school n love it at the same time...
Hate the rules that is nonsences to me...
Love it coz i got lotz of friends in school....
So i still love my school.... i had 2 friends that very close with me.. we go to school together..go tuition together.... may be i face them more then my own family members..haha
they r such a nice friends to have ... if is not them i dunno wat will happen to me... may be i will b a different person now.... i want to say thanks to them.....THANKS YOU....can u all hear it?
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